it’s no rose, but its thorns hold love.

she/they/he • adult • sideblog for my utdr oc propaganda, among other things

[krisamisms]

ok pinned post time

hello tumblr my bumblr!!! this blog is exclusively propaganda for me to yap about my beloved utdr oc of seven years’ making, sam.

now i know what you’re thinking……but tumblr user krisamisms…….who is sam……

well!!! simply put sam (she/they btw) is my soul oc for utdr. they are not the player, or a meta character, they are meant to be an in-universe being. personally i’m a believer of the player angel theory, so if it’s easier for you get a handle on what their vibe is, you can think of them as “the angel.”

they are not a self insert. as much as i wish i could go back to being a 14 year old i would be nothing like sam (beautiful, energetic, manic) i would be like a small sad chiikawa

also important: this is technically 7 ocs in a trenchcoat. i’ll explain more at some point but you can think of this character almost like a god with multiple aspects to their personality. sam is one aspect, and all the other soul colors are effectively their own people as well. shit gets complicated but i was bored af in 2024 so

also also important: i just feel like it would be disingenuous if i did not tell you off the bat. i do in fact ship her with kris. no i will not budge on this. i will take my toxic doomed yuri to my grave

also also also important: don’t expect frequent updates from this blog, especially on the creative side of things (art, writing, etc). i am currently chronically ill and the state of my health is up in the air, so my capabilities from day to day will vary drastically.

ok i think that’s all for now. bai!!!!!!!

[krisamisms]

this took nine months to finish… collapses

[krisamisms]

i want to dye my hair so bad FUUUUUUUUUUCK

[krisamisms]

also happy to report this has successfully happened since then. #mypink

[krisamisms]

i do love how my au ends up edging both possession theory and krissociation like Ya ok kris ur being possessed but the soul itself is plural and it’s themes. So what now

[krisamisms]

trans or did

[chellustrates]

kris-mas

[oddytheoddity]

So did anyone else feel like this or is it just me

[somie]

Set you free

[krisamisms]

i need to revive this account. but i don’t want to [eyes glow red]

[cashmeredragon]

I WANT TO STAY WITH YOU

Playlist - I WANT TO STAY WITH YOU - 31 items

I WANT TO STAY WITH YOU

is it love if i keep you, or is it love if i set you free?

do yall like playlists?? any krissoul enthusiasts out there like music?? idk if you do but i made a playlist, and put like. way more thought into it then i should have.

its on both youtube and tidal, bc youtube fucking sucks as a playlist player and tidal doesnt have everything in the playlist, so tidals a condensed version :)

if you dont have tidal or some videos are blocked in your country on youtube, heres a tracklist, with every song thats on the condensed version marked + some song analysis bc who am i as a person if i dont overanalyze simple things:

I WANT TO STAY WITH YOU tracklist

I WANT TO STAY WITH YOU. tracklist + ig analysis? explanation on why i think its a krissoul song, why its on this playlist in this spot, and

[toothwormfactory]

my The Character

[nixetras]

THE CAGE

[sewaryka]

knights

[kukuyban]

[aliarien]

Mizi watched ALNST as a young, neglected child, and dreamed of crushing someone on the stage to take back her power. Sua watched ALNST for the exact opposite reason; to envision herself getting crushed by someone she loved. In the end, neither of them wanted to fulfill these purposes, but they did so anyways.

[fuenne]

[tennas-t-v-time]

every time someone misunderstands ralsei or is mean to him just bbecause hes slightly offputting i need to bite them or something ive been a ralsei defender since chapter 1 be NICE to that little guy

[tennas-t-v-time]

"hes keeping stuff from us!" hes born to be a tutorial companion who gives you information when you need it he literally doesnt know what he should tell you because he knows so much. also imagine training someone at work and just sitting them down and saying every single thing you know like they arent gonna retain that

"bro why is he being so mean at the end of chapter 2 we didnt know about the roaring" IT WAS THE FIRST THING HE FUCKING TELLS YOU!!! HE LITERALLY TELLS YOU IF THE BALANCE IS SHIFTED THE EARTH WILL FALL APART.

"what the hell is wrong with him he told susie not to heal kris!!" POP QUIZ: IF YOU WERE HAVING A MEDICAL EMERGENCY, WOULD YOU RATHER HAVE A MEDICAL PROFESSIONAL DO IT, OR SOMEONE WHO LEARNED HOW TO APPLY A BANDAGE YESTERDAY? THIS ISNT THE TIME TO BE PRACTICING!!!

"he words everything so weirdly/hes annoying" HES A TEENAGER THATS NEVER TALKED TO PEOPLE BEFORE. DO YOU KNOW HOW MUCH WORSE ANYONE ELSE WOULD BE

[tennas-t-v-time]