Why am I so horny i ask after i’ve taken my weekly “makes you incredibly insanely horny” shot
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Why am I so horny i ask after i’ve taken my weekly “makes you incredibly insanely horny” shot
the more I realize that I’m probably not going to talk to my parents after I finally move out and come out to them, the more I love and cherish every day I get to spend time with them knowing that for now, we’re still a bonded family. we’ve got a good relationship for now. but I know it won’t be like that forever. I love my parents, and I’m so grateful for everything they do for me, but I know when I come out and transition, I’ll likely have to cut them off because they’ll never see me as their son. I’ll always be a daughter to them, and when they realize how much of a failure I am, they’ll never want to speak to me anymore. one day it will be like that. so right now I have to be glad that it’s not.
im still figuring out my thoughts on this but id love to know if any other trans guys have experienced being praised for not presenting feminine in progressive/feminist spaces while living as female, but then once youve transitioned people change their mind and treat you like youve been lying to them or youve got some kind of sinister motive
to use a personal example of this: when i was a teenager my mum never pressured me to shave and never minded that i didnt like hyper femme clothes (she had a problem with captial m Mens Clothes but was fine with me wearing jeans and t shirts), but after i came out she started commenting about things like that more and more, even saying that id started wearing my glasses again because it "made my face look more masculine" (ive worn glasses since i was a child, and tried contact lenses as a teenager, but stopped wearing them in uni because they made my eyes itch if i wore them too often). like, things that had never been a problem before were now proof that i was "pulling the wool over her eyes", that i was actively trying to decieve her (she knew i was trans. i wasnt lying to her. im not sure what there even was to lie about).
anyway id love to know if other people have experienced this kind of thing or if my situations just Uniquely Weird
being a man is so weird bc how those awfully plain and boring-looking clothes makes you feel so good in them
writing evil fucked up things
you may even say they’re mischievous
times i should've realised that i'm transmasc
saw a post on here when i was 13 where someone said that the only girly toy they had as a kid was a stuffed animal and this bothered me, a massive webkinz fan, a lot for some reason
got a hairclip stuck in my hair so i had to cut it off and it felt weirdly good to cut my own hair off. and this is about to sound fake as fuck but deadass the exact words i thought were "i hope this doesn't awaken anything in me!"
in january or february of 2020 when i made a post on here that said something to the effect of "tbh i'm probably a guy but i have other shit going on." i did not have other shit going on. i was 15.5 years old
went to the mental hospital at age 14 and found that i had a lot in common with one of the other patients there, who was transmasc. became really good friends with him. he doesn't know he's directly responsible for cracking my egg
was twitter mutuals with almost exclusively transgender women in 2020
even in spaces where there were women like me (at the time) who played a lot of splatoon and used twitter a lot, there was always something about me that was slightly different. even when i naturally assumed we all wanted to be as far away from feminity as possible, even though it was forced upon all of us, they'd willingly wear dresses and put makeup on. i'd wear those and try so, so hard to feel like i didn't want to vomit all over the place and stayed up late wondering what made me different
i was "the only girl" at my high school's esports club
just got reminded of that time i had a friend who genuinely thought i was a cis guy. I cant imagine how she mustve felt when i started complaining about my period. SHE NEVER SAID ANYTHING EITHER. I didnt know i passed that well and it was rlly euphoric but i felt so badly when i had to be like, “yknow i was born a girl right?”
and mind you, she didnt know trans people were like a thing ig? Idk i wasnt judging sk i had to give her the WHOLE run down.
“yes, My name is this but i used to go by *insert deadname*” (only reason i brought this up was cuz in was in our school roster thing)
“so you’re a girl?”
“no, im a guy”
“but you have a vagina?”
“yes, but i am still a guy”
“Okay… so how do you do the voice thing?”
“idk practice”
“thats cool”
and it was over. Mind you this was a freshman as well. She still made dome jokes but i always was just like “nope im a guy” and she didnt fight back. It was rlly nice and she didnt treat me differently.
Trans joy!
Oh my god some of y’all are genuinely so fucking stupid
