( K X N G )

LAST NAME EVER, FIRST NAME GREATEST. Y'ALL SEEN MY STORY, MY GLORY. MY MIND SHINE EVEN WHEN MY THOUGHTS SEEM DARK. PISTOL ON MY SIDE YOU DON'T WANNA HEAR THAT THING TALK. BANG. LET THE KING TALK, CHECK THE PRICE AND PAY ATTENTION. jung hoseok18 ✦ `seventh yr cool cat who roars

[jjks]

1/~ edits of flawless jung hoseok

[cindurella]

[kxngseok]

describe in 8 words: jung hoseok

[fyeahjunghoseok]

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[bangtan]

[kxngseok]

「 / baby don't run. jhs;lke

[pokexwoori-blog]

perhaps this was really what she had been looking for. all of those times she shared anothers bed, it wasn’t really for the actions of what went on between the sheets, but instead the warmth of being in someone’s embrace, but it had been so difficult to find that person. no one ever made her feel the way hoseok felt, and yet, he had been by her side all this time. it had been just as a friend, true, and before a few days ago, they had never tried doing what it was that led to this point, but now that they had, she couldn’t help but feel like she was done looking, whether she had been knowingly seeking this out before or not, she was done now. she found it. “thank you” she murmured, placing her hand on his chest and glancing up at him from her spot on the pillow. she really loved seeing him from this angle. perhaps it was something that she could get used to; no, it was definitely something she wanted to get used to. “for giving me a second chance” she whispered. she still felt horrible for what happened, embarrassed even, ashamed that she had let her worries get so out of control, to manifest themselves in her decisions and her actions, and through that, she managed to hurt someone she held very dear, even if she hadn’t realized just how much so at the time. she propped herself up a bit on her elbow, so that she was hovering over him of sorts. “i have to make it up to you.” she said softly, her fingers finding his hair and stroking it, weaving through the dark, messy locks with ease.

[kxngseok]

even with the rough patch that had come out of no where, hoseok hadn't expected them to end up here, laying together in such a way that was something that he would have never saw coming if he were to go back a few months. but now that they were here, he couldn't quite see this going any other way than how it was going so far, and that made his heart clutch just a bit. the way knots seemed to tie and tangle in his stomach should have been making him uncomfortable, but instead it created a certain pleasant euphoria that he just didn't want to let go of.  "make it up to me?" his lips formed the words in confusion. hoseok knew that she was guilty, she had told him outright that she was but he didn't think there was any reason for her to make it up to him, he had already forgiven her -- and from that he had thought they would leave it to rest. but if mending things on her terms was what would help clear her guilty conscience, hoseok wasn't going to stand in the way of that. it never hurt to try to dissuade her though, "you don't have to do that though .." shaking his head, he let a soft smile curve onto his face as he watched her move to linger over him, his hand went to graze her wrist, thumb smoothing against the vein of the ligament. dark eyes flickered to stare into hers, watching them carefully. he had known kaeun for so long, looked at her countless times, but was this really one of the first times that he had been able to truly look at her -- see a side so vulnerable that he was sure if he was knocked back into his 'friend' label he'd never even get the chance to even peek at.  

[yoongiwara-blog]

atta boy

[kxngseok]

「 / baby don't run. jhs;lke

[pokexwoori-blog]

She laughed softly, trying to imagine what it would be like for him to physically throw her out of the room. She imagined that it would be quite difficult since she wasn’t going to go that easily. It seemed like biting her lip was not something she was allowed to do, but she wasn’t going to protest at the way he stopped her. She kissed him back, this time sucking in a bit of his bottom lip instead, lightly, gently,working it into part of their exchange. The tears she had spent, the exhaustion over worrying about how to go about apologizing, the terror of being rejected, it all had exhausted her, and now that it was all over, she felt so very tired. “Can we lay down?” She asked, her lips millimeters from his as her question washed over his lips. Her eyes met his, her own wide and curious, wondering if it would be okay for her to just lay down there and fall asleep. She wasn’t sure if he welcomed that kind of thing or if he worried about people getting too close too soon, but at the moment, she wanted nothing more than to lay there, with him next to her, and to know that he would still be there in case she did fall asleep. Waiting for him to join her, she scooted backwards and laid back against the pillows. She curled up, drawing her legs to her chest and propping her head up with her hand. Again, she chewed her lip a little bit. Even though he had forgiven her, she didn’t want to push the boundaries too much, not yet anyway, not until she knew that he was completely healed from what had happened.

[kxngseok]

moments patiently passed as his eyes took in the way she fell back slowly against his bed, not entirely minding the action, after having laid back so many times alone on this bed this past season, hoseok couldn't help the certain inkling of bliss bloom within at the sight of her just laying her -- not entirely doing anything. nothing mischievous, nothing ulterior -- just laying. with a smile, he mirrored the gestures, moving in to lay beside her, arms naturally winding around her to pull her into his embrace as his head fell softly to his pillow. his bed wasn't entirely the biggest (he was sure he had a bigger bed back home) but it was enough to fit the two of them but he couldn't help but to hold her closer -- not for the sake that she would fall but just to have her there. his hand moved from her waist to her hair, fingers briefly brushing away the light strands of her hair before it shifted down to graze against her cheek, resting at the nape of her neck as his thumb went to flicker gently at the skin there. a flutter of a chuckle slipping past his lips as his eyes watched her carefully. he wasn't entirely sure when he had felt this happy but he was glad to find the feeling now, it was nice -- it made him feel warm. especially tying in with the cold weather currently moving in, it was even better -- at least he had something like this to help him fight off the cold and loneliness that came with winter.

[kxngseok]

「 / baby don't run. jhs;lke

[pokexwoori-blog]

Her entire body was tingling now, and this time it was something brilliant and amazing that was filling her up. She almost felt like she could float and that he was the only thing keeping her to the ground. She smiled, a slow, sincere, bright smile that seemed to take up her entire face. She kissed him back, feeling their mouths mold together, and it was nothing like the desperate, lust-filled exchanges of a few days ago, but something that truly meant something, and she knew she had made the right decision in coming after him, in mending what they had between them, because whatever it was growing to be seemed to be like a very rare and special thing. She pulled back slightly, narrowing her eyes at him playfully, hoping that they were at least partially past her major screw up and were allowed to be playful again. “So, you were testing me?” She asked him, though she was sure it wasn’t just that, but she could see him wanting to be sure that she cared enough, after all, what he said next was something that was not to be taken lightly, at all. In fact, it was what her gut was alluding to the entire time in the room, that they should try being something, together, just the two of them. It was going to be worth a try though and she wanted him to know that she was just as serious as he was and that she wasn’t going to run away in a panic this time. She looked him in the eye, making sure that he could see her quite plainly. She smiled softly and nodded her head, and in case that wasn’t enough of a confirmation, she placed a chaste kiss to his lips. “Yes, I want to try to.” She drew in her bottom lip shyly as her fingers searched for his and found them, lacing them together.

[kxngseok]

there was something in the way she smiled that made hoseok pull kaeun closer to him -- not exactly a bad thing, just something that made him want to keep her closer, to keep her there. in place, with him, on him or next to him -- whichever seemed to be of preference to her; just as long as he was near her was fine for him, though the distance could serve to be a problem since hoseok did enjoy touching a bit too much. raising an eyebrow in the way she narrowed her eyes at him, hoseok could only chuckle in reply, hand raising to run through his messy, dark strands before he sighed, head shaking. "in a way," his shoulder lifted to give way to a somewhat-reluctant shrug. he knew that, maybe, he wasn't supposed to be the one out of the two of them giving such a test -- especially with how kaeun had just said that she had trouble with getting close to others -- but hoseok didn't want to give careless chances to people who would waste them. he wasn't entirely the one who was frequently brokenhearted, there was a reason for that; and giving tests like this one helped to serve it's purpose in protecting him from getting hurt. it was either that or he was the first to sense when a relationship was going downhill and break it off, but he hoped, sincerely desired that that didn't happen here, with him and kaeun. "good," when her fingers had found the empty spaces between his own, he returned the gesture with a soft squeeze, eyes crinkling in jovial amusement. "because if you said no, i was about ready to throw you out." he teased, leaning over to press a kiss to her nose, slowly moving it to relieve her bottom lip from her teeth.

[kxngseok]

「 / baby don't run. jhs;lke

[pokexwoori-blog]

Her tears were stemming now, something that she hadn’t thought would be possible, but he was holding her again and wiping her tears and she somehow knew that everything was going to be okay now. Her heart continued to beat at a haphazard pace, beating incessantly against her ribcage, but she had a feeling that that wasn’t just from the crying, but from simply being there with him, and the realization that she had had after that fight was more prominent than ever. She cared about Hoseok in a way that she refused to allow herself to believe possible, and yet here it was, staring her right in the face. She knew she had hurt him and hearing him say it only solidified her guilt in that matter. She chewed on her bottom lip, her eyes fluttering shut and remaining so with their foreheads connected. “I really didn’t mean for that to happen. I panicked..” She repeated herself, her stomach twisting into so many knots, she wondered if it would ever come undone. “I-” She reached up, her fingers brushing the last few remaining tears, her skin feeling taunt and sticky from the salt left behind from those that had already dried. Her other came up to frame his face, similarly to how he had been cupping hers. “I care about you, Hoseok, a lot, and when I realized just.. just how hurt you must have been, I hated myself. I hated knowing I made you feel that way.” Her eyes flicked from between his, wondering how horribly puffy hers must look. 

[kxngseok]

locking her in his embrace, hoseok felt a soft smile curve at his lips. her words were touching, and he liked them -- a little too much. they made his stomach feel that odd fluttering feeling, it caused a warmth to bloom and this time it wasn't one that was attached to any source of lust or erotic desire -- it was just pure happiness, bliss. an emotion he sorely really missed, having not entirely purely felt that in a long while. he was happy, despite the struggle it took to get here. and even though there were misunderstandings, he was glad they were able to move through them and get to the main point. "it's okay, i understand." he answered her in hope to calm her, not wanting her to erupt in tears once more. "i forgive you." his voice lowered as his lips hovered over her cheeks, in an impression to kiss her tears away, from one cheek to the other until he met with her lips, pressing a lasting, chaste kiss to the pink petals, molding his own to hers. hoseok made a move to pull away, blinking at her sudden confession -- he knew she cared about them, before -- when they were stated to be just friends. but now, everything was different, wasn't it? they were supposedly 'friendlier' friends, but even that label didn't quite fit them. at least, in hoseok's opinion, it didn't. the pad of his thumb swept at redness underneath her eyes, "i care about you, too," lips quirked into a smile, not one that showed cheekiness and although it held the lopsidedness that most of his smiles were made from, this curve of a grin felt more genuine than the others. "honestly, i just wanted to see if you would realize why i left, and now that you have -- i feel better." he confessed softly, glancing down. "i'm not entirely the best with what comes next after this, the way i handle things aren't my best quality but i want to try this out, mostly because i like you enough to forgive you even if i was really angry." he paused, blinking at her, almost frozen in his place before he began again, "i want to try us."

[bangtan-hoseok]

[kxngseok]

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[kxngseok]

「 / baby don't run. jhs;lke

[pokexwoori-blog]

She couldn’t even finish the motion before she felt fingers wrap softly around her wrist to pull her to her feet. She hadn’t been expecting it and stumbled slightly, but Hoseok was there to catch her, and into his arms she allowed herself to far. Her fingers clung to the fabric of his shirt and all of the defenses that she had been building up crumbled at his touch. She hated crying, but cry she did, small sobs slipping through protesting lips. She didn’t want to get his t-shirt wet, but she didn’t want to lift her head, not when it had found comfort in the warmth of his chest. Who knew that all she really needed were the arms of this gryffindor to be around her for things to feel like they were okay? She had always just lived day to day, feeling like there was no real purpose to it all, until boredom took them down a path that she had never even imagined had existed. And now everything seemed to make sense. She took shuddering breaths, trying to calm her breathing back down to something more normal, even as tears continued to splash silently down her cheeks. “H-Hoseok” She stammered, her voice cracking again, which made her feel embarrassed and small, but if that’s what it took, then she would let it happen. “Hoseok, I am so sorry. I really am.” She blinked a few times before angling her face, trying to see if she could get a look at him and what his own expression was saying. “I don’t think I’ve ever met anything more than I mean this apology.” She whispered, and her words rang one hundred percent genuine. “I just.. I need you to know that.” She hoped, prayed, that the fact that he was holding her meant that he was at least entertaining the idea of forgiving her. Even if he didn’t want her anymore in the way that maybe he had before, forgiveness was a good first step and she would learn to live with it, if that was all that she got back.

[kxngseok]

hoseok could feel his shirt dampening due to her tears, the notion made him close his eyes, somewhat regretting that he had allowed this to go so far that she had begun to cry. that was never something hoseok wanted to do, to make a girl cry. his mother had brought him up right and if she were to ever hear that he had made a girl weep, he'd never hear the end of it. when she began to speak, hoseok raised his hand to cradle her cheek, forcing her to lift her head so she could say those words to his face -- knowing nothing was meant unless they were truly said at face-value. his eyes flickered, watching her own in search of any emotion that would deflect whatever she was saying by mouth but there was nothing, as he knew there wouldn't be. relief flooded him, knowing that what she was saying was true, wasn't just a false pretense to get him to forgive, made his lips twitch upwards at the slightest, happy to know that she was truly sorry. "i know that, i know it now." he pressed his lips to her forehead, thumbs brushing against her cheeks in hope of drying up the damp trails the tears had left. "i'm sorry too," he said a beat later, sighing at his own confessions as he pulled away slightly, though not too much so that she was still in his embrace. "i'm sorry for not waiting -- back in the room, not giving you a chance to further explain. that was a douche-move. i just -- i was hurt," he felt his throat close up as he sucked in a breath, eyes closing as he let his forehead rest against her, arms moving to pull her closer to him.

[hwchanmi]

「 / old fart. jjk;jhs

[hwchanmi]

{` he leaned against the wall, chuckling lightly at his hyungs words. really, he would never admit it, but he rather admired hoseok. for many things really, all of which he had trouble listing. } I know, man, I’m just jerking your chain. {` he pushed himself off of the wall and, feeling like he was no longer in danger of retribution, approached the older gryffindor again.} It’s good to be back. I’ve been feeling really stifled, unable to, you know, spread my usual cheer around the school {` and by cheer he clearly mean pranks} But I am seriously rusty.

[kxngseok]

stifled? :// raises an eyebrow, chuckling at the other's choice of words ] aye, maybe you just need a little help? not from me, no. i'm the worst when it comes to that stuff but i don't know, maybe you need inspiration? where's your brother, don't you two always come up with this stuff together? :// looks around casually before looking at the other as he walks closer to him ] or maybe you need a little pick-me-up, ladies-style? :// chuckles ] i mean -- don't tell me you didn't come back here without missing someone. 

[kxngseok]

「 / baby don't run. jhs;lke

[pokexwoori-blog]

This time when she blinked, the tears fell and there was no way for her to stop them. All she could do was try to hold back more from falling. She was scared to look at him, knowing that she would see anger and disappointment, the same that she could hear reflected in his voice as he spoke to her. Her held tightly to the fabric of her skirt as she kept her eyes downcast. She had no idea what she could say, what she could do to show him how much she regretted what she had said and how badly she wished she could take it all back. She just wished he would understand where she was coming from; the last time she had let herself get close to someone in that way, she was left horrible wounded, and she was so scared of that happening again, even if she knew in her heart that he wouldn’t do that to her, what if things changed? What if she wasn’t good enough and he realized that after they had already started? She had all of these doubts in her mind and most of them had to do with her being insufficient. Her hands were beginning to shake again, not out of anger but out of fear that she really had dashed the hope that had started to blossom in her bosom. It was like she had put on her sharpest pair of heels and stamped all over it, killing the best thing that had happened to her before it even had a chance to begin. “I didn’t mean it, I didn’t mean it at all.” She whispered, her voice cracking from the emotion that she was exerting all of her efforts to dispel. “Haven’t you ever been scared? Said things that you didn’t mean out of fear of being hurt? I don’t have good experiences with relationships.” She sniffed, another tear slipping down her nose despite her exhaustive efforts to keep them in. “I thought.. this was too good to be true. You’re this sweet, funny guy… and I’m just..” She ran her fingers through her hair, messing it up but she wasn’t there to look good, she was there to beg for his forgiveness. “I’m not that great of a person. And I was scared you would realize that.”

[kxngseok]

the sound of the voice should have alerted, told him that what he was hearing in her tone was the soft wavering which often led to tears, but no -- he didn't. his ears were already so hesitant to hear what she had to say, that when she began speaking, he only listened to the words and not the emotion behind them. his eyes drifted from his bed sheets to the other, watching as her head bowed, face shaded away from his view. the action had him nipping his bottom lip, curious as to what her face was telling -- knowing very well from the many moments they've shared (they were friends before all this mess) how easily he could read her emotions from her expressions, for him, kaeun had become somewhat of an open book. the gryffindor took her words in consideration, now aware of how she had lowered her voice to a point that even with the silence of the room, it was now too difficult to hear. the sniff now had him pausing, eyes widening suddenly at the sound. was she crying, her mind nearly zipped to each understanding function in his body. his hand moved almost instinctively without his control to catch the hand that was running through her hair. in one move, he tugged at her arm. knees planting themselves into his mattress as he pulled her into his embrace. allowing her face to burrow under his chin as his lips pressed into a thin line, sighing once more. the words weren't entirely there just yet -- speechless by her own words but the least he could do was hold her now. even if the anger he felt was still there, it was slowly receding as he felt guilt creep into his own emotional reins, pulling him back from saying crude words that would be unlike him -- instead he knew it was better to forgive because now, from her words, he could tell that she was probably a lot of things that he didn't know, and that was his fault, for not being more understanding like he had wanted her to be for him. "don't say that," he whispered, a slight smile curving at his lips as he pulled away slightly so he could look down at her. "you wouldn't be you, if you didn't have greatness in your veins."

[kxngseok]

「 / baby don't run. jhs;lke

[pokexwoori-blog]

she had promised herself that she wasn’t going to get upset, but now that she was standing there in the doorway, his back to her, the boy so close and yet so far, made her want to just dissolved on the spot. she wanted nothing more than to just crawl into the bed with him and press herself against his back, to feel his warmth once more, but she couldn’t do that. she had once chance and she blew it. still, apologies were a must, they had to be made if there was any hope for her to be able to somehow piece herself together after the disaster that she had caused. so, swallowing all of her fears and wishes and hopes, she padded across the room until she was at the side of his bed. she didn’t know what to do next; to stand there seemed to awkward and to sit would be crossing some kind of line, and the last thing she wanted was to do something else to further enrage him. she sucked in her breath, sinking to her knees on the floor beside his bed, her hands curled into tight fists in her lap. “You probably don’t want to see me, and I don’t blame you” She began, already forgoing the speech that she had planned on the way here, the whole thing missing now that she was actually faced with talking to him again. “What I said.. what I did.. it was completely out of line” Her eyes were downcast, blurred again as tears fought to come to the surface but she blinked them away. “But I was scared. I haven’t exactly had the best of experiences with.. getting close.. you know. Closer than friends. I panicked.” She pressed her lips together, giving her a few seconds to try to keep herself together. “But that’s no excuse. I hurt you and for that I don’t think I could ever apologize enough.” She wanted to reach out to him, but refrained, still terrified of further hurting him.

[kxngseok]

the male could hear feet taking careful strides into the room. he was the only one in the room, and that fact alone made him know that with his own silence, as well as the already quiet atmosphere he had set in the room, any other sound made in the room was automatically volumized. hoseok kept his eyes closed, lips pressed into a thin line as he heard her begin to speak. the gryffindor wasn’t entirely sure where she could be in the room by now but he wasn’t going to take the chance to find out. stubborness was never a true color but apparently it painted him in full hue that morning. his breathing was steady, light whilst his ears listened to her intently; it wasn’t like there was anything else he could do. the time for running and hiding was no longer an option. turning away from her further was impossible because the next stop for that was the floor and as much as he wanted to appear strong and angry in her eyes, falling on the floor would defeat that purpose. he was mad, truly so, but being mad had never stopped him from easily forgiving before — so why was it so hard for him to do so now? that was the question that was currently looming overhead in his mind, overtaking most of his thoughts — stopping the actions that wanted to be made, and the words that wanted to be spoken. what was mistaken as strength easily melted away to reveal the true emotion: insecurity. hoseok had only felt insecure by a pair of people: his parents. the gryffindor had never thought that the girl in the room would make him feel this way about himself, insecure — vulnerable, heavy with another unknown emotion that he hoped wasn’t too good to be true. he sighed, realizing that if they were ever going to get through this, they were going to have to talk — to each other. sitting up in his bed, he ran his hand through his hair, body reluctantly moving to sit at one end of his bed, his eyes drifting to her seated form on the floor — expression blank, a very wary emotion in his eyes. “that still doesn’t explain why you said what you did. being scared isn’t something that should push you to say something like that — unless you actually meant what you said.”

[ravnaeun]

[bt] i slept over at the neighbors' house // jhs & sne

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[kxngseok]

:// he can feel her orgasm pulsing through her, the way her walls are clamping around his dick has him groaning against her shoulder, pressing his lips tightly to her vein as he groans, eyes snapping shut as he groans darkly at the sensation of her nails against his skin. her voice against his eardrums has him breathing heavily, intoxicated by the low tone that laces her words. his hips continue moving against hers, hands pushing her forcibly against the wall, not wanting her to lose her grip and slip as he feels his own release build in his abdomen; there's an ache in his hips and he can feel himself growing exhausted ]

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{` he narrows his eyes as his friend approaches, sighing loudly so that Hoseok knew he was annoyed and he kicks some gravel towards the other boy } I’ve been here for fifteen minutes but that’s still enough to aggravate me. It’s boring standing here by myself, I feel like a loner {` he stuffs the rest of his fudge into his mouth rather messily in protest, showing his friend that he isn’t up to sharing } I ain’t tying your shoe, what do you take me for? {` he mumbles through a mouthful of fudge, staring down at Hoseok’s untied shoe } Don’t ya know how to tie a shoe or something?

[kxngseok]

:// blinks, unmoved by the other's apparent frustration, instead the younger gryffindor merely grins cheerfully and wiggles his shoe, hopping slightly to the side to not get hit by the tiny rocks headed his way ] aye -- not really a ball of sunshine this afternoon, are 'ya? :// teases, his lop-sided grin growing wider on his face ] you're so dramatic, :// rolls his eyes, chuckling ] -- my friend? :// answers stupidly, blinking at the other as if the question was the obvious thing in the world ] i do but the struggle, :// sighs as he wiggles his foot ] c'mon just do it, man. i'll make up that fifteen minutes with some free food or something, i don't know. whatever you want. :// shrugs, nodding his head as a promise ]