#caniacprobs

Sarah, 19. DC/NC. Caniac, eternal optimist, and E Staal enthusiast. I lead a Stormy-appreciation life.

[sixpenceee]

Internet has been trolling flat Earthers hard

[iloveycu]

“you’re so sweet!” thank you i have abandonment issues

[kotkaniemi-deactivated20190513]

Have you ever seen a happier Ovi?

[kuzykage]

lol why is fuckin everything my fault when im the one who just sits around like a fucking idiot while he fucks other fucking slut ass fucking bitches like fucking kill me I wanna die like what the fuck like why am I not good enough what is so wrong with me and why keep me around to make me feel like shit

[kuzykage]

my whole fucking life is a shitshow and I legitimately want to be dead so I can stop dealing with it

[kuzykage]

like just go ahead and date that stupid fucking bitch and leave me out of it b/c im lowkey tired of feeling like crap b/c of her or at least stop making me feel crazy for being jealous of her and hating her b/c I have a fucking reason to be

[kuzykage]

im fucking depressed and im w a guy who is only sometimes w me bc he feels too guilty to get rid of me and i work 40 hours a week unpaid somewhere that won’t hire me and i take hours off my life driving in this traffic all the time and i have no skills ive never had a paying job i am worthless motherfucking garbage with low self esteem and im ready to spend my summer even more single than I already feel and fucking jobless while mooching off my grandma who i think might be the only person left who believes i have a future and i don’t have the heart to tell her she’s wrong so basically im gonna nap and i hope i don’t wake up

[definotley-deactivated20240721]

oh ok

[4rianagrande]

i hope u find someone that mindlessly plays with your hands and lightly strokes your legs and massages your back and plays with your hair and i hope that u feel like you’re home when u look at them

[kuzykage]

uGH I wanna fucking scream

[animals-lovers]

Instagram: animals_lover_ig

[kuzykage]

lowkey hope I just don’t wake up tomorrow forreal

[kuzykage]

sos why do I bother

[kuzykage]

me: please don't panic and overanalyze things again

brain: how bout i do a n y w a y

[kuzykage]

my dream is to be boys first choice one day after all this time

[kuzykage]

I just feel like shit constantly and like I’m having to compete in every aspect of my like and I know I’m not doing well in any of it so it feels like I’m drowning which sounds cliched but it’s true and everything I do is pointless or wrong or not good enough and it just sucks but all I can do is just fake it til I make it but I’m exhausted from it and I don’t think anyone realizes it

[kuzykage]

i think i am in a Bad Place™