Have a Glimpse

I'm not a perfect girl. My hair doesn't always stay in place & I spill things a lot. I'm pretty clumsy & maybe some days nothing goes right. But when I think about it & take a step back, I remember how amazing life truly is and that maybe I like being unperfect... Disclaimer: I own everything that I post here

[krissamolina]

Call it Home

Dear You,

It wasn’t easy

I know,

it’s painful and difficult

I know

Sometimes it is hard to breath

I know

But be reminded that there’s always a promise of healing at the end of every heartbreak.

You cannot see it now but it’s happening. You might not notice it, but little by little you are going there.

To a place where you belong, a place of healing, a place where love is pure and permanent.

A place intended only for you - In the arms of someone dear to you and it feels like home.

Love Me,

[krissamolina]

CONSISTENCY

You're my constant buddy,

My kind of end of the day man

My constant weekday out-of-the-ordinary person

You're my instant comfort whenever I needed one.

My encourager,

My listener,

My source of fun.

You became my consistency in this inconsistent world.

A friend that I could bare my whole self without being judged,

A companion that makes me feel I belong,

A person I want to keep.

But I wouldn't...

I wouldn't because I couldn't,

Because every time you left me behind, it makes me feel abandoned,

Your presence makes me want to just let go,

And your existence make me realized that consistency is not always good.

It makes me desire to run away from you,

To asked for a replacement,

To cut our ties,

And to consistently remind myself to forget you over and over again.

I'm sorry, but this time, received my constant goodbyes...

[krissamolina]

There's a lot of broken people around us. Others is in their way of healing but there are others who keep on breaking up untill now. They're holding on as long as they can, but deep inside they wanna give up.

Like what stated in Collossians let's have a "heart full of compassion, kindness, humility, gentleness, and patience" for them.

As being one loved by God, we should be the first to offer it to anyone. And be careful not to break them even more.

#WomenOfFAITH

--KrissaMolina

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Unending Grace

In the minds of every chaos there’s peace

On the depths of every darkness there is light

And behind every pain there is joy

 But the contrast doesn’t belong in this world

It didn’t come from any form or shape

It’s not forceful but rather filled with hope and love

 It has nothing to do with the things you deserved

But given even thou you are not,

You’re value doesn’t defined by it

Because it is based on what our creator decides

 There’s nothing you can do to received it

There’s no sin to compel it,

It is free

It is available

It is overflowing

It is unending.

 -KrissaMolina

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“You came as a stranger And enter into my life like a storm Your soul blew me away Your heart shattered my hold But with those quiet time That I can finally feel your warmth, I melt… Only to feel cold and empty When the rain started to fall And now, like how the wind changes it’s direction, You’re living like a stranger I never get to know.”

–KrissaMolina

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All to you I offer my love

All to you I surrender my heart

All the pain I ask you to keep

And be the reason to live

I know for sure that you will forgive

This little mess that I did

For I fell for him without Your consent

And still asking to be his

But I know Your plan are greater than mine

And should I trust you when you said; “Child, not him”

So, for now I asked to heal this heart

and received this broken love.

--KrissaMolina

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An Open Letter to the Person I Once Love

Today I decided to let my self go.

To let go of the chains that binds me with you - a chain of hope for possibility, a chain of expectation, a chain of waiting and a chain of love. For a while I thought that to be able to move on all I need is to let you go, but just thinking about it hurts me more than I could think of. Then I realized, that there’s nothing for me to let go - because you were never mine to begin with. I created this delusion that you were, that we have something that the two of us could only understand . But each day you never failed to prove to me that I was wrong, you hurt me in every possible way that you could get. And each moment bring me farther away from you but still I couldn’t bring myself to walk away, I accepted and swallow everything up. Holding on to the little strength that I have and most of the time I keep wondering why. I reasoned it with the thought of you being sad because of my action and how you don’t deserve it, God knows how I wanted to protect your heart and how I prayed to keep me from hurting you. But I didn’t know and I’m not prepared to the kind of pain that I am going to face when you start to failed, ignored or neglected me. When you stop talking to me like before, when you start saying things that you didn’t mean in the end, and when you do things that you were not supposed to do. And to those time that you reach out to close the gap between us only to leave me empty afterwards. It shattered and break me apart, but I couldn’t bring myself to hate you because each time I saw you all I could think is how I cared for you. 

But I think everything has it end, like your favorite movie or novel that reached it’s climax. I have to close the book so that I could open a new chapter of my life - A life that no longer revolve around you. Today, you didn’t know; but I bid you goodbye, in my heart I gave you my last resort. Sorry for holding on for so long or I’m sorry for not holding on. But you see I have to think of myself too, It might be a selfish action but it’s all I could do. 

But don’t worry I’m not planning to go farther away, you’ll see me again and again for sure. But my heart will no longer be yours to reach, because right now I’m surrendering it to our God Almighty. For Him to mend and protect it for me. 

But I still want to pray for you, that someday God will lead you to the right person and when that time comes, I hoped that there’s no more unnecessary hurting for both of you. I prayed that she will cherish and love you as you do the same. 

Farewell...

---KrissaMolina

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FALLEN

Tears run down like a stream of river,

Washing all the pain that cave within.

Hoping to see light on a cloudy day

and see the sun shine again.

Wishing your memories fade like a dawn

Never to remember

Never again....

But as I close my eyes, to greet the night

All I could think is your lovely heart;

A heart that is strong, gentle and kind

And how I wanted it to be mine.

I asked the Lord to protect thy heart

But how hard it is without breaking mine

I think I know why is that,

Because I’m bound to fall 

and you are not.

---KrissaMolina

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Why I gave it all away…

There was an old lady who has a beautiful garden in front of her house, every day she start her day tending and watering every plants. She has a variety of flowers in every color and she loved them all. Her neighbors adored her garden as well and she get used of them voicing it out when they passed. But there is a particular woman who always stopped by in the morning for a couple of minutes just to admired her whole garden without saying anything before heading back to her way to the station. Every morning she do that, the old lady got curious so one morning she woke up early and prepared a good bouquet of fresh flowers and waited for that particular woman to arrived. When she did, the old lady greeted her with a smile and hand her the bouquet of assorted flowers, the woman face beam with happiness upon receiving the old lady’s handwork. she start kissing and hugging her while uttering a word of thanks, the old women get flattered and satisfied about what she did; a beautiful smile planted on her face as she watched her walked away. Until the woman stopped at the corner of the street and start giving away the flowers to all passer by - one by one. The old lady frown deeper and deeper as the woman continued to give away all the flowers and she remembered how she woke up early, went to her garden and choose a perfectly bloomed pieces of flower just to make a beautiful bouquet. When the last piece of flowers has been given away she decided to confront the woman.

Old lady: Why did you gave it all away? Don’t you like the bouquet I made for you?

The woman just looked down, the old lady continue to asked her with her voice starting to rise.

Old lady: I saw you admiring my garden almost every morning, so I thought you love my flowers as much as I do.

Woman: I do admire your garden and I love your flowers. I think they’re beautiful.

The woman answered sheepishly still looking down.

Old lady: Then why did you gave it all away?

Instead of answering the old lady the woman shown her two hands. It’s shaking and unable to open entirely.

Woman: I couldn’t hold anything with this hands without dropping it and breaking them on the process. I’m afraid that I would ruin your handwork if I insist on carrying them.

The old lady noticed that the women hugs the pieces of paper that once hold the entire bouquet instead of just grabbing it with her bare hands.

Old lady: Then why you didn’t just give it to a single person not dividing it to everyone?

Woman: I was so happy to received the bouquet you made for me and I thought, it is much better if every one received a piece of that happiness.

The old lady hug the woman and told her that from now on she would make a bouquet for her everyday.

“Sometimes people gave us away not because they stop caring but because they’re afraid to break us even more.”

                                                                                            —KrissaMolina

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For you that I lost whom I never meet

Ecclesiastes 3:1-22

For everything there is a season, and a time for every matter under heaven: a time to be born, and a time to die; a time to plant, and a time to pluck up what is planted; a time to kill, and a time to heal; a time to break down, and a time to build up; a time to weep, and a time to laugh; a time to mourn, and a time to dance; a time to cast away stones, and a time to gather stones together; a time to embrace, and a time to refrain from embracing; …

I believed that God gave you this life - no matter how short - for a reason. You became a blessing and a source of happiness. You created a family; you are a family. You are the reason why a certain someone started to think about a good future, You change everything around you, you gave us hope and a new light. A good memory that will always be remembered.

I believed that God take you away because a life with him is better than the life you will going to have here. That he loves you that much to let you experience any heartaches and suffering in this world.

I believed that this is HIS way of saving you and it will never be the end, because someday we will all meet again on a better place He created for us.

Now, that you’re with Him; I asked God to give us - the people who left behind - a strength to accept the life we lost. Bless us a heart who mourn but still capable of healing, A mind that will remain positive despite what happened, And to never forget that God plan is always for the best.

Thank you for coming into our life, for bringing such joy and happiness. I’m sorry for you have to leave early without experiencing all the love we could give but we know that you are much loved wherever you are.

-krissaMolina

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For someone who admired by most

It is natural for people to find someone to look up to. Someone they can see as a role model, A person that could make their heart flutter for the time being.

That person could motivate and inspired them, Make them believed in a fairy tale, Or simply be the reason to smile each day.

But it’s also easy for them to forget that he’s human too. Someone whose capable of hurting and disappointments. That whatever it is that’s going to happened his whole life is always on the line.

For you who admire: Understands that your words can be lethal, Not because it’s your opinion doesn’t mean it has to be right. There’s always a nice way to convey your thoughts no matter how negative it is.

Remember, you’re creating your life as you go by, Your words, actions and attitudes manifest your whole being. Make it shines the brightest!

For you whose being admired: Understands that people tend to say things they don’t mean. Don’t feel bad but rather use it as a reference to know people better. Being on your position is never been easy - nobody said it was. But being there give you an opportunity to touch a millions life.

Remember, to be yourself all the time.  And always be happy to do what you do.  Others has something to say.  But what important is to touch their life like nobody does!

-KrissaMolina

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For someone I know

Love knows no bounderies Overcome limitations Happened in a very unxpected way with a very unexpected person Sometimes or most of times it was a dream come true A kind of dream you never knew existed in you But when you have it you’ll realized it’s all you ever wanted

Love denies standard Enemies turn to lovers over night People you thought impossible become possible And the complete opposite can be a match

Love knows no gender It hasn’t discriminate But with full acceptance of who you are All it need is two people feeling and wanting the same thing. If it’s true and pure that’s all that matter

Because love meant to be felt not to be seen.

-Krissa

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Yesterday’s Love

I meet you in the morning,

Talk to you, Laugh with you

and really having a good time.

I eat with you at lunch.

And realized that there’s so much more to you 

than meets the eye.

I walked with you at night

And start planning about tomorrow

Looking forward to see you.

That night I fell asleep thinking about you

Dreaming you and wanting you

Morning came and I woke up 

Feeling alive and Happy

After a long time.

I meet you again that morning

And you told me about her,

She: the one who hold your heart and soul

The reason why you became what you are

Whom I learn to like

At lunch you introduce me to a new song

That I kept deep inside my heart

Then I cried while listening to it at night.

Because yesterday I fell in love

And today I have a broken heart.

-KrissaMolina

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Behind a Happy Face

I know someone who are good on hiding her emotions.

Who can ignore people as if she don't care and act like her heart are made of stone.

She only had few people around her; just her family, a few closest friend and a bestfriend.

She has the simplest mind but has a wide understanding to the things that happening around her.

People tend not to be careful when talking to her because she shown them that she can take it whatever it is.

She listen more than she talk but she never force anyone to accept her beliefs. 

People think that she's capable on handling anything that might happen, so, only a few people shows their concern.

But they didn't know...

She is a type of person who always find a secluded place to hide and mourn for the things that went bad.

I saw her cry for someone and be agitated and worried that she might hurt other people.

I remember how she's been affected by the slightest of things but speak as if nothing bothers her.

She always think that she'll never be enough, and she push people away believing that there's someone better for them.

I know that there's only few people that she allowed to see the most darkest moment of her life.

And I feel lucky that I'm one of those.

--Krissa Molina

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Random Person

I know someone who is free spirited, confident and so full of herself.

Someone  who are strong enough to know what she want and how to get it.

A person who been  through a lot but still standing up and keep on moving forward as if everything is fine.

But, I'm telling you that's not everything!

Because I know that there's more to her than meet's the eye.

I saw her cry and down when something went bad.

I'm there when she get angry and disappointed with herself whenever she made a mistake.

I know how she look when everything seems wrong and I've seen her in a worst possible moment of her life.

But when she started to get up and be happy again, you'll doubt that everything you saw in her downfall are true - as if it never happen.

And you'll realized that those days are making her more beautiful and amazing.

She radiate more in every beating she received and become a much better person.

That's the reason why I always love to watch her doing what she's doing...

--Krissa Molina

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Sunrise by the beach. #myfavorite #pagudpudshore #bluelagoon #missingItbyNow

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Show your biggest smile to the world and it gives you happiness in return. #vigan #pagudpud #love2travel