I feel like I’m drowning in my own pool of self pity. I can’t muster up the courage to get out of this slump because I fear rejection. I seek discomfort but I’m swallowed whole by the certainty of comfort that I’m in now. I want to disrupt the ecosystem I’ve been living in. I want to be free of the voices inside of my head telling me I can’t instead of I can. I want to be so many things, do so many things, break all the glass ceilings in the world but my brain and mental state has been encapsulated in a stagnant sea of nothingness. How do I get out? How do I break this mold? I feel so beyond limited that even if I were a dog and someone were to hand me a big fat juicy bone, my mouth would surely salivate but I’d still have no idea what to do with it. I’m stuck in a pool of self pity, how do I get out?
