I feel this rage, and I'm feelin' it strong! @kusattaruuru - Tumblr Blog

ᚷᚨᚺ ᛉᚨᚾ ᛏᚨᚲ ᚷᚨᚺ ᛉᚨᚾ ᛏᚨᛏ ᛏᚨᛏ ᛒᚱᚨᚲ

[PT: The Elder Futhark Runic lyrics from Tot Musica by Ado.]

Well, I'm on tumblr now... I guess.

Hey, I'm Zen. I'm a contestant in Alien Stage Season 5̷̦̄̆͌0̷̲̱̠̄̈́̿?̶̱̤̆͝ ̴̛͓̻͍̒̓1̷̧̓̈̚0̷̱͉̭̈́͒̓?̶͈̘̻͝

[PT: Alien Stage Season 50? 10?]

I'm 21 years old and my birthday is January 26th. My pronouns are he/it and zey/ve. Feel free to ignore the last two if that's not your cup of tea, as long as you recognize that I am (mostly) a man. I don't really do slow sappy music or delve too deep into emotions... so romance is... not really my thing. I've read about it in books from Earth, but it never quite made sense to me. When I sing, I sing about breaking the mold and fighting for freedom. Don't let the segyein hear me say that though, hah.

I'm not the friendliest person or the most bubbly, but I'm relatively chill. There are things I know that I probably shouldn't, and things I'm good at that nobody would ever expect. There are many secrets, and if you think you can uncover them, then think again.

Featured Tags:

: ̗̀➛ zen's chatterbox - general thoughts

: ̗̀➛ zen's friends - interactions with my friends

: ̗̀➛ zen's inbox - anything from my inbox

: ̗̀➛ zen's artwork - anything i draw, including photocards and photoshoots.

: ̗̀➛ mod zen - anything from the moderator.

ooc//

// Hello!!!! It's Mod Zen ( @verdantlights ) again, except I'm running my first ALNST OC blog, my ALNST Sona, Zen! I'll be posting a bunch of photocard art and roleplaying with some of my other sona friends for the ALNST Sona Season (S10)! Sona Zen will be referred to as szen, s!Zen, or s!zen. OOC and anything from me, Mod Zen, will be in blue italics as usual and the tag will be // :)

// I've gotten my hands on the gradient text and figured out how to use it, so when saying important things, it will be colored in this gradient.

// If anyone has an issue with visibility, please let me know through asks!

#// formatting this shit took a RIDICULOUS amount of time oh my fucking god.#: ̗̀➛ zen's chatterbox #: ̗̀➛ zen's friends #: ̗̀➛ zen's inbox #: ̗̀➛ zen's artwork #: ̗̀➛ mod zen #alien stage #alien stage oc #alnst #alnst oc #alnst ocs #alnst oc: zen #alnst sona season #sona season #alien stage sona season #alnst sona #alien stage sona #rp blog #roleplay blog

soulful-roses

quastion

mwah ily hermes

wood glues you

wow a message from ice daddy....truly an honor..... ily zen!!!

zenvyix

killi g you.

soulful-roses

you hate me?? you turn on a fellow glue daddy just like that?????? what the fuck....

kusattaruuru

HAMMERS HAMMERS HAMMERS.... 🔨🔨🔨🔨🔨🔨🔨🔨🔨🔨🔨🔨🔨🔨🔨🔨🔨🔨🔨🔨🔨🔨🔨🔨🔨🔨

I let the words of a curse be my deliverance.

I know you feel it, too, so keep on singin' this song!

ᚷᚨᚺ ᛉᚨᚾ ᛏᚨᚲ ᚷᚨᚺ ᛉᚨᚾ ᛏᚨᛏ ᛏᚨᛏ ᛒᚱᚨᚲ

#: ̗̀➛ zen's artwork #alnst oc: zen #alnst oc #alnst ocs #alnst sona #alnst sona season #sona season #alnst #alien stage

bokuwoshinjite

Let the stars that streak through the sky guide us home!

Hi hi hi! I'm DAIAN, a contestant in the ALIEN STAGE 10th Season!

It's nice to meet you all! I'm excited to finally be on Tumblr. I should introduce myself more thoroughly... I'm 18 years old, and my birthday is May 26. Oh, and I use he/him pronouns!

I don't know if my music for everyone, but I always try my best to sing from the heart! The music I make and the people I make it with are dear to my heart, and I will always do what I can to do right by them. I owe alot to those who have been with me me along this journey, and to those who have helped me find my voice.

I love making friends, so don't be shy! Come hang out, I'd love to know you :]

Featured Tags:

·˚ ◌༘₊· ͟͞➳ daian's dreams - All of my personal thoughts

·˚ ◌༘₊· ͟͞➳ daian speaking - Any time I talk to my friends

·˚ ◌༘₊· ͟͞➳ daian's inbox - Everything from my inbox

·˚ ◌༘₊· ͟͞➳ daian's doodles - Anything I doodle

·˚ ◌༘₊· ͟͞➳ daian's mods - Mod E and/or Mod Zen

ooc//

// WHATS UP PARTY PEOPLE as the kids say it’s Mod E ( @apple8ees ) I am one of the guys behind this silly little ALNST sona blog - Daian is my silly guy sona, and this blog’ll be a place for all of the dai content i can’t stop myself from making (seriously i cannot stop this lad is in my dreams now send help) oh and also zen is here everyone say hi to zen my prophet my oracle the cooler mod

// hihi chat its me zen ( @verdantlights )and im admin-ing this blog (i did the formatting for this post) and im the cooler mod, expect to see me sometimes ehrhereueueueueueu Mod E words will be in green italics, me Mod Zen will be in blue italics. heart emoji.

#my beloved little sibling #alnst oc: daian #alnst oc #alnst ocs #alnst sona #alnst sona season #sona season #alien stage ocs #alien stage oc #alnst #alien stage #alnst rp #tumblr rp

patting your head gently : 3

thaaaank you...? i guess. just dont mess up my hair too much or touch my glasses

#: ̗̀➛ zen's inbox #alnst oc: zen #alnst oc #alnst ocs #alnst sona #alnst sona season #sona season #alien stage #alnst

till-alnst

Till? Oh my beautiful Till. Where do I start with you. You are gorgeous and your beauty has not dwindled since the day I first saw you. Every day I wake up elated to know that you exist in my lifetime. I wake up from a dream of you and smile, wishing I could relive the dream again and again. It doesn't matter what the contents of the dream was, if it had you in it in any way, I'd relive it time and time again. Even if it resulted in your untimely death, I'd still choose to live through that outcome. Any second with you is naught a second wasted. I love you dearly, Till. I have pictures upon pictures of you saved to my phone. I struggle with making fanart despite finding writing fanfiction easy, but with you it's always easy. I love expressing myself through you. I've never drawn a character so much as I have you. You are my muse. You are the reason I wrote that fanfiction, because I can really resonate with Ivan as he too would see you as his muse. I can use any medium and I will do everything in my power to capture your essence and soul into every brush stroke, swipe of my finger, chisel to stone. All of it. I'd build castles and carve statues of diamond for you. No, not diamond, I'd do it out of larimar or veszelyite to capture the brilliant teal radiance of your eyes. Oh your eyes.... your eyes are gorgeous. I could stare into them forever, and I'm sure I have. They're prettier than the bluest lagoons, they're prettier than the bluest sky, they're prettier than any gemstone. I'd say what gems I could use, what I could carve you out of, but none of it would compare to the brilliant piercing teal of your eyes. If I were to go blind, and your eyes were the last thing I'd see, I'd be happy. I'd live the rest of my life with the image of your beautiful eyes glimmering in my memory. I'd never forget the way they'd look either, no matter how many years pass. I'd never ask for anything more.

I'd live for you. I don't care if you never look at me or if you never learn of my existence. I'd still live if it meant I was in the same timeline as you. I would sacrifice myself twice over if it meant that you could smile again. I would sacrifice myself twicr over if it meant you could live with a little bit more purpose. If you told me to live, I would. If you told me to leave, I would. I'd listen to you. I'd want nothing but the best for you, even if that meant I'd watch from afar. I'd honestly prefer it that way.

There's not a day that would go by where I wouldn't long or yearn for you, Till, but I would still prefer it that way. I'm not someone who could give you the love that you deserve. The greatest honor would... probably be just standing by your side.

- @kusattaruuru

…please touch grass. what the fuck.

also it’s twice*.

kusattaruuru

FUCK ME AND MY TYPOS GOD DAMNIT.

i was CHALLENGED to write this. it was a BET. and i WON IT BY A LONG SHOT.

this is the shit ivan would do for free, i did it for my pride and dignity (and out of spite) because i dont lose