we're all doctors trading sadness for numbness @ktbannon - Tumblr Blog

when random articles show up on ur fb and ur like “oh boy which one of my friends commented on it” and its ur mom and u now realize the internet has gone too far when 10 yrs ago she wouldn't even let u have a fb

this is me stopping myself from posting some bullshit because i want attention and i don’t know how to have any healthy outlets

Starting to feel trapped at my job again. It’s not where I want to be and I’m constantly dealing with myself being less than content. Like when I dated my high school boyfriend for four years because I didn’t know I was capable of making myself happy.

It’s been almost 3 years since I got my degree and I feel like I’ve wasted so much time that I’ve lost all my “umph” and now my anxiety is bad again. I feel like if I even tried to do something else my lack of experience and anxiety wouldn’t let me.

How do you distract yourself from paranoia?

Everything is so overwhelmingly exhausting.

gothstrology

Liking someone is so tiring like great now I gotta look at YOUR horoscope too

wishinroulette

@ktbannon

ktbannon

Toooooo truuuuue 😁

Feeling like I can't handle much of anything lately.

I'm trying to focus on myself and I shouldn't have to feel guilty. Craving a sense of understanding from those who I haven't discussed this with seems unreasonable, however, at the same rate, why do things have to be immediately assumed as petty or personal?

#lack of communication is always my downfall though soooo

~lately~

"I watched ghost world and saw no ghosts"

Being asked "are you being *that* girl right now?" in a friendly, teasing tone when you're sitting alone, aware of people watching you, trying to avoid an anxiety attack by pretending to do something on your phone makes it hard not to slightly snap. I haven't felt like this in ages. Socializing is incredibly hard. I feel "too realistic" or even "too responsible" at times when I make the realization that the only way to comfortably socialize with strangers is when I have a drink in my hand and when I decide not to do so I'm led to have an anxiety attack.

yesterday was incredibly simple and completely satisfying. i look forward to each day knowing that we get to grow closer to one another. im so excited to be in love again.

#sorry 4 the sap