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ksminjun:

Well shit, he hadn’t expected that. Taeyun had emerged shirtless, and Jun was reconsidering his approach here. His plan had been to keep away from hitting on his leader, and it had been a good plan, in theory, but the chances were slim of that now. With very little shame, he took an extra few moments to openly appreciate the other boy as he sat up in his bed.

After he’d done so, he stood up from the seat and took a few steps closer to the bed to offer the coffee to him. “I came for bonding and to learn from the master, but now I’m reconsidering,” he said, a faint smirk pulling at his mouth. Though typically he went straight for it, given the circumstances, he realized it was probably best to get a feel for the guy before going all out. He could easily be straight, probably was, if Jun was being real, and he didn’t want to burn bridges here.

”Think you can make some time to teach me your ways?” He asked, before taking a drink from his own coffee. Fuck, he really hated coffee. He swallowed back a long drink anyway with a faint grimace. The odds he’d finish his cup were low, but he wasn’t going to tell anyone that, nor was he going to let anyone catch him dumping the last of it in a bush.

he started at him for a moment before reaching out and taking the cup of coffee from him. “you came for bonding at-” he paused to glance at the alarm clock on the bedside table, realizing that it was not that early. at least, for him it was still early, but he decided to drop that line of conversation anyway. instead, he brought the cup up to his lips and took a drink from it, moving back across his bed so his back was leaning up against the wall.

“teach you my ways? very funny,” he was about to laugh about it, but after thinking about it for a moment he paused again. “you’re not joking, are you?” well, he had never had this type of conversation with people before, mostly because he was sure he would get complaints that he was corrupting people. it sort of almost made the whole situation worse that it was his second asking these kinds of things.

tae sighed a little. “my ways, it’s simple really,” he started with a shrug of his shoulder, “look out for your own, don’t take shit from anyone, and punch people who disagree.” it was how he dealt with most problems, though he was sure there were.... nicer ways to go about it.

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ksminjun:

Seconds passed, and Jun was starting to regret this. And then he heard a voice through the door, shouting about the door being open. He snorted to himself and opened the door, stepping inside. “Good thing I’m not here for him, then,” he called out, shutting the door behind him. Man, he probably could have planned this better. Ah well, too late now. Couldn’t take it back now that he was inside.

“I’ve got coffee, if that’ll help lure you out of bed.” He said, before dropping himself sideways into a nearby chair. Part of him suspected he’d be waiting a little bit, and he might as well be comfortable for that. Maybe he could even come up with a good reason why he was here, aside from wanting to get to know the ~*leader*~. From what he’d heard, it was probably best if he didn’t lead with flirting, but he’d already decided to play that by ear.

From his seat, Jun took the lid off of his own coffee, smelling it before taking a long drink. For as much as he didn’t care for coffee, he did love the smell of it. How could you not, really? How something that smelled so good could taste as awful as it did was baffling to him, genuinely. “Coffee’s fresh, by the way,” he commented off-handedly.

he recognized the voice, looking up through half closed as his second in command walked in through the door. the kid, yes he was a kid if you were comparing ages, was not really someone he actually knew very well, which should probably change. but if he was hoping for some kind of meet-and-greet, then it would have been better to drop by when taeyun was a little more coherent and not just hiding in bed.

not making any effort to sit up, he instead just eyed the younger for a moment before he sighed, stretching his arms up above his head, running his fingers back through his rather bad bed-hair. “why, exactly?” he found himself asking, propping himself up a little on his elbows, covers slipping down over his bare chest. like he was going to ware a shirt going to bed, they were just uncomfortable, he normally just wore a pair of shorts and that was the extend of his ‘bed ware’. the shirts only came out when it really was freezing, but even then he would first start dumping more blankets on the bed than willingly wearing a shirt.

“it bloody better be,” he huffed finally committing himself to sitting up and swinging his legs over the side of the bed. fresh coffee was better than any of that crap you got out of a vending machine - when it actually bothered to work.

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ksdarae:

At the reminder that he might not end up dancing even if he was drunk, she scrunched her nose but what had her frowning was his warning that he might end up getting into a fight. Why did he have to bring that up? Better yet, why was he like that? Why couldn’t he be a happy drunk? A sigh left her lips and instead of replying, she focused on finishing her drink and then drinking the first shot. He was not helping one bit as he pointed out that he was not a fan of tequila and she half expected him to just ignore her. When he didn’t, she grinned and cheered maybe a little too loudly and basically ignored how he pointed out once again that he knew better.

Grabbing another shot and downing it the next second, she pressed her lips together and then glanced at him with the corner of her eyes. She had not forgotten about the fact that he might not dance even drunk and she had to make sure that he would do it before he got into a fight. “What do I need to do to get you to dance?” She asked as she clung to his arm, the alcohol made her forget how much she dislike skinship and looking at him with wide eyes, she added. “You can get drunk however you want to as long as I get to see you dance.”

it was quite clear that he was starting to get a little light-headed, body slumped over a little more than it had been before, propping his head up a little on his hand to make it a little more comfortable. but let it be known that eun taeyun was not a lightweight when it came to drinking, he could honestly go through quite a lot of alcohol before he became completely drunk. mind you, he ad gone through a whole pint of beer, a cosmopolitan and was now also reaching for his second shot, so he was well on his way.

“if i had known that you had some ulterior motive to get me to dance, then i would have chanced my mind about coming,” he was pouting just a little as he picked up another shot glass with two fingers, tipping what was in it down his throat and returning the glass to the bar again. “why do you want to see me dance so bad, huh?” he wouldn’t even really call his flailing arm and leg movements ‘dancing’. it was embarrassing, and he was not about to go ahead and willingly embarrass himself.

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Jun’s never really liked coffee all that much. It’s something he drinks out of necessity, not enjoyment. So when he orders his coffee that morning, along with an extra one for Taeyun, he’s almost grimacing. He’s not even sure that the other likes coffee, but he figures as second in command, he should try to be considerate. Honestly, he’s not entirely sure what the position really entails, but he’s always been good at winging it.

Coffees in hand, he makes his way toward the dorm he knows is Taeyun’s, fully expecting for this to go terribly. After all, this was without warning, and even though it wasn’t early, it was still early enough. Shit. What if he wasn’t even there? Jun shrugged at the thought, deciding he’d just dump the extra coffee with someone else and pretend this never happened. Easy enough, right?

Standing in front of the door, he let out a deep sigh. People always gossiped in this school, and he’d heard a decent amount about Taeyun, but had never really gotten to know him. Now, though, it only seemed right. People talked about him, too, and they weren’t always right. With that in mind, he knocked firmly on the door, hoping for the best.

he was someone who didn’t like getting out of bed until he really had to. while his annoying roommates alarm had woken him up about half an hour ago, he still found himself draped out on his bed trying to go back to sleep. this was not working out very well for him, while his roommate had left for the morning, he still kept hearing people walk past the door having loud conversations, or some kid a couple of doors down who was playing red velvet incredibly loudly that he could hear it through the wall.

groaning, he rolled over onto his front, burying his face into his pillow. while the sleep was not working, he still had no plans of getting out of bed. maybe he would even skip his class in a couple of hours just because he couldn’t be bothered to relocate himself. the professor wouldn’t notice his absence- probably.

and then someone knocked on the door. tae lifted his head from his pillow, glaring at said door for a moment before shouting, “it’s open.” it meant that he didn’t have to stand up and deal with whoever was standing there, “but if you’re here for yong-chul, then he’s not here.”

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ksdarae:

Truthfully, she asked him about whether he could dance or not because that was on her mind and not because she was planning on making him dance. However, the way he shook his head and how he mentioned that he could not dance properly sparked her curiosity. “Oh no, you really shouldn’t have said that.” Now she wanted nothing else than to see him dance and asking for tequila shots, she turned to him with a mischievous smile. “Well, then. I guess we will have to get you drunk because I need to see you dance now.”

As if it was imperative for her to finish the pina colada before the shots were delivered, she drank it as quickly as she could and shivered a little at the end. As the bartender poured the shots, she looked back at Taeyun and grabbing the first shot that was poured, she knocked it back. She made a face as the alcohol went down her throat and then placing her elbow on the bar with her cheek on her palm, she asked him. “You are not going to let little old me drink all the shots, right?”

“there is no guarantee that you will get me to dance, even if i am drunk,” he pointed out with a shrug and another gulp from his glass, “i mean, you might just get me pissing someone off and getting into a fist fight.” something which did tend to happen from time to time and the reason he was banned from at least three bars around incheon. thankfully, not this one - for the time being, anyway. not that he was going to complain about drinking shots, there were the fastest way to get drunk and that had been the ultimate goal for this particular bar trip.

coughing just a little as he once again returned his glass to the bar, tae eyed the shots in front of him for a moment. “not the hugest fan of tequila,” he responded quite honestly as he reached across the gap for one of the shot glasses, bringing it back to his mouth and tipping the contents down his throat with a shudder. “there are certainly more pleasant ways of getting yourself completely smashed,” and slower as well.

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ksdarae:

She should have kept her mouth, she realized when he spoke but everything was all about her, wasn’t it? She was the only one that mattered in her eyes and maybe that was the reason she found it so easy to play with others by lying. The thought of telling him that his parents were probably proud of him when he was a child passed through her mind but seeing as he didn’t seem to care that much about his parents, she decided against it. Even if he wasn’t, she doubted it would help him in any way so instead, she decided not to say anything.

By then, she could careless about taking notes and the whole thing was about him telling her what to do. She disliked having someone tell her how to behave after dealing with her parents her entire life and if she asked him for help (she wasn’t sure if she had by that point), she didn’t want any more help. “Do you dance or should I be asking if you can dance?” Her eyes returned to look at him as the pina colada was placed in front of her and not waiting a second, she took a sip before she hummed.

he decided to ditch copying what she was getting, instead just leaning over the bar a little and ordering himself a beer. she could continue to order everything off the menu if he wanted to, he wasn’t going to stop her, but he was just going to stick with what he liked and not faff around. once he had his drink in his hand, he spun around in his seat again to face darae again, watching her take her own pina colada. funny choice of drink seeing as he was pretty sure they were not on a beach or anything like that, but he decided not to say anything.

“dance?” he almost started laughing just at the thought of it, stubbornly shaking his head from side to side. “i do not dance, at least, not properly.” not that he supposed that was the kind of dancing she had in mind. he picked up his drink and took a long mouthful from it, putting the glass back on the bar again. “if you want me to dance, i think i cam going to have be a little more drunk to even consider it.”

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ksdarae:

Proud almost like a mother? She wasn’t sure what he meant to do by saying that but his words rubbed her the wrong way. It was obvious to her that the reason she didn’t like his words was because it had been a long time since her own mother had been proud of her or at least show her that she was proud and to have someone to say they were proud almost like a mother brought up feelings she didn’t want to deal with. “Does that mean that your mother was proud of you at some point? Because I am sure that I wouldn’t have any idea of how to be proud like a mother if I tried.” She stared blankly ahead and tried to remember how the mother she thought was her mother looked at her with pride.

“A pina colada, please.” She told the bartender as they passed by but she wasn’t sure if they had heard her. Not that it mattered because at Taeyun’s words, she turned her eyes towards him and narrowing her eyes, she told him: “Make up your mind. You say there are not rules but you also tell me we can’t compare notes.” Looking away, she allowed herself to look around the establishment and if it wasn’t for the fact that she wanted to get drunk first, she would have left Taeyun to dance.

his words were only supposed to be a joke, they weren’t meant to be taken so seriously. however, it seemed like that was exactly what happened, tae frowning just a little at her words, head cocked a little to the side as he looked at her. “my mum, proud?” he could almost burst out laugh just by hearing those words, “um, no. my parents have never been proud of me, not that i ever gave them much of a reason to be proud.” he was expelled from school at fifteen, got into multiple fights and had an angry problem he couldn’t control very well. no, it was rather safe to assume that his parents were not very proud of him.

“i don’t have any notes to compare even if you wanted to,” this was a bar and no one came here to take notes on how to behave properly. she was probably one of the weirdest drinking partners he had for a rather long while, and that was not a compliment. he was pretty sure that he was not like this the first time he went to a bar, in fact, he was pretty sure that he just ordered pint after pint of beer and chugged it back.

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maybe the inferiors wouldnt be treated like shit if you guys werent so arrogant all the time

*honesty hour*

maybe you should keep your nose out of other people’s business.

why don't you try using your words instead of your fists?

*honesty hour*

because i am not eloquent and fists are easier. people are more likely to listen to a punch rather than words.

the clique leaders are falling and you could take over the school so why wont you?

*honesty hour*yongjoon can keep the top all he wants, being the top of the school is too much damn effort. all i want is the inferiors to stop being treated like shit. actually, it would be better if the whole system was just abolished, but that’s not likely to happen.

so when are you gonna get your head out of your ass and realize you're not actually the hot shit you think you are?

*honesty hour*when did i ever say that i thought i was hot shit? i just enjoy being a pain in the ass to everyone. it’s some of the only enjoyment i have in my life.

ksdarae:

She stared at him for a few moments, unsure of what to do or say because it should have been obvious what he was doing. At the same time, she expected him to order something else and that was the reason she thought the sign he used meant something that she was not aware of. She was wrong of course and shrugging, she tried to not make a big deal before she told him: “And here I thought you were using a special way to order something fancy.”

At his next words, she couldn’t help but laugh quietly because of course, a troublemaker like Taeyun would approve of her rebellion. Then again, it was nice to know that there was at least one person who would not judge her for what she was doing. “Almost proud?” She asked him with narrowed eyes as she glanced his way and then their drinks were placed in front of them which prompted her to grab hers before raising it. “To going against parents.” She grinned, hoping that he would clink his glass against hers and when she took a sip of her drink, she found herself taking another sip. “Hmm, I like this one. Oh, wait. I am supposed to keep to myself whether I like it or not.” She shot him a sharp look as she spoke and then drank the rest of her drink.

“nope,” there was a smile on his face, still rather amused that she thought he was doing something special with his fingers. but he knew better than press on about it and make her mad at him, so he found it best just to drop the subject.

he nodded his head, folding his arms on the bar in front of him. “yeah, proud, almost like a mother,” technically he was the mother of the inferiors, not that he ever thought of himself like that. but it was nice to see that she was rebelling and it did give him some hope that he might be able to get the chance to get to know her better. reaching for his drink as it was placed in front of him, he raised it at the toast, a grin on his face as he watched her take a sip. “you know there aren’t any rules,” he commented lightly, “you can say if you like it or not. or you can not say anything, there isn’t really a proper way to do things.” they were in a bar, not some posh wine tasting event or anything.

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ksdarae:

Darae was a hypocrite and if she was honest, she didn’t care if people called her on it. Her curiosity needed to be satisfied but when other people wanted to do the same, she was not willing to answer their questions. It was because of this that when Taeyun explained that he wanted to know out of curiosity, she scrunched her nose at him and when he mentioned that something big must have happened, she simply shrugged. Although she wanted to say nothing about it, she knew that if he was like her, he would not stop until she said something but what to say?

“What does that two finger thing you did mean?” She asked him instead and raising her eyebrows, she glanced at him for a moment. Her attention quickly shifted to the bartender as they worked on a drink and huffing, his words kept replaying in her head. “My parents lied about something super big and I decided to do exactly the opposite of what they want me to do. Happy?” She asked, not really looking at him and biting the inside of her cheek, she used the corner of her eyes to look at him.

as she asked him about the two fingers he had put up, his brow rose rather significantly with surprise. was she actually being serious right now. “you ordered what you wanted and i put up two fingers. as in two. make that order two,” he could not believe that he was actually having to explain that, thinking the reason completely obvious. but he wasn’t going to look too amused about this, or he was trying not to as he didn’t want her to start hating him again because she thought he was making fun of her or something.

he was actually surprised that she was admitting to him what had happened, but needless to say that he was rather impressed with it. “that’s good for you,” he said with a nod of his head, “i’m all for going against what your parents want. i’m almost proud of you for it,” it was something he did himself, if that was not completely obvious by now. while he was still curious about what they had lied about, taeyun decided that it was probably asking a little too much, so he decided not to bother.

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