.nth days of happy.

Random musings. I've found that I'm happy more than not nowadays so I don't really have a use for my "nots0choice" blog. I've created this one to replace it and hopefully I'll post on this one more frequently than my other one. :P Follow my other blog and my other other blog.

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2019

Hopefully there will be some big changes for me this year. I look forward to what’s to come.

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I love you so much.

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There will always be a little ewok shaped hole in my heart for you. Goodbye, Shadow. I love you.

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Finally finished these pillows I was making for Mikie’s mom. 😬

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No more Crab Salad

Last day at Mikuni was Sunday. Everyone was so nice to me!!!!! I felt really sad to be leaving because I love my fellow coworkers so much! It really was just that it's so god awfully stressful at Mikuni and that I don't believe that I am that great of a server to meet its demands. It really melted my heart to find out that the sushi chefs cared about me. They kept saying how they were sad I was leaving. "Crab salad is leaving?!?!" I just didn't realize that they liked me that much! I don't talk to them all the time, you know? Where as the servers and I are all besties and I know where we stand. I just didn't realized they actually cared about me. Anyway, it was a host's last day at Mikuni as well and she had invited everyone to go to yardhouse after work. Being the bitch that I am, I invited everyone to go to spots page FOR ME. Hehe jk. Well... Kind of. I mean I did do that, but I told everyone to go to yardhouse first of that's what they were planning on doing and just meet up with me later. As expected, I blacked out. Everyone kept buying me shots and drinks! I hope I wasn't too embarrassing. I know I cried a lot. So many people came to wish me goodbye!!! My heart can only take so much! 😭 Anyway, I'm just really grateful to have so many friends and to have so many people care about me. I'm sad to not see them everyday now that I am not working with them. Mikuni FAM I love you all so much! Ya'll the realist.❤️

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2 weeks

I finally did it. I’m quitting Mikuni. I do so with a heavy heart though. I’ve been working 2 jobs for almost a whole 3 years. I would have loved to stay, but working here and UCDMC has gotten to be too much. I figure I could just pick up shifts at the hospital and hopefully that way I will make more money. idk I’m sad about it but now I know I won’t be so stressed out and tired. meh. I’ll miss everyone though. and that discount.

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☺️🙃🙂

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Goodbye Sierra Regency

Today was my last day at Sierra. It was definitely bittersweet. Sierra was my first real job that I cared about. I never called in and always offered to pick up shifts if they needed me to. This was the first job I actually handed a 2 weeks notice in instead of just not showing up to my shifts anymore. It was the job that transitioned me to “adulthood” in the sense of me really taking responsibility and being held accountable for myself. I’ve met a lot of great people through Sierra and they all have taught me a lot. Some of them more along the lines of what I don’t want to do or be, but they’ve taught me something about myself nonetheless.

Anyway, I had a gathering at yardhouse in honor of my last day. I honestly did not want to make it a big thing. I just knew that I wanted to go out to eat on my last day and extended the invitation to the rest of the staff. Turns out, everyone wanted to go. There were 20 something of us there and it made my heart hurt. They were all there for me! 😩 I’m going to miss all of them. I really am. Maybe I’ll make more of an effort to do things with them. Maybe attend an EOF every once in awhile. We’ll see!

Also, Nate and Shay even bought me a gift! And it was one of those perfect inside joke gifts that I never thought I needed until I had it. Like, dammit Nate knows me way too fucking well he’s such an awesome friend. I can’t even articulate how perfect it was. I can’t even. On the way home I reread the card they got me and started crying. I was just so overwhelmed by all the love… That and I’m a little bitch. In any case, my heart is full and I am very happy. ☺️

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Yoooo school paid off. :)

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UCDMC

so stoked. :)

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I didn’t do anything special😭 my heart is full ☺️

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I will make it happen.

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Yoooo

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I got it from my momma.