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🤪🩰🐺 (for carletta)
[ 🤪 ] what is your muse’s sense of humour like? are they known for being joking, or serious?
Carletta's sense of humor is childlike and borderlines on obnoxious, she's very gen z humor wise. She loves to antagonize Ahmya mostly, because she enjoys how flustered Ahmya gets about everything, and how someone so confident in herself can still be such a baby in some regards. She loves memes, and she's the type to use a lot of emojis. She's the type that is very rarely serious, and the only time she's serious is the time you should be very scared.
Ahmya says she's annoying, and tries to fire her often, but Carletta always just says 'no I'm not,' and like magic, she's really not fired.
[ 🩰 ] is there a type of fashion your muse prefers, or do they not pay attention to their appearance at all?
victorian fashion. Carletta's fashion sense is directly influenced by ahmya, and she tends to emulate the woman but in a more innocent fashion. Carletta wears this as her school uniform and a lot of her outfits follow this formula. she wears talismans in her hair to disguise her cursed energy, and usually they are in ribbons that match the aesthetic of her outfit that day.
[ 🐺 ] does your muse have trouble relying on others? why or why not?
Carletta has only ever relied on Ahmya and will only ever rely on Ahmya. Ahmya is all Carletta has ever known, from the day of her birth, Carletta was separated from her mother fully at only six months to live with Ahmya and be raised by her. She doesn't have trouble relying on ahmya in the slightest.
Carletta is untrusting of others, because she reads people incredibly easily and can usually tell when they are being untrusting. She's usually naive as to the reasons why she can't rely on people, but through Ahmya, she's learned that people are untrusting and unreliable creatures.
Carletta is affectionate physically and the only one allowed to be affectionate with Ahmya, and the only one that doesn't make Ahmya get all awkward. Carletta lives to bother, and annoy Ahmya, and tease her. Carletta is insufferable, and Ahmya likes to complain that she's ridiculous, and annoying. Carletta is protective.
Ahmya literally raised Carletta from birth, and since she was a kid, she raised her to be a friend, and sister to her, and someone that she'd never tire of getting to be around.
face claim: anya taylor joy
name: Calla Endor
height: 172 cms ( 5’8 )
weight: 48 kgs ( 108 pounds )
blood type: b
body type: thin
complexion: clear, doesn’t suffer from breakouts ever.
skin type: normal, used to be sensitive
alterations: immortality, regeneration, among many other less than visible alterations due to living hundreds of thousands of years.
piercings: 10 in each ear, septum piercing ( left over from millenniums ago and she doesn't wear anything in it currently )
tattoos: yes, though they serve purpose.
myers-briggs: entj-a
positive traits: ambitious, honest, independent, fearless, adventurous, brilliant, creative, confident, easy going, please seeking
negative traits: selfish, materialistic, addictive, stubborn, arrogant, immature, childish, dramatic
temperament: sanguine
alignment: chaotic neutral
optimist/pessimist: optimist
The Witch of Endor is a woman who, according to the Hebrew Bible, was consulted by Saul to summon the spirit of prophet Samuel in order to receive advice against the Philistines in battle, after prior attempts to consult God through sacred lots and prophets had failed ( First Book of Samuel; 1 Samuel 28:3-25 ) . The Witch of Endor is absent from the version of that event recounted in the deuterocanonical Book of Sirach . Later Christian theology found trouble with this passage as it appeared to imply that the Witch had successfully summoned the spirit of Samuel, therefore giving credence to the idea that necromancy and magic were possible.
The Christian Bible has an injunction against practicing witchcraft and divination, and that can probably be blamed on Calla, or better known as the Witch of Endor. In the first Book of Samuel, King Saul of Israel got in some trouble when he sought assistance from the witch and asked her to predict the future. Saul and his sons were about to march into battle against their enemies, the Philistines, and Saul decided it was time to get a bit of supernatural insight as to what was going to happen the next day. Saul started off by asking God for help, but God stayed mum…and so Saul took it upon himself to seek answers elsewhere.
According to the Bible, Saul summoned the witch of Endor ( Calla ) , who was a well-known medium in the area. Disguising himself so she wouldn’t know she was in the presence of the king, Saul asked the witch to revive the dead prophet Samuel so that he might tell Saul what was going to happen.
Who was the witch of Endor? Well, like many other biblical figures, no one really knows. Though her identity is lost to myth and legend, she has managed to appear in more contemporary literature. Geoffrey Chaucer makes reference to her in The Canterbury Tales, in the tale spun by the friar to entertain his fellow pilgrims. The Friar tells his listeners:
"Yet tell me," said the summoner, "if true:
Do you make your new bodies always so
Out of the elements?" The fiend said, "No,
Sometimes it's only some form of disguise;
Dead bodies we may enter that arise
To speak with all the reason and as well
As to the Endor witch spoke Samuel.”
Calla does not remember generic details about herself, or her original life, but she remembers vividly the events painted in the bible, as well as the other things she's been involved in. Calla has been alive since humans first began to gather, and she'll live long after the earth burns away because of humanities idiocy.
She's a witch of a more.. accurate variety, and she finds the basics of spirituality in humanity to be endearing as they know nothing of the true vastness they can not see. She's a medium who ferries dead across the river sticks, and she's the one who cast the enhancement on Akali's body to refuse her death. Calla is a woman who prefers not to mess with time, as she can see all the various versions of her own timeline and others if she so desires to. A grey witch of the celestial variety, for she borders more on a goddess born from the stars than a witch born from the sea.
Carletta Monoriva
( no code name as most think she is the Hyde to Ahmya's Jekyll )
rank 2
Ahmya Bushida
Sorcerer: The Jekyll / Hyde Sorcerer
rank 3
Ahmya, on paper, is nothing short of average. Her cursed energy is low at best, comparable to a semi grade 2, and it doesn't seem to have the same feel as others. Ahmya's cursed energy comes off as eerie and calm, almost melancholy. ( this is important. ) Carletta can see cursed energy in colors if she focuses hard enough, and describes Ahmya's as a beautiful amethyst much like her eye color.
Note: I'm running off this, so the color her energy appears is actually very important.
Blue is the normal proper cursed energy used by most sorcerers staying calm, and keeping their cursed energy under control."
Red represented cursed energy born from the uncontrolled anger Itadori had.
Purple is the pure "evil" or menace cursed energy used here by Mahito, or cursed spirits.
I am going to list Ahmya's weaknesses first, because once I get to her actual abilities and it's history, she would seem broken.
Ahmya's physical prowess does not make up for lack of cursed energy. She lacks the physical fortitude to take heavy shots, and if she's ambushed, she's already at a disadvantage.
Ahmya's physical body is heavenly restricted, and while most do not know how they get a heaven restriction, and we don't know how they are put on, I've headcanoned that Kawahime accidentally forced one onto Ahmya. In a bid to protect Ahmya after being forced into the wrong gender for the past 700 years, she forced Ahmya from birth to have her power limited to only be able to access the first three levels of Cursed Augmentation. ( main verse Ahmya has unlocked the whole of her ability, however, THIS IS A PLOT I'D LOVE TO EXPLORE. ) In doing this, Ahmya's physical body was limited to a standard amount of strength. She's no stronger physically than an average female of her age, and her bones are weaker than most. EI. if she ran into a wall with good enough force, she'd probably break her own nose.
Ahmya is legally blind during the day time due to the influx of light her pale eye color lets in. She can not drive and actually does not know how to drive. Her actual eyesight is very good, but she sees in almost a white haze over people and it hurts to be without eye protection during the day.
Ahmya is under intense mental strain at any given time. If you read my other meta on Ahmya being Kawahime and Kawahime being Ahmya, you'll understand. If not, here is the link. There is absolutely no reason at all that Kawahime doesn't simply take over at any given time. She has the ability and power to do such, and in essence, absorb Ahmya's part of the brain back into her body. Kawahime does not CHOOSE to do this, it's simply Kawahime being too much for one person to usually control and over time, chipping away at the mental health of the other until they completely lose it. Since Kawahime never wanted to be a man, and was forced to be one for the last 700 years, she would simply kill herself once she had control of their body.
Ahmya's mental fortitude is beyond that of a normal human, as Ahmya has been holding back Kawahime on a conscious level since birth. Ahmya has never not been aware of Kawahime. At first, it was easy but as they aged, it's become harder and harder. She didn't have the ability to do it on a subconscious level until she was almost seventeen. However, she needs to eat a lot, and smoke her herbal drug mix religiously to mediate the effects. She can get intense headaches, and blurry vision without.
Her body can NOT withstand her own technique, depending on the level accessed, Ahmya's time limit ranges from two hours at her base level one, to two minutes at full release, level ten.
Ahmya can not used her own cursed energy, she can not used cursed techniques outside of her own innate domain. Her innate ability is a domain that she has just enough energy to open, without adverse effect. She does not create cursed energy, nor can she run out.
Beyond this is the history of cursed augmentation, cursed augmentation and what it actually is as well as where Carletta fits into all of this. This is a god damn novel, be warned.
The history of cursed augmentation is a torrid one, and one completely covered in mystery. ( I will include what the sorcery world knows of Ahmya's techinque, which is very little. )
The reason so little is known about the ability is due to the relationship between Bushida's and Zenin's has always been transactional and the Bushida's knew that should a woman get the techinque ever, the Zenin's would move to take the technique. It was not something they could refuse, as it's been agreement that the first born will marry a Zenin. Male or female. Ahmya is the first born to be a girl in seven hundred years, as if the Bushida's had been cursed.
For the past 700 years, the manifestation of women’s fear, loathing, and hatred towards the men that hurt them has been forced to be inside of men. The bushida men have carried the Cursed Augmentation technique as it is neither an innate technique nor an inherited technique ( note. ), but a BY PRODUCT, of the sealing of Kawahime in a male host. It's only called Cursed Augmentation because of what it does to a male host.
Kawahime is a pure cursed spirit, she was never human and she's the source of all japanese succubus legends due to her affinity to killing and eating men, though the stories have been changed. Her age is unknown, and the only thing that is known about her being sealed is that she loved a human, and the human betrayed her.
No one, outside of Ahmya herself, knows what cursed augmentation is when it is in a female host. Kawahime formed a pact when Ahmya when she was eighteen, and thus Ahmya learned the truth of her own existence and her abilities. It also awakened her hatred for the elders, due to the fact they've been willfully killing bushidas by putting this in people.
The act of sealing Kawahime into an actual fetus is complicated, and has to be done within 16 weeks. It's also extremely dangerous for the host, and more often than not, the mother dies during childbirth. Ahmya's mother was no exception, as Kawahime siphoned off her cursed energy til she had none, and she was then induced before her death. Now, since it has to be within 16 weeks, the earlier the better. The Zenin's were convinced that the technique was better off in the hands of a man, and wanted to wait as long as possible to confirm Ahmya's eventual gender. The Bushida's didn't want to wait, and proceeded anyway.
This made it now impossible to determine Ahmya's gender until she was born, and the Zenin's were fucking pissed.
CURSED AUGMENTATION IN A MALE HOST
beginning of what information the jujutsu world knows.
It's a direct augmentation of ONLY their cursed energy. This is in essence an unsanctioned use of her cursed energy and why it eventual kills them. It is a compound interest, running at flat 20% increase for each level. At level 1, it's a ten percent increase of 100. At level 2, it's a ten percent increase of 120. So forth and so on, so the Bushida's have made the case that they are incredibly good swordsman's to back up what was relatively an average technique. If the male's cursed energy was naturally high, then it's a pretty strong one.
However, by being an unsanctioned and unwanted use of her powers, by forcing her to give it over, it's actually tearing at the fabric of their minds and blurring the line between them. Kawahime also hates men so she refused to help in anyway, can we really be surprised?
Men who used Cursed Augmentation do not live past twenty seven ever. Ahmya's the first person to live past twenty seven, though she was well aware of that by the time it rolled around.
this is the end of the information the jujutsu world knows.
CURSED AUGMENTATION IN A FEMALE HOST
what the jujutsu world knows
from age zero to age eighteen, ahmya was the weakest of all CA uses, and regarded as simply nothing more than a pretty face to make babies with. due to Zenin's belief that this technique passes through paternal lines, they immediately moved to wed Ahmya to one of their own.
only a select few and one would have definitely noticed six eyes, ahmya was also very obviously struggling with something she was holding back. ahmya when she was younger would have come off as more curse than human, but it was written off as improper host for the ability.
from eighteen to twenty seven while she was in europe, she is regarded as the strongest sorcerer in europe and handles any and all missions level two and above due to the lack of sorcerers. they do not know what changed from when she was a child to now. it happened in europe and ahmya has not yet used her ability in front of someone for the truth to come out.
end of what the jujutsu world knows.
they have vastly different energies?
Though the term cursed augmentation is apart of the binding release, it can not really be called cursed augmentation in a female host. For ease from here on out, lets use the word CA. It's notable that Kawahime can not speak when in a man, and has no form of communication with her half, and suggests that due to the different genders, the process of sealing Kawahime in a man is not completed, and it is not properly stable. Their souls never become one, and Kawahime's soul exists within the man's.
CA is no longer considered CA when in a female host , because they are no longer a vessel. Ahmya would not be Ahmya if Kawahime's soul hadn't fused with hers properly. Ahmya is apart of Kawahime and Ahmya is apart of Kawahime.
Despite this, they have distinct energies. As stated before, Ahmya's is purple in nature, and soft, almost sad in nature. Kawahime's is terrifying, and I do not know how to describe what her energy would feel like properly. It's like a feral animal cornered in the wild, fighting for it's life at an immense proportion. It is rage personified, it is anger, being exposed to it for long periods of time as a normal non-sorcerer can actually affect their moods and make them angrier. It can make people murderers. It is pained, because it's been hurting for so long. It is out of control, and throws itself around in waves. It's disgust with humanity, it is pure terror brought to life, and lastly, it is scared, it is terrified and it's in fear of itself. It is crimson red in color, and consistently acts like wildfire, burning out of control and only Kawahime can pull it into line.
Despite appearances when Kawahime is fronting, Ahmya is always directing from the background. Kawahime cannot kill anyone without Ahmya's permission, as it would break their pact. Ahmya cannot kill children or women without Kawahime's permission, as terms of the pact. They are equals, despite Kawahime being significantly stronger in every way, except mentally because Ahmya's incredibly strong mentally.
That's because, and Ahmya is not aware of this, Kawahime's cursed energy is a direct reflection of Ahmya's inner most emotions at any given time. The amount of cursed energy is Kawahime's, just as the amount of cursed energy Ahmya has is set in stone. That's why Ahmya's color is purple, and Kawahime's is red, as they are both reflecting of the other.
They are two separate personalities of the same soul, so while they are one in the same, they are still vastly different.
What Cursed Augmentation really is ?
Now that I've hit home that Kawahime and Ahmya are one in the same, CA is cursed augmentation. CA is not actually a jujutsu technique, and requires no cursed energy to use. CA is actually a power bindings, and since you can't binding a fetus, these bindings were seared onto her skin as a newborn baby. Kawahime, of course, presented as much more cursed than human but she was still in fact part human and at a certain point in the ceremony to bind Kawahime's power, Ahmya emerges as Kawahime is reverted into a human form. I don't mean to reiterate but I do want to be clear, they seared burned and mutilated a newborn human baby for the sake of power.
They've done this to each carrier of CA, all the men and again with Ahmya. They did this all for the sake of being the strongest, and they are stupid to believe that only men can be the strongest. They've tortured male babies for seven hundred years, FOR NO GOD DAMN REASON as men have no potential at all to unlock the reality of CA.
Now, we understand the depth of when Ahmya's rage began. Kawahime is aware of this fact, and understands that if their cursed energy didn't work the way it did, Ahmya would lead to destruction simply by existing. She is so angry and enraged, her energy is so out of control, that if Ahmya's part of the mind were to go silent and be 'brain' dead for lack of a better word, Kawahime would lose any sense of humanity. Her energy would infest others, and we can imagine where we would go.
So, basically, the batshit crazy man eating man hating 'succubus' cursed spirit is holding the perfectly sane one together. Ahmya has PTSD from her husband and some distorted views in regards to that, but otherwise, she's just really fucking pissed off.
'CURSED AUGMENTATION: RELEASE BINDINGS.' is the first step, and by release, she makes them visible on her 'human' body. By making them visible, she feels the same sensations she did when they did the first time, meaning that shit hurts. These bindings are black as night, and look exactly like tattoos.
There are two bindings that line up perfectly on her pointer and middle finger of her right hand. From her wrist, six more than get progressively wider form over her forearm and bicep. The second to last is a rather wide band around her arm, but the last band is the most damning. It covers the entirety of her neck, from chin to collar bone. It takes about fifteen seconds to form each band, luckily they do all form at once, but those fifteen seconds are literal torture. More rage.
From here, it's simply the act of breaking the bindings and releasing Kawahime's power.
CURSED AUGMENTATION: CIRCLE THREE is what Ahmya usually uses, as she tends to bypass the first two and go straight to her strongest. Her arm is outstretched in front of her in a downward angle, her pointer and her middle pointed outwards. the rest of her hand is bawled, and her thumb is out. To break through to level three, she simply separates her fingers, say those words, and the break one by one in quick succession. This is repeated for nine levels, except for the band around her neck.
These levels show no changes, and are fully controlled by Ahmya, and usually is enough to handle whatever she needs to.
Past level three, there are physical changes as well as Ahmya's personality beginning to devolve into Kawahime's, and if I ever get the change to write her using her technique, as a way to hint at her level instead of just telling you outright. It's more fun that way, wink.
CURSED AUGMENTATION: FULL BINDING RELEASE to break through into circle ten, and a full binding release is Kawahime in all her form. She looks exactly like she did when she was sealed, down to the horns manifested out of pure cursed energy. Kawahime's personality on the outside is actually much more deranged than the one Ahmya deals with as Ahmya does, accidentally, take a lot of Kawahime's humanity with her when she steps back.
WHAT DOES IT AUGMENT ?
Unlikely in a male host, this is not compound interest and it's a flat augmentation based on level on her base stats. Both physical and cursed energy, and as time goes, you will feel less and less of the mellow melancholy energy, and more and more of the feral energy. At level three, it'll be 140% of her base level. However, the percentages are very different.
1 First Circle ( Limbo ) augmentation at 45%
2 Second Circle (Lust) 75%
3 Third Circle (Gluttony) 140%
4 Fourth Circle (Greed) 190%
5 Fifth Circle (Wrath) 240%
6 Sixth Circle (Heresy) 280%
7 Seventh Circle (Violence) 330%
8 Eighth Circle (Fraud) 400%
9 Ninth Circle (Treachery) 500%
10 Tenth Circle ( Centre of Hell ) 1000%
Centre of hell is not usually considered a level in dante's inferno, but that's where Kawahime is residing and how their soul is always protected as by staying within her domain. Everything that comes along with Kawahime, as well as Kawahime's jujutsu relate back to Dante's Inferno.
Can Kawahime get stronger? Yes, and it's indefinite, however it has very specific requirements that Ahmya is very reluctant to do. There is nothing stopping Ahmya from being the strongest in the world outside the fact she doesn't wanna eat nasty things.
CAN AHMYA LOSE CONTROL?
Yes and no, if Ahmya is to lose consciousness, Kawahime would front in Ahmya's 'human' form, and be limited to Ahmya's physical abilities. She won't be able to use any of her own techniques, and won't be able to access Ahmya's domain.
Their pact is much longer than anything Sukuna offered Yuji, Ahmya really went to town on making sure that Kawahime had her hands tied should she lose consciousness. That being said, Ahmya can have a hard time coming back if she loses consciousness, so she also has a trigger embedded, should she see a specific person ( verse depending but of course bc ships ), she will revert immediately.
So long as Ahmya can make the switch to Kawahime before death, she can not die. Kawahime needs to be fronting during death for Ahmya's mind not to die with it. Ahmya can switch at a subconscious level but one solid blow can kill her instantly, so making the switch is never a given. Should Ahmya's mind die, run because she's taking all of Kawahime's humanity with it and it's going to be a total massacre. Lucky for us, she's gotten really good at not dying instantly. ( r u saying she dies a lot more often than more space???????????????? )
What is Carletta?
Carletta is the human soul who was cursed by Kawahime for sealing her. Of course, she was petty.
Carletta's been cursed to reincarnate ten years to the day after Kawahime's soul is born, and they have matching birthdays ten years apart. Absolutely no one is aware of this, including Kawahime as she's long since forgotten some of her human days. Their three souls are so interconnected that Ahmya born in scotland by CHANCE and Carletta was born in the same hospital room ten years later to the minute. Carletta's family are sorcerers in Europe, and Ahmya's husband was her first cousin. Carletta was raised by Ahmya, and given over to Ahmya's family when she was only three months old. Carletta did not meet any of her family til she moved back to europe, and she doesn't really like them much.
Carletta can not die without Ahmya dying first, Kawahime was specfically, Carletta will walk the earth for all that I live, and for ten years on, expecting her death down to the minute. For ten years then, she will wonder the black abyss and return to earth through the same way I did.
Carletta will die ten years to the minute after Ahmya's last breath, it does not matter, because Ahmya's replacement would have been born, and Carletta has ten years of punishment in the black abyss that Kawahime spoke about.
Kawahime also cursed her with the innate ability to absorb cursed techniques and convert them into her own cursed energy, it's called Containment. Cursed techniques do not work on her, and she can not use them. The only ability Carletta has is fortification of her physical body based on her cursed energy. She can not lose cursed energy or make her own, she can only obtain through others. Carletta has the ability to get past Gojou's infinity due the fact that once an ability touches her, it simply poofs. Verse depending, she definitely uses this to fuck with him for lawls.
Carletta's energy is very high, due to the fact she's been stockpiling over seven hundred years, but in the last lifetime as Ahmya figured out the truth, they've put work into Carletta's energy levels. Currently it takes three ribbon talismans that tight her hair to mask her energy to slightly about Ahmya.
Carletta is Ahmya's assistant, friend and sister, but in actually. Ahmya + Carletta + Kawahime are all three sides of a triangle to make one puzzle piece.
Carletta is five foot tall, wears the same kind of style Ahmya does, always has at least three ribbons in her hair, and is blonde and green eyed. Acts similar to some childish people. She techinally doesn't have a real last name, she uses Bushida, but she's actually entirely Scottish, and swears like a trucker too.
Carletta is seventeen, going on eighteen.
Carletta and Finlay, Ahmya's husband, are cousins, and look very much a like, however Finlay had blue eyes and blonde hair. ( eyes emoji )
Carletta's innate technique is called Containment, and it's the ability to contain cursed techniques and absorb them into her own cursed energy. Containment negates all cursed techniques, meaning that Carletta can not be killed with cursed techniques, and she can also not use them.
Her cursed energy absorption has no limitations, as she can indefinitely gather more cursed energy through others. She can not and has never created her own cursed energy. Carletta can not use jujutsu actively, and can only reinforce her own body with cursed energy so she fights with her fists, and prefers hand to hand combat.
Carletta fights with cursed brass knuckles, and is an advanced boxer and kick boxer, liking heavy physical fighting. She tends to underestimate her own strength, and do a lot of property damage.
Carletta wears talismans disguised as ribbons to hide the fact that she is also special grade, because technically she wasn't originally and has only gotten that strong in recent years. As far as anyone is concerned, she's an unassuming second grade.
Carletta never finished sorcerer school when she was training to be a sorcerer in Scotland, because when she was sixteen, she beat an upperclassmen into a coma because he pissed her off after he backtalked Ahmya during class.
He's still in a coma to this day.
Carletta is an obnoxious, antagonizing child who loves to make her bosses life uncomfortable, and make her flustered because she thinks Ahmya's so funny when she's flustered. It's also Carletta's job to be a wingman to the reluctant Ahmya, less Ahmya never actually make a move.
If you want to know any of Ahmya's dirty secrets? Carletta will tell you for a coin. Ahmya's hobbies? Buy her a mochi, she'll sell Ahmya out for a snickers.
The reason that Carletta openly embarrasses Ahmya is not due to disrespect. It's actually due to her having the utmost respect for her, and Carletta's duty is the help Ahmya. In any way possible. Even if it makes her the most uncomfortable.
Carletta is 10 years Ahmya's junior, however Ahmya is no less her mother and her older sister. Ahmya raised Carletta to be the way she is because she raised Carletta to be the type of person she enjoys being around consistently.
Akali has no past. Her birth name has been completely erased, her adoption papers have been sealed, her records of foster care have been erased. A connection of hers actually hired a private investigator as Akali is naturally sus on her own. He investigated her upon first meeting, and returned absolutely nothing pretty 2014, outside of her music.
The power of having money.
The only past information you can acquire about Akali is things she's said verbally through interviews and offhand remarks, and fan theories. Fan theories include that she's gay, or married, to as wild as she's not human, or that she killed herself, thinking she's been replaced with a body double, Avril style.
Carletta, while being young, she's very intune with intentions. She can always tell when someone is lying, or using her, or practically see their genuine emotions.
Carletta has trained herself to read someone like Ahmya down to the way her energy shifts in the air. Ahmya wasn't always like the way she is now, she's a very different person from when she was younger.
So Carletta can basically read people's energies to a fine point detail.
However, if someone is using her to get to Ahmya for a negative reason, Carletta is very naive and while knowing that the person is using her, she'd think it's because they have a crush on Ahmya.
Carletta always tells Ahmya everything, so when she voices the fact she knows this person is using her to get to Ahmya and it's because of so and so reason. Ahmya will know, yes he's using her, but not the right reason and since Ahmya is good at knowing the truth in words, she'd fine tune the suspicion.
fitzgeralds' main verse is always going to be with zelda as his wife, as i fucking love his love for her and how desperately he'd throw everything away BUT his god damn wedding ring and how BROKEN he was when he figured out his wedding ring is what had saved him. he had went out of his way NEVER to get rid of that, he spent EVERYTHING except that ring. mmmmmmmmmmmmmm sexah.
however, since zelda isn't.. someone people actually write and i would love to write fitzgerald actively in that type of love because i love a sugar daddy with feelings.
there will be a secondary verse that any ships can happen in where zelda and his daughter both died, and since he could not cope with the loss, he's done everything in canon to bring them back to life.
i'll flesh it out more and make a proper meta, but fitzgerald is literally my favorite male character to write. i've got so much effort into him, so tosses him at as many people who will take him.
so outside of his wife, what kind of person is Fitz attracted to?
u askin for ships is this why. Also, it depends on class. Fitzgerald doesn't necessarily see beauty because that can be bought, and if his love doesn't feel pretty, he can fix that. they can fix that. gender is grey scale, he seems highly attracted to women but his fashion sense really tells me there's a lil homosexual in there, so he's fluid. what attracted him to zelda was her level of class, he loves a high class woman. zelda has also been with fitzgerald before he was rich, so he likes loyalty, and trust as well. i feel like zelda is likely a wonderful person and was wonderful before her breakdown, so i think he also likes a warm bright whose always happy to see him and talk to him. he doesn't like push overs, so strong and people with a backbone, he does not mind people that are snarky and talk back to him, only because it shows that they think themselves as strong and powerful.
someone who loves so deep that it drove them mad when they lost their loved one. also someone who can look past the fact that he's over all a morally grey character who has no problem screwing the weak minded and weak hearted people for his own goals, and his love. literally everything fitzgerald does in BSD is in the name of love, so he really will need them to look past that.
zelda seems lawful good due to her ability to love so deeply, so someone who is not as morally grey as him, who can keep his morally grey tendencies. he also is attracted to people who can help him achieve his goals, people who are useless to him won't attract him.
as well as spend his money to their hearts content.
not to be nsfw, but im realizing that everyone that sleeps together with Ahmya on the regular very often has to either quite literally rip a very well made corset off her body.
or actually take the time to unlace that shit and take it off normally.
i don't blame them at all if its the first, but mother of god with this woman's libido, that's a lot of god damn money. ahmya probably gets slightly miffed about it ngl, bc she loves her corsets but like in the heat of the moment, ye fuck that shit rip that shit off GOODBYE.
it's 4:46 in the morning and I can't sleep bc I can't stop thinking about Hayami and her college au. she's well off as hell, but all her living expenses go into helping her band so while she dresses nice, looks nice, has pretty nails, and lives in a two bedroom apartment off campus. she looks exceptional most of the time, as she's obsessed with fashion ( grunge academia is what I refer to it as ). her apartment is fitted to be more westernized because she's actually an exchange student, who is from America. her parents actually send expenses weekly that are the same as entire incomes monthly, but she funnels that all into her band, and producing music on the side. she lives off her part time job which she makes little money at, but enough to survive.
she's also living off sex, Adderall and rock and roll, with the occasional food from the convienvence store down the road when she happens to have extra cash. she does this all by choice bc she pays for all her bands expenses out of pocket, she wants to make it on her own.
her band is a metal band, though idk if I'm gonna use my normal band name bc I also use that in Zeus' world but maybe I'll change it. ( I use the same names a lot for npc things and things like bands bc convenience and I don't need to remember a bunch of characters and who is who in what band. tho in this case, it's just the name bc Zeus' has all gods in it. ) she's one of the vocalists, and is lead guitar, she's been playing since she was a kid, and is actually quite good.
Hayami is only 5'3, so she's very small, and she weighs little more than 110 pounds, she's top heavy. she's got minor hearing loss bc of too many times without ear plugs, she really loves going to see other bands, and actually enjoys most all types of musics. Hayami is just very angry on the inside, and metal just soothes her soul so it's her go to.
she's all and all a really good artist. she can do anything artistically if she puts her mind to it. she really just wants to be an artist, she paints and draws, and has a habit drawing her favorite people in her sketchbook a lot, though she'd die if any of them saw them. but her family owns an American brand fashion line she's supposed to take over after college, so she studies fashion design with a minor in marketing, but she's no genius and her exceptional grades take a whole lot of work. so she buys Adderall from ( redacted ) so she can stay up at all hours and study. she loves fashion design as well, and she enjoys her college classes but she has no intention of taking over the family business. that's why her family is gonna disown her either during college or right after college and she's gonna go from rich bitch to poor bitch very soon.
( her IQ isn't bad it's most like just 120, which is average for these days, she's quick witted and works well under pressure though she is quick to frustration when things don't work. )
her love language is bullying. if she calls you dumbass or shithead when you are dumb, you are probably one of her favorite people. if you are gonna win every time she calls you an idiot, she's not gonna like you. she's also the attentive type. she will know your favorite foods and how to make them, she will know what movies you like, your favorite fashion brands, your cologne, the books you've read and didn't like, all of your complaints and all of your arguments. if she loves you, good luck hiding anything from her. she'll know exactly the way your mouth changed a little when you were talking and it's not normal, so 'oi, y did you make that shitty face'. she's not nice about it and she doesn't know how to ask properly, but she will always know when something is wrong with you, and at least try. Hayami does have an exceptional memory, if anything. she's into acts of service and taking care of people as well. privately, she's still not 'soft' but she likes to be near people, and exist in your presence. she likes sex, but soft physical affection is hard to come by for her, so when it happens, she does get a little flustered and very 'swats your hand away', don't do that stupid and walk away, even though she's bright red in the face.
tdlr: Hayami looks like a cinnamon roll until she opens her mouth and you realize she's all sex, Adderall, and rock and roll, and possibly a little crazy.
she has a part time job as a maid cafe with a music theme, and she gets to dress in more of her 'grunge' chic + maid costume and jam to rock music with a bunch of her friends. she actually loves the job.
ps. she's steals all her art supplies ( paints, canvases, EVERYTHING, some of the professors know, but they keep quiet bc Hayami despite her attitude, is an exceptional student thanks to gifted kid syndrome ) from the college and asks other people to help her carry them bc she's too short to carry big canvases home by herself.
pss. Hayami's band is common knowledge and actually quite popular around the campus bc Gina ( her friend-enemy that Hayami literally keeps around bc she's useful in typical Scorpio vibes. ) is an advertising god, and is really connected within the casual college scene while the artists come for the taste, and guys come bc it's tits out on stage and Hayami's cute as fuck ?
in light of sexual Sunday, Ahmya has a risque Instagram that she's Instagram famous on, with 300k followers. she didn't start it with that intention, it was actually to build her confidence after her husband died. it just so happened to get big. now she gets free stuff she gives away to people all the time.
she doesn't post her face though, it's all aesthetics and angles, she definitely knows how to take a picture and what looks good on her.
in honor of sexual Sunday, Ahmya is a switch and prefers to top on women, but mostly lovers preference. ( Though some men she does really wanna slap around, anw. ) Airi is lovers preference, as a succubus ( or sex special grade ) depending on the verse, she's whatever you want her to be. Hayami is brat, she'll fight you to the best of her ability but she's like 5'3 and a buck ten soaking wet, she's gonna do shit. Akali likes being in control but doesn't necessarily like being physically on top, idk she's boss that's all I know.
Since I did a massive brain rot on Hayami’s college years, here’s a smaller one on her mid twenties.
her mother and father find out that she has no plans to take over the business, and cut her off.
she gets disowned right out of college, and the band picks up the slack in terms of money, and luckily Hayami can still afford her apartment with ( ? one of the members ) moving in. mareki, her band, continues on slowing growing momentum over the next three years where it really begins to take off. they honed down a fun, metal sound mixing their vocals to do a mixture of heavier as well as softer sounds. particularly one song called Isadore, that come out when Hayami was around twenty five. it blew up in the indie rock scene, and brought a lot of fans to their door.
they toned down their overtly visual style, taking on a more high end classy goth hooker vibes. mostly just better price tags. hayami doesn’t change her appearance much, however she rocks a lot of wigs and contacts. on stages she’s very rarely recognizable, and she goes by the stage name Nami, you’d never know she was her.
mareki is a band with two different sides, and on one side, is Hayami’s voice and a more alternative rock sound, and on the other side is Kai’s voice, and a more metal sound, branching into experimental metal and numetal.
mareki is decently popular within their scene, but mostly Hayami’s happier with this. she sells her artwork as well, and is well known for painting beautiful orchids a lot. but she also does all the painting and art for her band, and designs their album covers.
Hayami graduates at twenty one, and somewhere between twenty one and twenty five, she ends up having a daughter. who’s name, as you might guess, is Isadore, who as you now know, is the name sake of the song. It was written about specifically her daughter as well as her guitarist’s daughter, Erica who is Isadore’s best friend. It’s a song about how Isadore became her whole world, and when Hayami was twenty eight, they released never before clips of Mareki with the two girls growing up around them, as well as the guitarists marriage to his wife ( mother of Erica ). Noticeably absent was a particular baby daddy, as Hayami was a single mother. It was actually her who ghosted the guy, and decided to raise the daughter on her own.
fans speculate because she was still in love with someone from college, and the band makes jokes she never got over her college boyfriend who hayami denies to high heaven.
somewhere in here, her parents try to get back into her life. fuck them, but its a scandal. she’s working on starting her own fashion line by the time she turns twenty.
ps. usually Hayami’s college years take place in Japan, but regardless, she’s an exchange student from America or Japan depending on location. her parents r Japanese American so she speaks excellent English. her band mostly sings in English, however they do use Japanese lyrics sometimes. aka she’s always an exchange student.
fun extra; hayami dresses 100% like a vigilante rather than a hero, with almost a street style and she wields a metal bat that says and i quote 'karma motherfucker' ( literally only did this bc it makes her laugh ). she dresses like a vigilante bc she does not care for hero culture, and she never even wanted to be a hero to begin with.
that said, hayami functions and exists and lives entirely on spite for her mother and mother dearest said she couldn't be a hero, and hayami is that petty.
tbh im up my own ocs ass rn, so like my muse for most of my canons is in the shitter.
i want to explore ahmya's main verse bc as it stands rn i've expanded more on her bsd verse than her original verse and mmmm im not feeling it rn. ( i'll still reply to threads/memes, it'll just take me longer as main verse comes first. ) by default that means expanding on carletta's information finally. ( i have it but i dont have attention span for docs yet. )
and as well as maybe, issa big maybe, i can find a way to explore sidekick hayami bc i made her smaller than originally planned. with a quirk that makes her a literal tank ( kinetic absorption with three fold return ) the idea of her being all of five foot three and maybe hundred and twenty pounds, is just too good and she can't work alone so she's forced into a sidekick position even though she's actually got a really strong quirk. her quirk relies on her being able to take the first hit and take it well, but if they hit her properly they can just knock her out or kill her. her quirk negates all physical damage for sixty percent return on forty percent internal damage at a time delay. as soon as her body settles to a normal energy level, bruising will slowly begin over time. ( that begin said, ye that can absolutely cause a later death. )
she can heal based on in take of food bc... she can absorb the most minute amounts of kinetic energy and if she eats a shit ton, she can heal herself over usually a three day period from most injuries. ( it used to be a week but thanks to her parents wonderful training, it's down to three days. )
Ahmya dresses down on occasion, but mostly when she's home and she'll rock like a comfy sweater and nothing else vibes with her hair up in ribbons. she has a collection of Converse as well that do have a few pairs worn in. Ahmya just doesn't dress down when she's around the college.
