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Also love the Chief talking about being tired in season 2 lol

#this man been done and tired for a loooooong time lmao #thoughts #grey’s anatomy

okay but why did addison throw the rings away acting like she was fucking rose from titanic lol

#grey's anatomy #also allllll the drama with burke’s tremor right after the whole denny thing and mer’s mother and #that was some quality drama lol #thoughts

greys anatomy was wild putting out that denny duquette storyline in their second season

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#this must be ages ago but i mean #lets go i guess

i love (hate) how much niall loves golf hahaha he’s so cute with it but also baby whyyyy

#in other news i am watching the truman show and the actual breaks are such a fuckup in the brain hahaha its weird #thoughts

Idk how greys does it but that show is still able to tear me up every single episode

#thoughts

Guess who’s turning 29 tomorrow

cant believe im almost 30???? I could always kinda imagine myself in my twenties when i was younger, but thirties?? It feels insane lmao

anyways still got another year in my twenties to enjoy!!

#and we’ll see what the 30s bring in a year lmao #thoughts #can yall believe i started this blog at like 13 or 14????#crazy

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so true

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Official Wednesday post

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It's Tuesday

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Happy "Not Only Is It Not Friday, It's Not Even Thursday, Official Wednesday, It's Tuesday" Monday, everyone

i am just now realizing how fucking big the direction was and how much of a big deal that was and how crazy that mustve been for them??

#Like when i was living it it felt so normal???#like that was just how things were #and they were always just ~the boys~ you know #like so down to earth #looking back now i realize how fucking huge they were and fucking crazy that was #thoughts

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NEVER LET YOURSELF BE STOPPED BY WHAT IT WOULD HAVE BEEN LIKE IF YOU STARTED EARLIER!!!!! THE ONLY TIME WE HAVE IS NOW

#me finally living my life #!!!!!!

um not to be a nerd but can jake peralta be my boyfriend???

#he’s hella goofy yet smart and he communicates and takes care of amy like #thats all i want tbh #also i guess im kinds back sometimes now lol #thoughts

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found this screenshot in my drafts from 2012 :')

#the fact that i remember these is crazy #still struggling with accepting that things are forever different now man..

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I WISH THINGS HAD TURNED OUT DIFFERENTLY!!!!!!!!! goes to the supermarket

its 4.24 am… scrolling tumblr isnt that comforting anymore, and watching old content feels like pretending nothings happened. Im scared i closes myself off for it because it took me off guard how much it hurt.. and i dont really know what to do now to bring comfort.

i do also have to sleep as my alarm will go off in like 3.5 hours and i have a long day ahead of me. what a mess and how weird and sad is everything.

not me being fine the whole day and then right before bed im sad again…

#its like if i dont have to do anything i just find myself consuming all the old content from when i was a fan #and then eventually it hits all over again that he’s literally gone and the whole crying starts again

Also the longer im “back” and the more i learn about how he was treated by some “fans” ?????? the more i remember that was also one of the if not the main reason i left the diehard fandom. like definitely not all of it but there was so much toxicity. I think around then it was the whole larry thing. idk man its fucked up and a lot of people ard going like “its the industry” but i also feel like ~we~ or part of the fandom has some responsibility in how effed up some things got.

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