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Hey this Account isn't active anymore, my active accounts are @m00n-mutt and @m00n-mutt-ocs

Follow me there if you're interested, I yap and draw a lot relating to Cyberpunk,fallout and dragon age 0n the first mentioned account, on the second its (as the name says) about my original characters.

I'm planning on doing more markiplier related stuff again,so yeah.

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TWD/MCU AU!

The Walking Dead/Markiplier Cinematic Universe

I'm currently working on the LOREEEE

I swear it's cool please 🐻 with me

THE CAPTAIN

WILLIAM J. BARNUM

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Ola may thee great Skull of red write a Mike×Male reader where Reader is an old friend of Mike's and visits him at his house?Like reader and Mike were best friends but reader moved away at 16.Reader hopes that Mike remembers him and he dies and he is smitten by him and always was.Wants to deny it but after seeing that reader Is good with kids Aka. ABBY Mike is just really goofy and awkward but like super in love if that makes sense.

Back Home

Mike Schmidt x male!reader Request

Word Count:1.2k

Warnings:literally nothing at all, it's all sweet, only thing is slight movie spoilers, but not really

Summary: After moving back into town for your new Job at the Police Department, you realize that you now live next door to your childhood best friend…Mike Schmidt…

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You didn’t exactly know what you were doing. Why you were here or what you were hoping to achieve. All you knew was that you had to try. You just had to. You couldn’t just move into the apartment next to your childhood best friend and not say hello.

So, here you were. Standing in front of his door, theoretically ready to knock, but not really. Your mind was racing and for a second, you thought about just going back Home and trying to avoid Mike for the rest of your life.

But that idea was quickly discarded again and with one last deep breath in, you finally raised your hand and knocked on the door a few times.

When nothing happened for a hot minute, you were ready to retreat from his doorstep without a second thought, but against all odds, the door opened after all. But what you saw in front of you, was not what you expected at all. It wasn’t Mike, nor his parents or a friend or anyone.

It was a little Girl.

And she looked at you with curiosity in her eyes. Her gaze wandered over your entire figure a few times, before she finally decided to say something:”Who are you?”

“Ehm..I’m Y/N, Y/N L/N. I moved in next door.”, you explained with confusion written all over your face.

“Oh I saw you last week, when You arrived.”, the little Girl smiled at you gently,”I’m Abby, Abby Schmidt.”

Your eyes widened, upon hearing her last name. Schmidt? So you were at the right house after all? But where was Mike and where were his parents? Was this his little sister? You were honestly surprised that his Parents managed to have another Kid after everything that happened with Garret. Of course, you had tried to help Mike through that tough time, but after your Parents decided to move away when You were 16, you and Mike slowly lost contact until you had no idea anymore what was happening in his life.

And here you were again. Standing on his doorstep with furrowed brows, while his little sister opened the door for you.

“Uh, is Mike home?”, You asked gingerly,”Him and I were friends when we were kids.”

“I think he talked about you before…”, Abby mentioned casually, while she bid you inside. You quickly recognized that their apartment had the same layout as yours. A small living room that was connected with the kitchen and a hallway that led to the bathroom and two bedrooms.

You were slightly startled, as Abby suddenly called out for her brother, before she retreated back to the sofa to draw and watch TV. You looked after her for a second, until your attention was caught by a very sleepy looking Mike who stumbled down the hallway.

"Abby?", he mumbled, rubbing his eyes. Only now he saw you standing in the middle of the Living room, looking at him with wide eyes.

"Mike?", you stuttered, still not sure if this was such a smart idea.

Mike rubbed his eyes once more, before walking over to you:"Y/N? Is that you?"

Startled by the fact that he even recognized you, you opened your mouth to say something but nothing came out.

Luckily, Mike didn't even notice and just kept asking you questions:"How long has it been? What are you doing here?"

You looked to the ground for a second, finally finding your voice again:"I moved back into town because of my new job and realized that you and your sister live next door."

You tried to convey it all as calm as possible, but you feared that Mike would notice, that your hands were slightly shaking and that you could barely look at him.

" Oh ehm, wow. That's nice to hear. ", Mike muttered and pulled you out of your thoughts, "Do you… Do you want a cup of Coffee maybe? And catch up?"

You were honestly surprised that he welcomed you back into his life so easily. You hadn't seen each other in years and then you suddenly stand in his living room and now he's asking you if you want coffee.

" Sure. ", you answered with a smile and followed him to the kitchen.

"Please tell me if I am overstepping, but are your parents…?", you carefully asked, as the two of you sat down at the small table.

Mike only nodded, running a hand through his hair. Only now, you noticed how tired he actually looked. There were dark circles under his eyes and he looked as pale as a ghost.

" I'm sorry, Mike.", you mumbled after his short silence.

And then you did something, neither of you expected. You reached forward and put your hand on top of his, squeezing it gently.

You felt heat rising to your cheeks, as Mike returned the gesture with a lazy smile.

" Thank you", he said, before slowly pulling his hand back. You quickly returned the smile, looking away for a second.

"You've already met Abby, I presume.", Mike questioned, after standing up again to pour the coffee.

"Yeah", you uttered, as he handed you a mug, "She's lovely."

The two of you gazed into the living room for a second, watching Abby happily draw with her crayons.

"So, you're back in town because of a new job?", Mike interrupted the small silence while sipping on his coffee.

You nodded at him:"Uh yeah. I work at the Police Department. They already assigned me a new partner, can you believe it? But she's supposed to be a nice person."

Mike furrowed his brows at your statement:"Her name wouldn't be Vanessa, would it?"

Now it was your turn to look at him in confusion

:"You know Vanessa?"

"Yeah, I met her the other night. I work as a security guard at that old Pizza Plex and she came over to see how I was doing", Mike quickly explained. And now it made sense to you. Some guys at the Police Department had already told you about the creepy old Pizza Plex…and about the fact that the Security Guards often didn't make it very long…

"Well, maybe we'll see each other sometime then.", you joked a little awkwardly.

"Yeah", Mike agreed, a little smile forming on his face, "That'd be Nice. Hey, do you perhaps have time to meet up to… You know, really catch up?"

You were a bit taken aback by his question, but not in a bad way:"Yeah sure."

Mike gave you a tired grin, probably not realizing how over the place his hair was. You couldn't suppress a little chuckle, as you looked at him.

"What!? Is there something on my face?", Mike quickly asked, making a dumb face at you. Now, you fully had to laugh at him.

Oh, you had missed your best friend. And you were glad to see him again.

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👤yo bro bestie my main man,how bout a William Afton/gn reader where Reader is at Aftons office to get a job and Willy Billy is just messing with them and they're really shy and just get embarrassed super easily.Afton offers them coffee and they take it even tho they don't like coffee.Reader isn't at his office for the first time.Like in THE MOVIE where Mike is at his office.Could you do som with that scene and a silly reader because I need it.(Mathew Lillard Afton if you didn't get what I was getting at because I'm rambling)

Career Counseling

William Afton x gn!reader Request Word count:1.2k Warnings:angstyyyyyyyy, but not overly angsty, my friend William here is just teasing you, he ain’t biting, Movie spoilers obviously Summary: After failing at the last job he assigned to you, you find yourself back at the office of your career counselor…Steve Raglan

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You were back at his office. The last place where you wanted to be. Or did you? You weren’t entirely sure of what you wanted. After all, you weren’t even able to hold onto a job for more than a few months. 

So, here you were again. Back on the creaky old chair in front of his even older wooden desk with the small name tag on it, that seemed to constantly remind you of your failure. Why else would someone spend so much time at a career counselors office? Surely, there wouldn't be another reason.

Your eyes were following his every movement, as he looked through your papers again, his back turned to you. He adjusted his glasses every now and then, until he finally turned on his chair, facing you again. You quickly straightened your back, your hands slightly squeezing the armrests of the chair. Mr Raglan gave you a small smile, before taking a look at your papers again.

You felt your heartbeat pick up, as his eyes wandered over the last page: the report of your last job. A job he had picked out personally and just for you. And you had messed it up. It was the easiest task really. All you had to do was stand guard at an office. But you managed to fall asleep during work, giving some stupid punks the chance to break in and steal anything and everything of value.

“You havin’ trouble sleeping?”

His question caught you off guard. You looked back up at his face, but he was still eying the Papers.

“Well, I-I kinda always had them, so…”, you stammered, fumbling with your hands and looking back to the ground.

“Honestly, I feel like you aren’t even trying.”, he only smiled and dropped the papers to his desk. He neatly folded his hands and looked at you expectantly. 

When you didn’t say anything, he continued to elaborate:”You are back at my office for the..what is it now, third time? I give you the easiest jobs and yet, here we are again.”

It took you a few seconds to fully process what he had said and when you finally did, you knew that he was right. He really did give you the easiest jobs known to man. Jobs with literally only one task...and you failed at them.

“Coffee?”

His question successfully caught you off guard again and you gazed up at him with a confused expression on your face:”Sorry?”

“Uh, would you, would you like some…some coffee. I made some coffee.”, he asked again, getting up in the process and walking over to the small table behind you.

You only looked after him for a second, before finally answering:”Uhm eh no, I mean sure. Sure, I would like some.”

With a smile, Mr Raglan handed you a steaming mug of coffee and quietly sat back down behind his desk.

You had no idea why you said yes. You hated coffee. It was part of your sleeping problem and yet, here you were, sitting in front of your career counselor with a steaming mug of black coffee in your hands. You just tried to ignore it and took an experimental sip. And immediately you remembered why you hated coffee. The taste and smell triggered something inside you, that made you want to spit the coffee back into the mug. But as Raglan looked at you again, you gave him a reassuring smile and quickly swallowed the coffee, before putting the mug down in front of you, on his desk.

“So, I have to be brutally honest with you here, Y/N.”, Mr Raglan continued after a few seconds of silence,”Given your track record, your options are now severely more limited than they were the last two times that you were here.”

“I know, I know.”, you nodded,”Like I said before, I’ll take anything, anything that you got for me.”

“You know, it’s not that easy.”, Raglan smiled and took a sip of his coffee, all the while still looking at you. All you could do was nod, feeling incredibly small under his watchful gaze.

“I…I know I messed up big time, b-but I promise you, this time, it’s gonna work out. It has to. I got nowhere else to go.”, you explained with a shaky voice, not even daring to look at him.

With a smile, he only looked at you for another minute. Right, as you were about to get up to leave, he ushered you back in.

“I got a job for you.”, he explained,”Come on. Sit sit sit sit sit.”

You looked at him slightly confused. Mere minutes ago, he had told you that you were out of options and now he was making you a job offer?

“Okay ehm, what is it?”, you asked, after you sat back down. Raglan leaned forward on his desk and you quickly did the same in order to listen to him attentively.

“It´s a security gig.”, he proposed,”Similar to the last one you had. Full disclosure: it’s not great. Right? High turnover, that’s what we call it in the business, but you get to be your own boss. Sort of. And you only have to worry about one thing. Keeping people out. And-and you know, keep the place tidy.”

“That’s two things”, you assessed with furrowed brows. Was he really going to give you another job as a security guard? When you had failed so miserably at the last one?

Raglan could only shrug at your remark:”You want the job or not?”

You thought about it for a few seconds, while he looked at you expectantly.

“How’s the pay?”, you questioned further.

Raglan answered faster than you thought:”Not great. But…the hours are worst.”

He did say, the job wasn’t great, but this lousy? You decided to ask further:”When exactly?”

“I take it then, that you want the Job?”, Raglan answered with a counter question instead. You nodded, motioning for him to continue.

“Let me give you a little backstory then.”, he smiled,”This place was huge in the ‘80s with the kids. It’s been shut down for years. The only reason they haven’t given it the old wrecking ball treatment, is the owner’s a bit of a…Well, he’s kind of a sentimental guy, I guess. Just can’t bring himself to let it go yet.”, 

He gave you a small chuckle, while looking to the ground like he was lost in his memories,”Yeah…Had some trouble with break-ins over the years. Drunks and vagrants mostly. Not ideal. Security system’s dated but fully functional. Floodlights on the outside. Cameras inside and outside. Fair warning: the electricity is a bit…iffy. Anything happens, there is a breaker in the main office. Just flip it. Uh, I guess, that’s about it. You know, the rest is pretty easy. Just keep your eyes on the monitors and keep people out. Piece of cake.”

After he finished his explanation, the two of you sat in silence for a minute, while you thought the whole thing over. On the surface, the job did seem fairly easy. Just like he said. But you couldn’t help yourself, feeling a bit…suspicious of it. Why had he only told you about it now? He could’ve told you the last two times you were at his office. Why now?

“So, what do you think?”

For a third and final time, his question pulled you out of your thoughts. Raglan looked at you with anticipation. Thinking about it one last time, you finally made your decision.

“When can I start?”

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Real piece of cake OACUSUSIDKSWKFIDISIF

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Henry Emily and William Afton

Henry Emily

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William Afton but like in my style

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@markiplier

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Silly guy

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The left one is the old one and the other is the new one.I like the new one a bit better

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Hello chase

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I re-drew this

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Currently having tsp brainrot

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Don't be sorry

Eric Derekson x male reader

TW: none that I'm aware of besides maybe bad writing

Fluff and a bit angst

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"Erik all I'm saying is that we don't HAVE to go,I know how you feel about these things,I can just call my mother and tell her we won't make it today and that I'll call back and choose another day",Y/n tried to explain this to his boyfriend for the 100th time by now,he tried his best not to seem frustrated.Erik glanced at his significant other for a second,"No no no we uh-..I'm fine we can go,really I'm-",the anxious man cut himself of after he saw the unphased face of the man he loved.

Y/n sighed heavily,"Hon I know you're not feeling well today and that's okay,I'm not mad or something-",he tried to assure him but got interrupted by the other.

"I'm fine!",Erik blurted out louder than intended,"R-really I'm ok",he added with a shaky voice.

At this point Y/n just rubbed his face trying to think of a way to reply,he is aware that Eric has been acting more stressed and anxious than normally,he also knows that this is because of his stupid father.

While Y/n was not looking at him Erik grew more anxious by the second.His boyfriend isn't going to break up right?He wouldn't...right?Well his father did tell him that nobody would ever really love him because he makes so many mistakes,that he is such a disgrace to the family and that Y/n only puts up with him out of pity.

Of course that wasn't true..but what if?Erik thought,silently freaking out.

The other looked at him again about to say something while lifting his hand apruptly.

This action made Erik flinch and they both froze for a moment.

With wide eyes,Erik took a small step back,"Oh I'm- I uh- I'm sorry I didn't-..I was-",He stuttered,looking everywhere but at him.

Y/n put both his hands up slowly,"Jeez I'm.. you don't have to be sorry,I was not about to hit you Erik I would never-",he got interrupted once again."Sorry!I'm so sorry it's just reflex I swear!I-I didn't think you-",Erik got cut off by a hug,It startled him and it took him a few seconds to hug back."Don't be sorry Erik,just don't be ok",Y/n mumbled,giving him a kiss on the cheek.

Erik felt like crying and he did end up crying,hugging his lover tighter than before.

After a while they let go and sat down on the couch cuddling.A few minutes pass by and Y/n decided to break the silence,"I'll call my mom up and tell her we can't come cause you're sick and I'm busy, that I'll call her back when you're better again and when I'm free,ok?"suggested.

Erik nodded,"thank you."

"It's no big deal really,you can tell me when you're overloaded you know?I won't judge you,i love you,all of you",Y/n told him.

"I love you too",Erik replied quietly still with tears in his eyes.

He's thankful to have someone so understanding and caring in his life,even though he still doesn't know if he really deserved such kindness.

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Echo

head engineer!Mark × Captain(gn)

TW:death of character,angst,stabby stab but no mention of blood nor other graphic descriptions of the wound,bad writing

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Mark was trying to fix the warp core for who knows how long, several years must have passed by now.He didn't know how he survived this long without food and water,he just did.The engineer felt like he was going insane and it's all the captains fault,he couldn't remember why..but he just knew it must've been their fault,they're the reason why he is so miserable.Mark felt betrayed,he once looked up to his captain,even considered them a friend and maybe more with time.

When he thinks about them now all he sees is anger. It makes him feel like a fool that he thought that the captain was a good and caring person.They couldn't be anything less other than a monster after everything right?It's their fault.He hated them.He hated himself for once loving and trusting them.

He froze when he heard a noise he took notice of many times before,Mark slowly got up and turned around.

In front of him stood the captain,they looked beaten up and tired.Mark didn't care,not anymore. At least he thought he didn't.

He snatched the crystal from the captains palm just to get 'saved' by them, destroying the warp core,taking the last chance he had to save the universe and the ship away.He could've made things right,now it was too late.

The head-engineer yelled at them,told them to leave him alone.That they've done enough,that he hates them and wishes they would just explode and die for good.The captain didn't say anything,they never really did.The silence of the captain never bothered Mark but right now it just made him even more angry.The man turned around,rubbing his face,trying to collect himself.

The Captain slowly approached him and put a hand on his shoulder,the other yanked around and pushed them away.He  yelled at them again,on how they have no right to 'explain themselves' or 'try to make it right'.They tried again and again but Mark was losing it.

He picked up a sharp piece of metal that was lying beside the console,approaching the captain.They tried to back away and  calm him down again,but it was no use though.

The engineer was blinded by rage and pushed the other again,Mark held onto them, not realising that the piece of metal that he held in his other hand was now halfway sticking in the captains lower chest. As he proceeded to blame them,they themselves were in shock and held onto Mark.The man looked down to what he had done and let go of them apruptly.They slid down the wall and gripped the metal that was now a part of them.

Mark took the the scene in front of him in and felt physically ill.He didn't speak,didn't move,he couldn't think straight.

He felt the ship shaking,they both were about to die.

It didn't take him long to also realise that it wasn't the captains fault at all,HE designed the ship,HE built the warp core. It was his fault.

Now he wouldn't just have to die with knowing he killed the captain but also with the knowledge of how he caused all the pain and loss.Every universe he jumped through died because of him.He is the monster.

The Captain was shuffling around on the ground,trying their best to stop the bleeding,Mark snapped out of it and moved quickly over to them.They flinched and tried to move away.

The engineer apologised in tears,pleaded with them for forgiveness.He loved them at one point and he thinks he still does somehow.He felt absolutely awful.

After all the things he did,the Captain chose to forgive him,told him he couldn't have known and that it's ok.

Mark was frustrated.

How can they possibly be THIS understanding after he literally STABBED them,they are bleeding out right in front of him and they say 'its ok???'.

He tried to tell them that it's not okay and that everything,including their death, is his fault.

The Captain just patted the ground beside them,telling Mark to sit beside them and he cautiously did.

They didn't say anything more and just reached out for his hand,he took theirs and leaned onto them still in tears.

Mark didnt deserve this,he knew he didn't.

But both of their lives are about to end so it didn't matter anyways.He knows he deserved to die but the captain didn't.He wishes he could save them,give them the life they deserved.Now it's too late.

The ship exploded and ripped into pieces.

All the people,all the lives,all the memories that once were,were gone.

Everything was only an echo of what once was and could've been.

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[Ralph's inspired by a post from @holdlikehamberger ]

Ralph and my Oc

My OCs name is Eli and he's a deviant.

Slay ig