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the only way to tell if a man is truly gentle is if he has green moss and algae all over him from sleeping quietly, motionlessly, at the bottom of a crystal clear riverbed

#literally only hozier

sugdenjohn

EMMERDALE | 17.10.2016

#aaron x robert #aaron having everyone in succession vs robert simultaneously lmfao #trepidation and prolongation vs have your cake and eat it #why are they soooo opposing in such fundamental ways AND YET....

farnworths

Emmerdale - 2024-12-17 / 2025-05-23

#NO BUT HOW WELL DID OLIVER PLAY ITTTTTTT #you can see the building obsession...the sheepish and awed ecstasy in being chosen!!! and its soooo sinister!!!#especially in that second moment....#the little bewildered half smile giving way to this weird dark reverence......#our helen of the dales enchanting everyoneeeeee #(how beautiful is aaron here i too would accept a princess crown from him and then endeavour to keep him forever)

bobbie-robron

#aaron x robert #aaron in the black tee in the flat making me INSANEEEEE #someone pass on that i love him. who can do that

shopping4images

#robert bought aaron this for christmas in 2017 btw

donotpercievemebaby

i pay for my place

chapter 7/8

Aaron wakes up with a fucking hickey.

It looks impossibly lurid in the weak light filtering through the blinds, red and purple and it sings with soreness under his index finger.

Robert left it there. Robert’s mouth left it there.

ao3 link

note: can’t believe this is drawing to a close. i’ve loved writing it soooo much. please comment and lemme know what you think x

#THE MOST DELICIOUS FUCKING FEAST

trianglemix

"Maybe I don't like you breaking into houses! Especially considering the number of times you've lectured me for doing a lot less!"

#aaron x robert #HIS THRUSTS 👁👄👁#the other side of the coin to being a well manicured but feral natured cat of a man #is that he can be soooo playful (its specific. its on his terms. its only ok with his favourite person #....which is ofc aaron)#this anology works so well because he was adopted by a rich family but they STILL couldnt make him behave as well as the local mechanic #(who ALSO cant make him behave but hes a little keener on HIS approval. CATS.....soooo unpredictable....our robert)

cylonbarnes

love that robert's fake letter to torture lawrence is that ronnie's met a belgian man named serge who is a fellow builder. and it works, because robert understands. he knows that if aaron met a belgian builder named serge it would destroy him too

#does he know about marco 👀

letnirvanarain

#the discussion of the 'new dynamic when aaron held robert back last week did confuse me a little because...^^^^ #robert has always had an aggressive and impulsive streak too?

Something something everyone assumes the one with scary dog vibes is the one that's more vicious when actually it's the one who looks like a golden retriever. People forget that all dogs bite, and the ones who allegedly bite the most often are actually big softies...

how does it feel to know that I fell in love with you in under a paragraph???

(the strange vaseline smeared lens robert can sometimes be remembered through permeates quite deeply sometimes...lest we forget he has always had a streak of wolf ((and he used to WEAR wolves clothing...sharp suits, a perpetual sneer, an impeccablly perfected, impassive little grin...it was incredible. Wearing sweet fluffy hoodies and body warmers against the backdrop of a wholesome farm doesn't change the flares of his nature)). Aarons aggression is often more reactive and straight forward and SIMMERS then explodes. Historically, it's robert that has been the wildcard. Having less physical strength to actually WIN in a fight doesn't make that any less true!) 🚬

thatnervouswreck

THIS i actually think this ties somewhat into the whole Sam hitting Rob w a shovel vs Rob and Lee because Robert is actually quite a violent person, like actually vitriolic... it was mostly verbal, sure, but even with Billy, or with his penchant for kidnapping, he became more physical after getting with Aaron - his violent streak didn't start or stop or get bigger or smaller, it just twisted

letnirvanarain

I love the description of vitriolic! Though his wolfish streak has definitely twisted and evolved over the years, i dont think conflating his physical violence directly with aaron is entirely accurate! He has shown an aggressive streak since his teen years (the years fraught with him and Andy fighting) which has manifested in physical and verbal violence and manipulation tactics. Robert is, at heart, an opportunist and has consistently shown he will react in a way he feels best suits a situation using whatever tools he has at his immediate disposal (be that a spur of the moment call to ruin katie and Andy's wedding rings, a kidnapping if given the chance, the opportunity to push someone in a grain pit or a longer and more thought out plan like The Robrence Situation lmfao). He has ALWAYS had the wolfish capacity to be physical before, during, after and DURING (again lmao) coupling with aaron. But it has never been the primary tool in his toolbox the way it is in aarons.

#im always careful not to conflate roverts violence with aaron because ive seen one too many posts claiming #aaron is RESPONSIBLE for roberts aggression which is not a view i want to perpetuate lmao #but YES roberts aggressive streak has certainly shifted and adapted over the years #hes such an interesting one to study isnt he

#the discussion of the 'new dynamic when aaron held robert back last week did confuse me a little because...^^^^ #robert has always had an aggressive and impulsive streak too?

Something something everyone assumes the one with scary dog vibes is the one that's more vicious when actually it's the one who looks like a golden retriever. People forget that all dogs bite, and the ones who allegedly bite the most often are actually big softies...

how does it feel to know that I fell in love with you in under a paragraph???

(the strange vaseline smeared lens robert can sometimes be remembered through permeates quite deeply sometimes...lest we forget he has always had a streak of wolf ((and he used to WEAR wolves clothing...sharp suits, a perpetual sneer, an impeccablly perfected, impassive little grin...it was incredible. Wearing sweet fluffy hoodies and body warmers against the backdrop of a wholesome farm doesn't change the flares of his nature)). Aarons aggression is often more reactive and straight forward and SIMMERS then explodes. Historically, it's robert that has been the wildcard. Having less physical strength to actually WIN in a fight doesn't make that any less true!) 🚬

#asks #emmerdale #roberts lack of strength in comparison to aaron in some ways made him MORE dangerous #because he would plan and ruminate and end up doing something heinous (such as setting fire to a caravan or kidnapping lmfao)#because he KNEW a straight up fight would often not go his way...and wasnt the sort of damage he wanted to inflict #(his line about prefering verbal violence to physical.....“i know. and youre good at it”)#and these are all aspects of his character i ENJOY...which is why when theyre erased or smoothed over #i get a little lost in the sauce...because lets remember our sacred texts!

sugdun

robert & aaron: scenery

#aaron x robert #the DISTANCE on the bridge......!!!#theyve always done their best relationship thinking outdoors lbr #the 2019 hug forever sends me insane....#aarons agony saying bye to liv (but it was his CHOSEN agony! robert couldn't see that...#if he thought that was bad...he didnt see how he left aaron...and he never really has...)

evilvillain123456789

step one: replace entire personality with open, festering wound

step two: contort absolutely all stimuli in my environment to relate to the my wound in some manner, ideally one which justifies random acts of unbridled aggression and vengeance

step three: marry a girl with generational wealth

#1. chrisbert. 2. karlbert. 3. ryanbert #<- great grandprev #4. fuck the mechanic #(still ryanbert)