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I really wanna go to hanabi this year, but how could i ?

Actually last week I went to watch hanabi with my friend, well i ended up watching it though but i don’t feel like the atmosphere. :(

I sacrificed my time to spare that day just to watch hanabi but then I failed, I couldn;t watch it properly because my friend just really moody and I am older than her so I try to understand but then now the week past and I feel like I should enjoy the time well actually.

Well, my lesson for the condition is go with people that can suit your personality and try not to peace everybody. You never know that you will enjoy the time that you will have

3rd June

Got another new perspective again today.

- Today, as usual, I always have seminar class and this time i gave to my professor my thesis which almost done. But still, there are a loot of mistakes for sure but at least I did my best for it. I need to graduate this semester and start my new life despite school life. Honestly, I love going to school. That’s why I keep going to school in my life. I met a loot of new friends from school, experience, and many more.

- You know what after been living alone almost 3 years, I just realized today that I really enjoy to listening other people than sharing my own. I found something great when I’m listening to them, I try not to judge and keep listening, I found their story is interesting and could be a good advice for my life also. And I kinda understand that everybody need someone to lean on, at least one. They need somebody to listening their story. Sometimes they don’t need to get an advice, they just need to share and make themselves feels ‘lega’..

- My life been great for this three years, but sometime I feel so empty. I prefer to be alone for almost my time, but it doesn’t make me to separate from other people. I become happier for sure if I meet somebody else but I just realize everything going monoton and I kinda wanna try something new. That’s why I want to do something that out of my comfort zone after I graduate. Will see, what I will do but I know what I wanna do even though the way to reach it not that easy.

Ganbare Annisa chan.. :)

Another greaaaaat performance.. :)

I Looove how cheeze sing this song...

First June

Today, I kinda went to many places. First, took some money for electricity, internet, gas bill after a month used. Then, when to combine to paid another things that I buy online. Back to school, to met up with apartment agency about extending my contract. Lucky me, my apartment owner really kindhearted and allow me to extend my living here almost a month after I finish my contract. I kinda found some my friends couldn’t allow to extend their contract so at first I’m scared but Alhamdulillah, the owner help me a loot.

After that, I planned to buy halal beef in Gyotoku, Chiba but sadly I couldn’t find the supermarket where they sell it.. So I just back to Takadanobaba and buy usual things like fish, water, fruit and so on. Kind a upset but it’s okay later I could find it.

You know what, along the way to Gyotoku and back to Takadanobaba I found a lot of interesting things. I look different atmosphere out there and I enjoyed it. Not seeing crowded people, terrier things and so on. And I found arakawa along the way, Gosh I miss arakawa.. :) I’m glad I choose to get out today. Even though I met nobody. Just helga on the street but I’m happy.. :)

And yeah, this is one of mainstream quotes honestly,

June, Please be nice to me.. :)

Downpour - IOI

Here is the english lyric from pop!gasa

When this rain falls on my head I’ll get all wet Even my heart

Stay with me I still can’t be in the rain alone Without you

I’m still young I’m still a bit scared Though I know it’ll stop soon I’m looking for you

Will it stop now? These raindrops, these tears? I don’t want to get wet with rain And tremble with cold Some day, the cold rain will become warm tears And fall down It’s alright It’s just a passing downpour

It’s just a passing downpour It’s how I feel

After I met you I haven’t lost the happy memories to the rain

When the rain stops Let’s meet again We will smile again and be together

Will it stop now? These raindrops, these tears? I don’t want to get wet with rain And tremble with cold Some day, the cold rain will become warm tears And fall down It’s alright It’s just a passing downpour

I’m getting all wet right now I don’t even have the strength to open an umbrella But we know Let me just cry for a moment As I lean on the rain So you won’t see our sad tears

Now goodbye

Will it stop now? These raindrops, these tears? I don’t want to get wet with rain And tremble with cold Some day, the cold rain will become warm tears And fall down It’s alright It’s just a passing downpour

This one is the same song’s video as before, but different in camera focus. He’s Ha Sung Woon, one of HOTSHOT kpop member, already debut 2 years ago I think. I’m sorry if I make a mistaken. At first evaluation, honestly I really surprised with him and No Tae Hyun collaboration. They looked like a PRO and made a small concert. hahaha.. And after that, I never like to following him because there are too many contestant in this show. 101 contestant, can you imagine that ? And finally, I found him again hahaha.. So, he, Kwon Hyun Bin, Hwang Min Hyun, Yoon JiSung, and Kim Jae Hwan in one group and sing this song. Gosh, they’re really meant to be together in my opinion haha. I surprised with all of this group member because they can sing reaaaaallly great ! Hyunbin with his low voice, Minhyun with his soft voice, Jisung with his stable voice, with Jaehwan awesome voice and Sung woon with his emotion and great voice !! Jaehwan sure great but I really impressed more with Sungwoon !! He can showed the relation between his song and the song’s meaning.. huaaa...

I’m following this survival show called produce 101 season 2. Actually, in the season 1 they choose only 11 girl to be their project girl group and it’s already ended last year. This year they try to do the same thing but for boyband. And form 101 contestant only 11 to be selected. Gosh ! A loot of talented contestant in this show but this one is the most fav for me..Their chemistry on the stage just perfect for me. I hope all of them can debut !

Just listened it from Fb link and then try to find the lyrics in English and bam !! It’s really hit me.. The lyrics like explain what i need right now.. Here it is the lyrics...

URBAN ZAKAPA – CONSOLATION (위로)

I can’t know all of your loneliness But if I can wordlessly hug you If I can hug you If I can wordlessly hug you

On sleepless and lonely nights I will be by your side

Tears you can’t hold back Flowing from your eyes If I can wipe them away

I can’t know all of your loneliness But if I can wordlessly hug you

All of your words Even if I can’t understand it all If I can always, silently listen to you

On sleepless and lonely nights I will be by your side

Tears you can’t hold back Flowing from your eyes If I can wipe them away

I can’t understand all of your pain But if I can wordlessly hug you

Even among your pain and sadness That you don’t even know the reason for If I can wordlessly hug you

#koreansong #korean #korea #urbanzakapa

my hearts burst out !

I keep doing nothing and meeting no one.

I walked on the street and passed by many people that i don’t even know who they are.

I keep wondering that i should do this and that before but then i do nothing.

I’m feeling like i don’t wanna do it.

Don’t wanna do anything.

i tried to cry overtime i watched sad clip but then i failed.

I really wanna cry but i couldn’t

I really wanna do it

I really wanna share it but i have no one,

I’m alone here and it’s not that i couldn’t share but i don’t want to.

hiss....

MLBB = My Lips But Better.. nowadays lipstick trend ^^

People keep asking me, where is my boyfriend and when will you get married and so on.

Well, I don’t have boyfriend and I don’t know when will I get married.

They said that why you don’t have one ? Are you lying said that you don’t have boyfriend ?

I’m not lying though,

I have my boyfriend in a circle but they’re just my friend.

People said, why don’t you have one ?

I mean like, it’s not an easy thing to find someone who fit you well, and until now nobody strongly said they’re interested in me. They just think i’m their friend and that’s it.

People keep asking why and I’m also wondering when will he come in the future. How could people keep asking why when I’m also asking it all the time.

i Keep couldn’t focus on doing my things.

Everything's like not in the right path.

Like i’m missing something that i don’t realized i’m missed it.

it’s so empty.

Some day, i just wanna be alone

Another day, i need someone to hold me up

But then I found out that

i’m alone.

I know i keep writing nothing but just sharing.. But you know what ? I shared this because he’s just too good to be true.. Gosh...

#imfact jeup cover song

My one of fav cover of Park Hyo Shin’s song :)

I have always looked down at my shoes. But because you believed in me, I looked up at above. The skies above is so blue.

Yell for the blue sky - Japanese movie

Almost 28 years old

almost 28 years old I’m living in this world but for this kind of thing called love, i don’t know anything.

I feel like I’m a 20 years old girl who graduated from senior high school who know nothing about love.

It’s melted me when my heart start beating so fast when someone gave me hug to say good bye.

it’s funny when i wanted to try new shoes and the man staff helped me to tied the shoes.

It’s an amazing thing when someone started to talk to me when i was in plane and he sat beside me.

It’s fluttering when someone said ohayou gozaimasu when we passed each other on the street.

I’m shy when someone made a comment in my SNS and say I’m beautiful.

It’s a happy moment when somebody followed me in SNS and always like my pictures.

But then, it was just happen at one time.

They said I’m interesting, beauty and so on but in reality there is no one try to know me more than anybody else.

Am I feeling lonely ? Yes.

Almost 28 years old but i don’t know what the meaning of love.

Weird ?

But that’s me.

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