โI guess my dad didnโt really like my mom because she always works so hard and heโs the kind of person who thinks a woman must take care of her man. Even now, their relationship is really bad, but everything peaked while I was in high school because my dad cheated. This isnโt the sort of problem that can be resolved even if I tell my friends. They always talk about celebrities or other simple things, but I donโt care about those things because of problems at home, so at some point I ended up alone. I didnโt have much to say, so eventually they started to pick on me, venting their anger at me and tormenting me without a reason. Even though there was nothing I could do to change the situation, I wondered, โWhy am I like this? Why do I have to live in this kind of environment?โ Iโm not sure why I agonized over this for three years. If I hadnโt thought so much about those sorts of things, those three years couldโve been less difficultโฆ. There wasnโt a single thing that changed by worrying alone.โ
โ์ ์๋น ๋ ํญ์ ์ฌ์๊ฐ ๋จ์๋ฅผ ๋ท๋ฐ๋ผ์ง ํด์ผ ํ๋ค๊ณ ์๊ฐํ๋ ์ฌ๋์ด๋ผ ์ผ์ ์ด์ฌํ ํ์๋ ์๋ง๊ฐ ๋ ๋ง์์ ์ ๋์
จ๋ ๋ด์. ์ง๊ธ๋ ๋ถ๋ชจ๋์ด ์ฌ์ด๊ฐ ๊ต์ฅํ ์ ์ข์ผ์ ๋ฐ, ์ ๊ฐ ๊ณ ๋ฑํ์ ๋๋ ์๋น ๊ฐ ๋ฐ๋๋ ํผ์๊ณ ํ๋ฉด์ ๊ทธ๊ฒ ์ ์ ์ ๋ค๋ค๋์ด์. ์ด๋ฐ ๋ฌธ์ ๋ ์น๊ตฌ๋ค์๊ฒ ์๊ธฐํด๋ ํด๊ฒฐ๋๋ ๋ฌธ์ ๊ฐ ์๋์์์. ๊ฒ๋ค๊ฐ ์ ๋ค๋ ํญ์ ์์ด๋์ด๋ ๊ฐ๋ฒผ์ด ์๊ธฐ๋ค๋ง ํ๊ณ , ์ ๋ ์ง์ ๋ฌธ์ ๋๋ฌธ์ ๊ทธ ์ชฝ์๋ ์ ํ ๊ด์ฌ์ด ์์์ผ๋๊น ์ด๋ ์๊ฐ ํผ์ ๋ค๋๊ฒ ๋๋๋ผ๊ณ ์. ๊ฑฐ๊ธฐ๋ค ๋ง๋ ์ ์ํ๊ณ ๊ทธ๋ฌ๋ ๋์ค์ ์ ๋ค์ด ์ ๋ฅผ ๋ง ๋ค๋ฃจ๊ธฐ ์์ํด์, ์ด์ ์์ด ์ ํํ
ํ๋ด๊ธฐ๋ ํ๊ณ ๊ดด๋กญํ๊ณ ๊ทธ๋ฌ์ด์. ๊ทผ๋ฐ ์ด์ฐจํผ ๋ฐ๋์ง ์์์ ํ๊ฒฝ์ธ๋ฐ๋ โ๋ ์ ์ด๋ ์ง. ๋ ์ ์ด๋ฐ ํ๊ฒฝ์์ ์ด์์ผ ํ์ง.โ ๊ฐ์ ๊ณ ๋ฏผ์ 3๋
๋์ ์ ํ๋์ง ์ ๋ชจ๋ฅด๊ฒ ์ด์. ๊ทธ๋ฐ ๊ฒ๋ค์ ๊ทธ๋ ๊ฒ ๋ง์ด ์๊ฐ ์ ํ์ผ๋ฉด ๊ทธ๋ ๊ฒ ์ ํ๋ค์์ 3๋
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๋ฐโฆ ํผ์ ๊ณ ๋ฏผ๋ง ๋ง์ด ํด์ ๋ฐ๋ ๊ฑดโฆ ํ๋๋ ์์๊ฑฐ๋ ์.โ