I want to put my arms around that one hurt loving part of him and cradle him close and tell him it'll be alright and baby him not out of mockery but because I don't want long words but long actions to show that I am indeed still here still trying risking and being for him
I want to let him know that the intimacy didn't fade or perish it's just scared and wounded but it can be healed I just want us to do it together I don't want to do things on my own like this anymore screw pride screw 'needing to be better' screw trying to do things out of impulsiveness or fear screw this bs I just want to love him
I want to feverishly spend time with what I've hurt
I can't rip myself away from you
I said things one can't just take back
And highkey I don't want to
I don't want to leave the lover of my youth
Please let me spend time with what I've hurt
Let me hold him some more
Let the world forget us, if it's your will
I can't deprive a flower of its only source of water
I want to love before I teach
I want to think before I fear
I don't want to leave whats mine
I cannot just leave whats mine to love
I love you so fucking much you can’t just say things like this on the spot I’m never ready
Sugar why was it unnecessary? Are you alright now? I love you too oh you adorable being
It wasn’t, I just don’t know what to say. I am, thank you. I love you, too.
Heart emoji that's okay with me double heart emoji
Oh damn give me some of that food
??? Girl is a butterfly???
Bumblebee I love bumblebees better
Me too
.. Ey whatchu keepin em flowers too much for.
For you
WHO says I want the flowers Theres SOMETHING so much better
Why not have both?











