#kinda depressing

[blackpoppy0]

I wish it let me go.

[biking-vampire-witch]

I kind of understand that im only 24, but at the same time its like..damn, i am already 24! It looks pointless to learn new language, seems to have no point in trying to succeed in any sphere, cus i maybe may achieve something in like 30(I haven’t done shit in my life) and it seems like too old to just stand on my feet and proof my worth, acting all childish in victory of finally making my dreams come true

Idc

Im sorry if i offended anyone (about age) but these thoughts of no wasted time returning is eating me alive

Maybe its because of the language that I chose. Japanese is associated with cute young girls, fun time, and all that stupid anime high pitched voice. I want to live through this “era” but ill be too old to it being appropriate

I see all those non japanese youtubers or tiktokers that recommend books or native influencers, and thay speak perfectly, and they all look like 18 max, they look cute im fascinated. Its like the coolest perk in high school, but not a factory worker

[slowlydecaying111]

fuck my life everyone is against me

[thatbtchmaddy]

how to stop being sad all the fuckin time

[alicecullensleftdimple]

Why is everyone in my life such a sellout? It genuinely feels like I have no one in my corner. It's so disturbing and disappointing and putting me in a negative headspace.

[erasmiling]

Well…who would have thought? I’m still alive.

Do I want to? Not really. But the fact that I haven’t done it must mean something, right?

[itsukiysstuff]

i just hate everything and everyone i want to disappear

[linneepinnee]

Sometimes I get so caught up in doing other things that I forget that I'm depressed and then when I'm not doing other things it hits me like a truck and I get even more depressed cuz I made myself believe it was over