Hearing Chesters voice is the best feeling ever but it hurts at the same time. The sound of suffering through his screaming and singing shows in how much pain he was. Lately I have been feeling the same way, suffering from everything and just wanting to give up. My head is so confusing wether I find myself stuck into a maze or when I feel numb. I can't seem to find myself back after I lost myself, I'm a enemy towards myself. I am afraid of my own thoughts and actions, I am so tired of myself and everyone. The thought of leaving this place and finding peace sound so comforting. Even though I feel like this I'll always try my best to find myself back, I'll be fine. Wether I do it with people or without, Linkin park always has my back.