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I am now 203 days into my 24th year of life, and so far every single one has been miserable to some capacity. I'm starting to think I should just keep it going for the other 162.

#I am completely miserable #I am broken #I am fucked

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when your anxiety is constant but you do a really good job of pretending it’s not there

It'd be cool if someone wanted to hang out with me for once Like, if someone could just hit me up and be like hey let's hang out Instead of me scavenging for something to do every fucking night

Have you ever had withdrawals from a person?

Someone who is literally everything to you? Someone you love so much that even you still aren’t sure if it’s actually possible to love that much? Someone who’s so perfect for you that you’ve become addicted to them?

They’re a bit different from your typical, run-of-the-mill drug withdrawals. They last a great deal longer, and you don’t have the luxury of getting to relapse when you finally can’t take the pain anymore. You can’t just go buy another gram of someone.

You can’t eat, you can’t sleep, you pace for hours on end, you can’t think about anything but that person. Everywhere you go, everything you do, they’re always there in your head. In your memories. And when those few precious hours of sleep do finally come, they’re waiting for you in your dreams.

The hardest part of it all is the constant pain in your chest. The crushing, burning emptiness of a broken heart. I’d gladly take drug withdrawals over this hellish misery any day.