Asked hb to do one of them tiktok draiwng trends w me, and I am SUFFERING
He chose this and picked B and im actually gonna peel his skin off. What ive got so far is making me wanna die but its ok cos he doesnt look on here anyway
His reaction is gonna make this suffering worth it
How did Stone goof up so bad that you're posting online about needing to be cracked? I dont wanna jump to conclusions
GODDAMMITFINE!! If it'll assist you in SHUTTING. UP.
Stone chose to be MUSHY with me and think OH just BECAUSE of the EVENTS of [REDACTED] at his apartment during that heat wave, he can be HANDSY with ME in MYYY LAB! He forgot his PLACE.
So im sitting at a round lunch table with this group of people I dont like, I only tolerate them. Theres 6 stools at the table and 5 ppl sitting with me. We're in the cafeteria and the lights are like mostly off so its kinda dark in there, but its 11am on a snowy winter day, so the light reflecting from the snow and tge sad white sky are coming in through some tiny windows at the top of 1 wall of the cafeteria.
During this, im on my phone playing some lil game making a cute house out of lil bricks or wtv, and this guy that I've been getting to know (in-dream, not canon to me irl) spawns in his already-complete brick house.
Everybody in the cafeteria sluggishly starts getting up, its an evacuation drill cos theres a snow storm or an avalanche or smt that we shouldnt be sent outside for (theyre sending us out because they dont like us
Hard cut to outside, its like a sidewalk w one of those weird coverings over it, like when theyre doing construction near by (shout out NY) and all the ppl who i was forcing myself to tolerate have ditched me. Im both relieved and annoyed, make a note to never trust them again.
Everybody's in cars now, im in the frontseat of my mom's truck and the morons in front of us driving down this 2 lane street are now stopping in the middle of the road and getting out to be fruit from this man on the sidewalk holding zero sugar cherry coca cola. Me and mom get pissed and drive around them, and now we're on the loop to the building I used to live in a while ago
Hard cut to me in this big open forrest field, theres snow at least a foot deep, im hanging out one of, what was supposed to be a window, of my brick house from the game I was playing earlier. The snow had damaged a window and front wall, so I get to building. That BOY i was talking to, his house is there too! He had a red house... that started to melt into a green house... until his front wall melted... with my fucking ex inside.
Its snowing again. Heavily, and my ex is holding me to protect me from the snow, and im pushing in protest "its js snow, get tf off me", and my mon appears cos we're next to the street now "Ky! Ive been looking for you! You 2 get in!"
MOM WHAT DO YOU MEAN "YOU TWO" DO YOU NOT RECOGNIZE THIS BOY?!?!?! We get back to the house except its not my house, its a Minecraft pool party and looks kinda like that one ocean themed Aphmau video where they did "never have i ever" with i think Zane and Kawaii-Chan
Now that ive survived a horrible snow storm, I am now the "+ai" girl, bouncing around on this trampoline-slime flooring to different family members who are on this like grass staircase (these ppl look NOTHING like my family btw), theyre giving me orders and stuff, talking to me like im Siri. One dude wearing shades on a lawn chair at the top of staircase thingy asks me as I bounce up "Ky, who is my sunglasses?" (Idk why that was the only one that stuck with me, prolly cos this bitch was actively wearing them but ok)
Hard cut and im in my actually kitchen with my mom and we're helping snow storm survivors out of our back door, which connects to a large snowy field with a street after it (because ofc it does in dream world), and mothers in identical coats have made a line up to the door. Before the mothers make it to the door, me and my mom are bickering about my ex, shes arguing that "he's putting hands to use, you can forgive the poor cant you? Didn't you hear what happened to him?"
This dude is nailing shelves in the living room, mind you. He and my mom evaporate and I start helping the mothers. I take in a baby, hes chubby, blonde and only in a diaper. Suddenly hes got a coat, navy sweats and dark green slippers. Then next mother takes off her hood and its one of the people I was tolerating, a person ik irl who ive come to have a particularly hard time with because I DONT like them anymore (epic betrayal they did to me)
This individual takes a chain out their pocket (theyre wearing a pull over hoodie now) and wraps it around their wrist like a bracelet, carefully takes it off and passes it to me "you have to hold it like this". They gave me smt else, but I forgot. Then they fuckin COME IN MY HOUSE AND START WALKIN AROUND. I tell them I need to help the others and they need to go, then hit them in the head with a pan
Hard cut to me in that forrest field from before, but its spring now. I can hear my mom but shes no where in sight, and my ex is near me saying hes changed and he wants to do good for me. Memories of the avalanche falling on his brick game house are transported into my mind and now hes telling me hes got no family to go home to??? NO clue what happened to them btw. My mom's voice is trying to convince me not to kick him out and let him stay cos hes helping
Hard cut to me in bed, im missing an eye and blood is leaking from that socket. My hair is short, straight and laying spread & grateful on a pillow that doesn't look like it belongs to me. Im wearing an oversized white button up, but cant see what im wearing on the bottom half, so this open button up seems to be the only thing im wearing. My face doesn't look like its mine, but thats totally my body, im looking at it from an outside view.
My chest is barely covered by the open shirt, and theres a hand on one of my breats, gently squeezing, a voice ive never heard before but ik exactly who its supposed to be "I'll be good now, your mother said I can have you now", and whats supposed to be my body lays there, catatonicly and accepting this fate because what I want doesn't matter anymore, now that im +ai girl. Kisses are laid gently on my neck, going down to the center of my chest, a perfect flat canvas.
My chest now turns into some sorta cartoon of a beating heart in a ribcage. Voices echo in my head of "cmon, hes got nowhere to go" "I'll be good for you, swear" and more demands for +ai girl (including that dumb fuck sunglasses guy)
... and now im awake. Im mad cos something in me is saying my mother would do that/let that happen if it was under those conditions (the helping out and nowhere else to go conditions, I mean)
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