BRUISES ON THE FRUIT,

TENDER AGE IN BLOOM! 0_x ـــــــــــــــــﮩ٨ـ private-ish blog. pfp art by emocheeto_ on insta

[kurtcobrainzz]

"Just when you think she's yours / She's flown to other shores / To laugh at how you break / And melt into this lake."

— from "Lips Like Sugar" by Echo & The Bunnymen

𐚁 zakariyah 𐂯 he/him 𐚁 main : @viscerophile !

☆bout ! ᡕᠵデᡁ᠊╾━

uhh. vent blog and a horny blog. sorry not sorry. i try to keep these things off my main, but the urge to post and bother people is strong so this blog exists! this is so corny what do i write

i made this blog with the intention of journaling my life and the ups and downs as to keep myself in check. due to my forgetfulness I strayed away from that but… we will be getting back on that trust…

uh and also i post stuff about my ocs (mainly pearlbullet) that i am scared to post on main (aka freaky shit.)

@sl1tmy-thr0at is the tord to my tom and @kazama--ag0ny is the edd to my tom <3

byi ! ᡕᠵデᡁ᠊╾━

i am a very rude person, do not let my internet persona trick you. i’m sorry in advance for how i act. IWC; even if you are one of my few friends that i love, i am very prone to flipping my mood like a switch and becoming very loud, aggravated, or depressed/suicidal on a whim (i try to keep these swings off my main as well due to a fear of how people perceive me #awkward!!) my therapist says i might have bpd but we don’t give a fuck about that okay !!

since my personality loves to switch on the constant, i go from a d1 people pleaser to an asshole rather quick— again, sorry in advance.

also, since this is my unfiltered blog, there will be suggestive/at times nsfw stuff on this blog. the woes of unchecked internet access as a kid is that i am a horndog. woof

mutu☆ls ! ᡕᠵデᡁ᠊╾━

uh section for me to make new friends. because i am in a constant need for attention and affection and reassurance .

also dni radqueers and pro-contact harmful paras.

my main interests are eddsworld and nirvana!! I am very defensive/attached to these two things— nirvana fans and eddsworld fans please interact but please keep that in mind. i also like neon genesis evangelion and gachiakuta. and cowboys i love cowboys !! i am tom and katai and shinji in real life trust !!

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divider art by emocheeto_ on insta + sawrunneer on twt | divider base by xycrowlo on tumblr

pfps and dividers put together by me !

[kurtcobrainzz]

trying to write smut is hell

[mimikyomi]

okay this is just a pet peeve but a lot of the new bsd rp blogs have been annoying me a bit

[irislovesusm]

i have 2 sides and both are horny

[mimikyomi]

okay this is just a pet peeve but a lot of the new bsd rp blogs have been annoying me a bit

[kurtcobrainzz]

Sometimes I think my therapist was right about me having bpd but most of the time it’s just like damn omg stop lying 😭😭😭😭😭

[kurtcobrainzz]

ouhhh my stomach I hate stress

[kurtcobrainzz]

does anyone else jump to the worst conclusion immediately or is that just me. like right now it’s oh x hasn’t messaged me all day she must’ve died. she’s gotten into a terrible accident. she’s my favorite person and she’s dead. or she hates me. like no guys she’s probably just busy 😭 but the stress is actually starting to physically hurt my stomach and my chest and we’re all cooked

[kurtcobrainzz]

i dont like this so im posting it here but yay sammie redsieng

[kurtcobrainzz]

suicidal guy: i think i should listen to music to relax

mitski: class of 2013

[tr1ckfuneral]

Suicide ideation is so weird. Making a lovely apple pie while thinking of bleeding out in the tub.

[donotfollowthisaccount101]

[kurtcobrainzz]

i miss my era of talking to creeps on tumblr dot com im not gonna lie with y'all. i miss acting so 'awww soft sub!!!' and like getting 4-5 dms from 30 year old men daily ... i miss ice too especially oh i miss him so bad he loved me he really did

[kurtcobrainzz]

throws up everywher

[kurtcobrainzz]

I need to kill myself like yesterday

[kurtcobrainzz]

writing smut is genuinely humiliating someone help me ,,,

[jalndr]

I don't vent to anyone cs i'm not a lil BITCH