just another l0ner

21yo. I have this blog for my wenting if you don't like it just block #edmentioned

[l0neriguess18]

So I made this blog for showing some memes about ed and probably about writing my frustrations... been t3rminated before please if you find my page not to your liking just block me don't report I do not condone anything of what I'm doing I just want space for writing my feelings and thoughts and if you perhaps feel the same feel free to message me or comment

Thanks 😄

[anaslittleslut-deactivated20230]

Guys look at this workout!

Saw someone on the blue bird app saying they burned 360 calories with it!! And the best part: it has NO jumping so you can easily do it in secret (bc I know I’m not the only one who is embarassed of working out in my room :p)

[disaster-in-glitter-deactivated]

Wanted to binge but didn't 🫡 niway here's some recipes from edtwt. Hate that place but the recipes are good

(Sorry for the crappy screenshots)

[starvingalone]

low cal brownies :D

43 cals per brownie

Ingredients:

- 2 large egg whites (34)

- 3 1/2 tablespoons of sugar (168)

- 3 tablespoons cocoa powder (36)

- 1 teaspoon vanilla (12)

- 2 teaspoon baking powder (4)

method:

- Preheat oven to 200 degrees

- mix all ingredients together

- pour into pan

- place in oven for 10 mins

- cut into 6 peices once done

[squishie-squid]

🍕🍕🍕

[yogisdoitbetter]

Under 150 kcal whole-food, vegan recipes ❤️ SO MUCH FLAVOR! 🌿 no sweets

Vegan Mushroom Stroganoff (120 kcal)

Root Vegetable Salad with Sweet Potato Crunchies (79 kcal)

Slow Cooker Sweet Potato and Kale Soup (130 kcal)

Christmas Spiced Red Cabbage (use vegan butter/oil) (79 kcal)

Charred Onion and Tomato Salad (81 kcal)

Baked Apple Chips (32 kcal)

Chimichurri Sauce, Oil-Free (I would put over large portabella cap for ~+20 kcal) (8 kcal)

Baked Zucchini Tater Tots (104 kcal)

Air Fryer Beet Chips, Oil-Free (49 kcal)

Spicy Cauliflower Cheese Sauce (44 kcal)

Spicy Vegan Salami (111 kcal)

Smashed Salt & Vinegar Potatoes (must omit oil, will cook fine I promise) (148 kcal)

Candied "bacon" pecans (107 kcal)

Pumpkin Spice Hummus (103 kcal)

Air Fryer Pineapple (90 kcal)

Avocado Green Goddess Dressing, Oil-Free (66 kcal)

Vegan Coleslaw (140 kcal)

Cranberry Risotto Stuffed Mushrooms (40 kcal)

Cauliflower Buffalo Wings (118 kcal)

Polenta Pizza Crust (167 kcal ugh)

Cranberry Broccoli Salad with Poppy Seed Dressing (omit chickpeas) (227 kcal >:( but I have to try this sometime)

[a-very-merry-bitchmas]

I FOUND SOMETHING

INCREDIBLE

Ok so for all you other anas out there who want their pelvic bones to stick out, try this. Lay down flat on your back and tuck your legs underneath you for as long as you can. Doing this every night in bed has done SO much good. My pelvic bones stick out even when they normally wouldn't. There's also a little dip in my stomach now even if I maintain or gain a bit of weight.

[tinywristhinwaist]

ALRIGHT heres my low cal pizza recipe once again

LOW CAL PIZZA- 155 cal for the whole thing!! (each slice is 19 cal)

Ingredients:

low cal tortilla (45 cal)

low cal cheese (40 cal)

whatever toppings u want (pictured is chicken (60 cal)

low cal red sauce (like 10 cal i just use a spoon and scoop a spoonful and a half!)

your favorite seasonings: i use oregano, parsley, onion powder, garlic powder, salt, and pepper.

Instructions:

Preheat oven to 400 and prepare baking sheet.

Spray baking sheet w/ low cal cooking spray/ butter (i use 0 cal avocado spray) around the area your tortilla will lay. set down your tortilla and spray a little bit around the sides of the tortilla as well.

Place the baking sheet with the tortilla in the oven for 3 mins/ until the sides start lifting. 3 mins is usually enough!

Pull the baking sheet out and FLIP THE TORTILLA OVER (this is important) then start adding all your toppings and seasonings.

Put your dressed tortilla back into the oven for another 8-10 mins or until the cheese is melted.

Pull it out and cut it into 8 slices and BOOM there u go! You now have a full pizza thats the same amount of calories as ONE SLICE of regular pizza. and you cant even tell the difference 😛

its sososo yummy and i can eat a few slices and save some for the next day! so many topping options that can increase/decrease the amount of cals! i put some pics of the slices to get a better ID of the size! let me know if u make it!! 🤍🍄 x

[l0neriguess18]

So for a week I've been doing super good at least for my standards.

I have been going to all of my classes I have ate under my calorie limit and I only had one big breakdown with SH so yes amazing but gosh today I'm just so f*cking hungry like if I could I would eat the whole day without break. And even though I have been eating under my calorie limit I feel like my weight didn't change and if I am right, I will definitely have another breakdown... so yes... I don't know what to do with myself

[l0neriguess18]

Today is the first time (well if we don't count the time I was a child in elementary school) that I have seen my weight start with 5 and I'm really excited 😊

[luckysluvs]

-ˋˏ ༻ED Hair Care༺ ˎˊ-

✿ hey luvlies! ✿

if you’re like me and have an eating disorder that causes you to not get enough nutrients for it to be healthy for your hair, you know it can be really stressful to witness it become damaged or fall out. Considering a part of ED’s are often being obsessive of appearance (i am very guilty of this lol) it can lead down bad paths of more stress. Here i am going to list the ways i practice ana harm reduction to keep my hair as good as i can <3

if you are in recovery i am so proud of you and you are amazing, please know this (along with the rest of my blogs content) can be triggering so if you need to scroll or leave now, no judgement, you’ve gotta care for you!

DISCLAIMER: I will just say the things listed below the cut are just my person experiences and what i’ve learned, i am not a trained professional nor do i have plans to become one. also disclaimer i am white and have naturally stick straight hair, if you have curls or a different hair texture it may be different for you! 

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[l0neriguess18]

It's tormenting me,

My own reflection in the mirror.

The moment I see it,

It's as if it became much clearer.

The fear I have of living,

The fear I have of dying

Yet I'm still here

Tormented by my own skin

Tortured by my own thoughts

Terrified by everything that has been happening around me

And I keep suffering alone

[stay-close]

“It’s sad when you realize you aren’t as important to someone as you thought you were.”

— Unknown

[l0neriguess18]

So right now I feel so shitty and it would take me too long to just say everything that is on my mind but the one I love and is telling me all the time that they love me too has hurt me so badly and yet I feel like it's my own fault for feeling hurt because I was just expecting too much I guess... and after they said what they said I just feel like everything they said prior to it is just empty words

[l0neriguess18]

So today I turned 21 and I wanna know... is it a big deal when people forget? I mean significant other? Cuz sure I don't remember all of my friends birthdays even some of my family members but we were even talking about my birthday and how sad he is that we can't be together on that day because of my uni and well I feel like he wouldn't remember if I didn't hint at it