Disintegrate to ashes

Power to the People, Freedom to the Freaks, Solace to the Sufferers.

[ichorx]

[wnq-writers]

She didn’t mean to push people away. She’s just scared of people leaving her one day, because they always seem to do.

Lazyfacenacho (via wordsnquotes)

[epic-humor]

Reblog if no one has a crush on you.

[livliv-14-deactivated20181116]

I’m hard to be with. When I say “be with” I don’t just mean in a relationship. I mean I’m hard to be around, to parent, to be friends with, to live around. It’s no surprise to me anymore, I’ve known this for years. I’m sorry for needing reassurance, and reminded that you still love me, that I’m not annoying you or that you still want me around. I’m sorry that I’m insecure in the most irritating ways and get angry at the worst times. I’m working on a better me. I’m praying for a better me. It’s not fun being this way, but it’s not something that doesn’t just go away in a day. Everyday is a struggle, and every day I need reminding that I’m worthy of your time. If you can’t handle this, I’ll understand. But please don’t involve yourself with me if you can’t.

[browneyedandcurly]

jesus christ this is me so hard

[deepsexts]

Permanently stuck between “I really want to talk to you” and “I don’t want to annoy you”

deepsexts (via deepsexts)

[kipplekipple]

“I don’t want to die, I just don’t want to exist any more” sounds mild if you’ve never experienced it, but it is in fact a horrible, violent way to feel.

[depressingmadness]

It isn’t fun.

[tornintheriverside]

You don’t know me.

[itsalla-masquerade-deactivated2]

Self destruction takes so many forms other than a razor slicing into your skin. It is only eating sweets for days straight. It is being around people who don’t appreciate you. It is kissing people you dont care for. It is sleeping instead of feeling. And it is not sleeping when you feel too much. It is an inbox filled with unread messages. It is having coversations with those who only notice your physical appearance. It is having people in your life that are only there for their own interests. It is staring at a screen for hours straight when reality requests you. It is ignoring those who do care for you, and pushing them away because you don’t deserve their goodness. It is filling free time with activities that keep your energy stagnant, rather than doing things you love. It is engaging in old, retired habits, engaging with people who knew you only at a bad part of your life. It is constantly being around others. It is knowing your limit, and intentionally going past it. It is not showering, or washing your face. It is staying silent when you are consumed by feeling. It is avoiding responsibilities. It is acting on impulses like shopping, crossing, or touching. It is saying yes when you mean no. It is letting others take advantage of you. It is letting them manipulate you because it’s another trap you can “accidentally” fall into. It is so much more than hurting yourself physically. So what I’m trying to say is no, I haven’t exactly been okay

(via itsalla-masquerade)

[legendary-sadness]

Things aren’t getting better.

[rtpoetry]

[queerlysad]

[guitarplayermrs]

[impulsivesuggestion]

You know it’s all your fault!! Why do you think that they all fucking left anyways, of course it has to do with you, no one cares and no one will ever care anyway so just go ahead, jump, no one can leave you if you’re dead, so go ahead do it

[asking-the-death]

You need a private talk? Just message me(send me an ask)

[cutsandscars99]

[asking-the-death]

You need a private talk? Just message me(send me an ask)