g

[la---llorona]

but dont listen to me 

im not good at talking about me

[la---llorona]

and what if i told you

that the space 

i asked for

only made me realize how much more i love you

that the space we feared would break us

only showed me how much i love you

how everything once processed seems so minimal 

to not havin u 

[la---llorona]

love me harder

[la---llorona]

Hi you. It’s been awhile.

[la---llorona]

I’m not that girl anymore I’d hope so I don’t want to be insecure anymore It requires me to live with fear and no trust No love A part of me Is still curious about getting to know u I want to see u

[la---llorona]

Cum for me

[la---llorona]

I'm down to do it again, I'm on a roll I've seen him outside tryna reach her You tryna leave him, you said I'm the reason Tell me lies, ooh girl, tell me lies Say you're mine, I'm yours for the night I'm the realest, she said I'm the realest Head be genius, dick game be the meanest

[la---llorona]

don’t look him up gurl

i will fight u 

respect

[la---llorona]

someone said i got tired because he didn’t propose to me

i was gonna say nah but then-

i was feeling like it was kinda true????????

it’s a weird mix

but i guess i wanted to start seeing bigger changes that would make our forever alot easier for both of us 

who knows 

[la---llorona]

i visit a safe space inside my heart. in a small corner of light. thats where we exist now

hi 

i miss you

i miss knowing about you

listening to you

spending time with you

i miss your presence

it’s really frightening to feel our connection die

the world feels like it grows under my feet

tarot said that this space is beneficial for us

somewhere along the breakup

i knew it was necessary 

i try to remember why i did it

right now all i can say is that i felt like you felt comfortable  with me but you have so many things to do and figure out and need alot of energy for that

i would only bring more stress because i also am dealing with alot rn 

i want you to be okay 

and i miss you 

call me when you’re okay

or when you’re not

be smart enough to figure it out

invest your energy on people who love you’

place your boundries 

[la---llorona]

putting in energy to put space between us

so you  can heal

so i can heal 

one day we’ll be back and it’ll be okay 

[la---llorona]

thinking about you

[la---llorona]

I’m at the part of the breakup where it gets really overwhelming not having your best friend to talk to when you’re so happy. Wanting to be able to share that and not being able to...

[la---llorona]

i’m haunted in this place

the love i once knew radiates like the light of ur projector once did my room

spending weekends laying on a mattress enjoying our bodies and movies 

i remember when we existed

[the-sapphic-moon]

Me, an awkward wlw, asking out another awkward wlw: so we should go out, sometime.

Her: oh, like a date?

Me: uh, no. Unless you want it to be?

Her: yeah sure, unless you don't want it to be

Me: so you..want it to be?

Her:....

Her: nooo?

Me: I don't mind, a date sounds nice. Not that this is a date or anything!

Her: pff, of course not. We're just gonna hang out...on a specific date

Me: ya..a specific date :)

Her: a date :)

[la---llorona]

There’s this co worker who’s always remarking my brilliance. With full chest and no hesitance did he say that I was smart every time I shared my ideas. I didn’t really care much until i started to like the sound of it. The different ways he’s said it.

[la---llorona]

maybe if i had just slapped you across the face when you told me

i would have been over it by now

just let it all out 

how upset i was

but i couldnt

it would only hurt me

when i was thinking of lifting my arm

it hurt because i also felt how much i didnt want to do it

because i love you

and i didnt wanna hurt u 

but u hurt me