Kyashi's Universe

Est. 2021 Earthly thoughts & adventures

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Resting

I thought resting on a Monday is resting.

Now I am just finding ways to keep my brain occupied. Like writing here. 

I checked out my Crypto Account, did some page changes in my business account. After that, I am still finding stuff to keep my brain occupied today. 

#resting

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Hey Tumblr universe. Great to be back.

I am writing on my journal again after a few months of forgetting it and not just making a time for my thoughts.

Now I am back on writing on my journal and just being alone with my thoughts for a few hours after a long stressful day.

How's every one going?

Are you okay? 🙂

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I am listening to I'm so sick bu Flyleaf right now.

07/08/2021. Season 3 lockdown Corona Virus Variant Delta.

Philippines. 😒

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I feel like going on an adventure will make you wiser.

This excitement in my heart makes me want to wander the world.

Get lost and just discover everything.

Just doing all the things that you love.

Creating your own purpose.

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Why am I so spaced out right now

Why I have all this words in my mind but I can't seem to create a sentence?

I thought I was hallucinating but what I saw is what I was thinking about.

I thought it was true.

Well, i just thought.

#thoughts #wtfcompilation

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Sea of Clouds <3

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Live your life to the fullest,

Not to the foolest. :)

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Early Days - Skateboarding <3

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YOUNG AGAIN

- UDD

Walls of stripes, a nursery Slept my way to reality All I had was a love that was bad And survived, call it strategy Broke and loose by night time And a place at heaven's gate Holding on to me and my weak sanity Still I wonder what I did right

Can't wait to be young again For a life lived with no regrets No heart isn't willing to start all over And play the part, of a lover who lives for the pain To be young again She taught me how to read He snuck me out to keep me from crying

Didn't know what I was looking for then Now all I want is to be home with them

Can't wait to be young again And be more than just a friend or a lover Why can't we play pretend That our love will never end and survive us Can't wait to be young again Can't wait to be young again Can't wait to be young again And learn about pain What I'm feeling Maybe then I'll never have to want to be young again

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FULLY ALIVE

Whenever I go out to the beach.

I love taking photos.

The sea, the sky, the sand.

This makes me feel alive.

Most of the time, I tend to forget how lucky I am.

But then when I look at the photos I have taken,

My heart starts to beat fast.

That’s when I realize that I am lucky.

Lucky enough to experience being alive.

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Purpose?

When I’m alone in my room.

I always feel that I am like a lost creature in this universe.

Well it’s not because I am literally living by myself in my own apartment.

But I can deeply feel how peculiar I am.

That my existence is something.

I can’t find the reason for why am I here at the moment.

Well, I guess once my death arrives - it’s not me who is going to realize it.

But the people who knew me.

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Hello Cold World

It’s kinda weird knowing that it’s big universe but the thought of me feeling this lonely and cold.

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Plain Pain

Sometimes it’s okay to feel pain.

This just indicates that it’s still real.

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The only time you'll discover that the sea doesn't touches the sky is when you actually go and find out.

I just realized that this context kinda relates to life,

You won't really find results or understand something that you are curious about if you are not going to do something to find out.

Well I guess, being curious always leads us to something amazing. It might be a devastating result but at least you'll learn something from it.

Once you understand that mantra, I think you are going to be unstoppable.

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Escape the ordinary 💀🖤

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Just because she sees the world differently,

Doesn’t mean she is wrong.

It’s just that you just don’t understand what  she understands.

You don’t see what she sees.

Well, that doesn’t mean you are wrong.

You’re just different on your own little way.

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- SOLITARITY - 

I thought blaming somebody would aid my miserable life.

But then one time I was awake all night

Thinking why do I feel so alone even if I have all these people around me.

Then I came to realize that it was me all this time.

I created an illusion where I call all these people as my friends but doesn't really want me around.

I tell them stories which they don't ought to believe instead they laugh at me because they find me peculiar.

I left this so called illusion of mine and started a new world where I embraced the loneliness that I was feeling.

I was able to copy with it and was able to find a new world.

I was able to create a new purpose of my existence.

Never in my mind that I have thought a world like this would exist.

But here I am now, enjoying the company of myself.

As all this time I am not alone

I have myself with me

All I need to do is just find it.