I'm so scared of having to wake up every day for the rest of my life without serving in the military. Every day I wake up and hope more than anything that I can enlist before it's too late. So many people I grew up with who don't deserve this chance get it and I can't help but be furious. I would be the best soldier out there but these guys who wouldn't even protect their own classmate from getting jumped get the honor of protecting this county. It's fucked.




















