marci

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ok gonna watch edits and cry some more. goodnight spam family

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ALSO SADIE SINK??? CAN WE JUST ADMIRE FOR A MOMENT??? marvel dr pending, just for jean grey lol

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watching this spiderman as a grad, and watching the previous one as a 16 year old is so awesome bc it feels like i grew up with them all. feeling... sentimental

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just watched spiderman. i am sobbing oh my god

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should i become a dancer

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guys step up is ssooo good my fav dance movie

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i think the whole 3d concept of things makes everyone panic!!! like stop looking to the 3d, stop trying to find something if u already have it, etc!!!

here’s my deal

if ur the boss of ur reality, u can decide u still have it even if u checked, spiraled, wavered, etc!!!

but also existing in ur 3D, reacting to the problem, talking about it to people is all OKAY. for me i find i can still do that and get whatever the heck i want bc it call comes down to my decision or knowing that whatever i want to happen will happen no matter WHAT!!!! it doesn’t matter if i feel think or say anything

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i just spent 4 hours dancing in heels at my second wedding of the month. i think this time though i experienced such insane cognitive dissonance. guys growing up in an extremely religous community when you’re not religious and coming back to that is so strange i am tweaking out rn

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instead of asking how do i get what i want, ask 'who would i have to belive i am for this to feel completly normal?' then follow suit and don't accept any other ansewer other than what you decide is your truth.

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i’m at work melting in the sun hashtag blegh

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guys!!!!! i've finally graduated! im so so so happy, i genuinely cant believe this. i will say this, i did this degree with o little effort but such high stress (meaning i wrote every assignment last minute and wrote a 8k diss in 2 days<3) and i passed with a 2:1!

i am on fire.

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even if i feel or think thoughts opposite to what i want, my state is final. i still have what i want. if i have a bad day i still have what it is i want.

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the more you resist and try to change your reality, the more it will stay the same. when you resist your current circumstances, you keep them in your awareness as your reality. you are identifying as the person in those unwanted circumstances trying to change them.

to change your reality, you don't have to affirm against your old reality, instead just accept that what you prefer is now who you are. the old story still exists but it's just not your identity anymore.

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my goal for manifestation is to be able to manifest solely based on the fact that i am source and nothing more.

at the end of the day methods are just there to help you and not the end all be all. we as humans experience something and try and dissect it, we’ve seen it done with manifestation, shifting, etc. but why can’t we just let it be what it is without having to treat it like it’s this magical thing. it is simple and doesn’t need to be complicated, as i find for myself that’s where all the problems rise

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how i finally manifested a job as someone who has never worked in my life

i’ve been searching for a part time job since the dead of time. every time i tried either i wasn’t old enough, nobody was hiring, or my application would get declined. so many applications. so i did what i do best.

write down what i wanted in one of my many journals,

'i have a low maintenance job, it’s part time and pays well'

then moved on and lived my life as usual.

i think in my case what was helpful was the fact that i am not currently dependent on a job to keep me going. i have enough for rent, bills, food, etc. so i was able to forget about it, and basically stay in the state of 'i have a job' because let’s be real, its exciting for the first few days and then its meh whatever.

but again you don’t need to have detachment, i think it just helps for me personally because i can embody that state of i already have it easier when i don’t have too many things on the line!!!!

then my older sister had called me asking if i wanted to work for a friend of hers company, as they needed new hires but he didn’t want to go through the effort of recruiting people. there u have it, someone’s laziness got me a job and it pays super well and it’s part time hehe. its also in film so i get to talk about all the new films that come out with everyone so thats fun!!

overall it was super simple, not rocket science. just assume, persist, and boom! don’t look, don’t try just let it find you

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we all are little gods, or carry god with us at all times. whichever floats your boat. you don’t doubt god, so why do you doubt yourself?

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im listening to fiona apple right now, while occasionally glancing out the window of my shared bedroom with my younger sister. it's my favorite weather, raining at night, cozy inside. today was a good day, me and my best friend watched obsession(weird ass movie im sorry i was terrified). then i came home and me and my brother collected a beautiful victorian sink i bought off facebook marketplace for £20. it's like it found me right at the perfect time, i've been wanting to renovate our family home for YEARS. i had been eyeing victorian sinks since before i knew what one was, and they were so expensive, then yesterday i decided to bite the bullet and just order all the materials to begin. I did a little scroll on fb marketplace and low and behold, a beautiful victorian sink for like 20 BUCKS HELLOOOO. we collected it, my dad said he'll get his friend to fit it for me. i am happy and greatful :)

i cant wait for everything to come to life!! i have been going to bed every night acting as if i have already done all the renovations because why sleep and reaffirm this

this is like my hyperfixation for the past 3 years, i could talk about this for hours!!!