I kind of understand that im only 24, but at the same time its like..damn, i am already 24! It looks pointless to learn new language, seems to have no point in trying to succeed in any sphere, cus i maybe may achieve something in like 30(I haven’t done shit in my life) and it seems like too old to just stand on my feet and proof my worth, acting all childish in victory of finally making my dreams come true
Idc
Im sorry if i offended anyone (about age) but these thoughts of no wasted time returning is eating me alive
Maybe its because of the language that I chose. Japanese is associated with cute young girls, fun time, and all that stupid anime high pitched voice. I want to live through this “era” but ill be too old to it being appropriate
I see all those non japanese youtubers or tiktokers that recommend books or native influencers, and thay speak perfectly, and they all look like 18 max, they look cute im fascinated. Its like the coolest perk in high school, but not a factory worker
