Kowardly//Kenzie

Artist | I just talk abt anything really | she/her|Black

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I wish tumblr had a feature were it would block stuff you’ve already read in search

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look at him look at him look at him look at him

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I be so sick of every fucking thing omgggggggg

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Y is everything so spread out now😭😭

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Been out damn near all day walking Niggas is tried an u wanna start that bullshit at 9pm🫩.

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not now honey, mommy’s yearning for something that once was and will never be again

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Newjeans 💔

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I just wanna hit to the storeeeeee I NEED CLOTHES😭😭😭

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Gotta hide my face better it be so obvious when im not feeling something 😭

Rather live in solicitude

Then to deal with all of that mess

But it really be having me thinking. Is having a man n getting married really all that? Like there’s so many ppl I’ve seen bend over backwards for it n still come out miserable. Beyonce, Mariah the scientist,mama etc etc. it’s like the list goes on for years n I just don’t get what’s the point.

I guess that’s the only good thing abt not being in a relationship yet, I haven’t fallen under the spell. I do want to meet someone but I don’t want to lose all sense of myself or be taking care of anyone, explaining simple shit u should’ve thought abt.

I really Don’t understand what type of sorcery goes on when u start dating a guy. Maybe it’s bc he’s ur first? Maybe it’s sex? I Don’t understand and I hope I pray no one ever has that much of a chokehold on me. Marriage is just rings n paper work idk how it got so much pressure

I hope I stay strong in college

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Idk maybe I just be expecting the worst but like wasn’t yall just arguing last month?? Deadass thought it was a promise ring😭✌🏾 wasn’t even sure abt buying a car tg I couple weeks ago but oh well

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Not tryna hate but…😬

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Hopefully I can look back in this a yr from now and be so glad that things are better but I prob won’t. And it will probably be worser senior yr and college

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Things r still shitty

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I could be like new yr new me n say im gonna meet more ppl in be out but I prob won’t

It’s not like i wouldn’t go it’s just barely any opportunities to.

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Ugh and I’m tierd of day dreaming all the time

I wish a knew ppl bro

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I think this is just how Christmas is when u grow up

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Sometimes i just wish i could go somewhere where absolutely no one could bother me

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Ugh now I’m just irritated