Documenting kris

T: 12.06.14 ///////// "A lifetime of glory is worth a moment of pain." To donate to my surgery, click the gofundme link at the top of the page.

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hair is growing, just turned 21, moved out of Brisbane. In some debt and trying to figure out my new path. but here's a selfie. 🌙

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⭐️💓 I'm a star

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I keep going to message you everything that's happening but your not there.

I scroll through my contact list and there's no one to press

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What's new with kris

I've been struggling with everything, I wasn't sleeping at all and my anxiety has been so bad I've been sick. I've now started new medication which makes me feel like I'm not me and or even more mentally ill. Or I'm just blaming it. I don't really know, I just know that how I am feeling is different, is this who I am? Is this how my brain is always going to work. It's scary to understand and manage. I've no idea, yeah. ⭐️Kris

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I need some friends please

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confused thoughts about being

I find it extremely hard to accept that I am trans like I don't identify with it and don't know if I ever will but even identifying wholly as male I am still trans right? I don't feel I fit as a male when I am with significant females because of my body but when with a gay guy I don't feel I fit too because it's not me at all, I can play the part just fine but I'm also not enough, I don't come out to people except a lot people know by word of mouth and I feel bad and feel like I'm hiding but I also don't want to be seen as a trans guy because I know that when someone announces it, it does sort of attach to your image of them. I'm struggling to come to terms with who I am.

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3 years on t

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4 months on T - 3 years on T

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3 years ago today I started testosterone

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Tomorow is my 3 years on T so I'm going to start now by posting some comprisons. The first one is about 4-6 months on T and the second one is a couple weeks short three years. 🌙✨

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Tomorow is my 3rd birthday and I accidentally shaved last night lol 🌙☔️

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Update

I was making so much progress and doing really well for the first time in my life and now that has all gone away and I am going downhill extremely quickly and I have no one to vent to which has led me to post this here.

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[just-shower-thoughts]

I always assume everyone from my past doesn’t remember me, even though I always remember them.

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my life