I am really awkard, sorry

never used tumblr before and i am scared

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Ok, i literally said minutes ago that ink had more likeness of winning, but i am seeing the polls, they go up and down, just by fractions of votes, this is so tense!!! my eyes are glued to the screen and there still 23 hours left

This must feel to see the world cup

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Error vs Ink

You know what would be cool... a Error vs Ink final, i really think is going that way, Geno seems to be winning and a Geno vs Ink... I love Geno don't take me wrong, but i feel like ink has more winning likeness in those polls. Plus, the Error fans really are going over anyone against Error, so Error in the finals is a given.

Sooo, imagine a Error vs Ink finals, i would DIE, one of the classic vs, maybe i should start making fanart for it, just in case...

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Idea dump? not really?...or yeah?

(below there is context)

Sooo i have ideas of Dream and Nightmare being living in the early 1500s Spain, where instead of just being town's people the aggressor, what if it was the spanish inquisition?

Now, HEAR ME OUT, the whole tree thing, can be considered temptation, people would want the golden apples, and the whole thing... i think the inquisition would consider it heresy, later wanting to burn it (and dream) nightmare does munch munch yara yara.

But this time, Dream actually dies, years later gets canonized as another saint that got persecuted and killed by the inquisition, living again, working like the Rise of the Guardians? common idea where divine figures depend of beliefs.

Meets Ink, chill (after processing the whole thing), how Ink wants to protect the AUs from Error, thinking he is good, helping him to fight Error.

Realizes the state of the aus, Ink does not intervenes (obviously) and gets more context: In the last 500 years, there has been desperation, and pain, etc, Nightmare had being vibing, with so many people believing and trying to get safety, Dream meets with Nightmare, neither of them is happy, misgendering of Nightmare, fight bam bam, rivalry that could be solved with some talking and therapy.

I used the art for the story by Joku as a pose reference, to compare, is funny seeing a 1500s person doing the peace sign.

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★ I remember years ago when people made gijinka of dream and Nightmare, it was common making Dream a woman? i don't know if someone else saw that? well, still making Nightmare a guy and they were twins, with my vision of trans coded Nightmare.

★Why in Spain? I had understood that Joku was from Spain? or atleast living there (if thats not the case pls tell me)

★And of course, i just made the numbers, with Dream being 500 (old) so 1500, and what was the IT thing? The Spanish Inquisition.

★I would probably nerf the tree, i don't know why something so important is just...there? at human reach, so is just a collection of emotions, like condensation, instead of the origin of emotions.

★They take watch of the tree for generations, instead of just them.

★I wanted to write more about Nightmare, and how it was being trans in the 1500s without even knowing what's that, like being closeted, but my wrist is killing me, it would be the focus how that affects the relationship with Dream.

★I used the Rise of the Guardians thingy, because i personal issue i had with the original story is, why Dream became stone? it was a defense mechanism? can he do it now? i just made Dream die and live again years later.

If someone wants to make a fanfic... it wouldn't bother me you know...PLS do! i really wish there were fanfics about trans nightmare, of course giving credits if using the artwork or heavily based story.

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Nightmare Sans rant?

Before going ahead and derailing...

Hi! i am new in tumblr, i always doubted of getting on it, since it has its own culture and etiquette? as if traveling to another country, but i finally made my mind :D

Now, following up

Something that has been bothering me for YEARS is how i felt so alone about seeing nightmare and being "mmm that sounds pretty trans coded" LET ME EXPLAIN, the whole thing of Nightmare making a "metamorphosis" and later (depending the interpretation of other media) talks about the past him as another person (in the interpretations where he is the same person and not another entity possessing him) or in various things where he says the past him is "dead" or he doesn't like talking about him from the past, or hides it,etc, you get where that can go.

And Dream ohohoho, i have seen sooo many where Dream wants Nightmare back, but Nightmare confronts him that things aren't the same (doesn't that sounds interesting?) most of the times we see from Dream perspective, where Nightmare is corrupted or needs "fixing".

I wouldn't be surprised if Nightmare even went for another name, that would be another point, now, what i am saying is that Nightmare makes me think of a trans experience, of being despised, hated, rejected, changing and going alone, getting rid of your old things (his clothes and crown thingy) making a new life around you, just for years later, a old person of your life appears and wants you back, but at this point you are filled with hate for others, distrust and spite for the pain others caused you.

PLEASE someone tell me i am not the only one, i want someone to tell me "actually, is really common and there is 100 fics about this" SOMEONE please prove me wrong, that i searched wrong or that i am dumb, because i feel like going insane, i am in my knees, if you know something please tell me.

Thanks for reading <3