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thank you for leaving me up all night, wondering what I did wrong.

idk who needs to hear this but I wish in my darkest moments I could have understood that maybe I wasn’t the one behind all my negative thoughts. sometimes you just have to walk away to gain new perspective to realize you’re actually not the central problem to your life.

when did I fall in love?

the night before I left for college, we both worked at the movie theater in our small town and there was a band playing by the beach and we stood outside the theater dancing under the stars and I just couldn’t let go of you. I knew that if I did I would have to get in my car, then on that plane, only to be 1463 miles away from you.

they told me it’s going to be difficult but it’s going to be worth it in the end.

our hope is becoming an endless journey to only be picked back up again by your immatureity

hoping for a second chance, the one where you’d ask me to dance

seems so fragile, so innocent like flowers

but flowers don’t bloom in the dark

so why are you still here?

hoping for a second chance, the one where you’d ask me to dance.

you twirl me around, kissing my neck to the sound of the world all around.

it seems so fragile, so innocent, like flowers.

yet flowers do not bloom in the dark. so why are you still here?

-kt

never any interest to say

says time is always nice

the irony of your name is like a voice on replay telling me to do better all the time

battle after battle she’s keeping up but it’s time to slow down

she finally smiled at herself in the mirror but what he didn’t notice was the tears

all the time

from all the fear in her eyes and all the constant lies, yet you thought she was fine

all the time

now everything’s clear and you decided to disappear

not the words you spoke but I guess you choked because it all feels so unclear.

in the blink of an eye it was all gone

and all I have to show for it is slowly fading away

the scars are bleeding through the inside and now i’ve managed to ruin everything and none of it is my fault.

the reason our relationship had these issues is because we never sat down and had the the talk that we were going to be exclusive. you “cheated” I “cheated” but we weren’t together but we were so I think if I get the chance to try it again It would be Incredible because we would only commit to each other and it would make all the difference

the way people talk a lot there “ex’s” really confuses me and makes this all really confusing , he was toxic, he was manipulative, the list goes on. you weren’t any of those things you were caring and sweet and I wish I could go back and time and erase the bad stuff I did but we are equal now. we were so good together and I know we will be good again . i miss you so much.

i’m too fucking good for you.

it’s crazy i’m in love with you because i’m so much better than you. the guys throw themselves at me from some pretty relevant families and I still choose you. but you don’t choose me. and that’s a pretty hard pill to swallow these days

we’ve got to be stronger than them. our situation is so different, so much better than perfect, because it’s real.

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