Heart in The Cloudz

I love flying high up in the cloudz... It's in the safety of the highest most beautiful cloudz that my wings open fully to the sky. The purity of the cloudz bathing each feather with loving light. Purifying my wings of all the saddness negativity, evil, filth and dark energies. Every darkness trying in vain to turn my precious wings into the darkest evil deep burnt coal feathers of my sacred wings Flying only amongst the dragons who know my worth. I hold my worth tight against my chest. Easing my grip only for the dragons who show me eternal respect. Chasing the Dragon is a risky game to play. Many are pawns left empty & broken. I'm comforted knowing my worth keeps me from spinning from cloud to cloud taking chances like a pawn. Attraction, chemistry & trust are keys to having a mental, physical & spiritual connection with another soul... My soul asks only to gift me to lift me high up onto the cloudz.... So I may finally get my wings. Only then will I be strong enough to rise above the darkness I’m drowning in...

[resqectable]

“You will search for me in another person, I promise.”

— Unknown

[thepersonalquotes]

[thoughtkick]

“The privilege of a lifetime is being who you are.”

— Joseph Campbell

[thoughtkick]

“It’s hard when you miss people. But, you know, if you miss them it means you were lucky. It means you had someone special in your life, someone worth missing.”

— Nathan Scott

[bootyglazer]

[thepersonalquotes]

““Sometimes we need someone to simply be there. Not to say anything but to let us know they’re on our side and that they care for us.” - Unknown”

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[thoughtkick]

“You realize that sometimes friends don’t need to be perfect, some are always there and that’s just more than enough.”

— Unknown

[what-iz-life]

Gaslighting is when they repeatedly trigger your nervous system and mental health, then blame you for how you react, yet never accept accountability, or discuss their disrespect.

[thepersonalquotes]

[ladiamond18]

Getting pretty close to that point...

[itsapros3xia]

I just want to crawl in bed with someone I care about and have my heart feel at home again and watch movies and talk about random stuff for hours

[ladiamond18]

That someone doesn't exist for me.

[thepersonalquotes]

““The truth is, some relationships are supposed to last forever, and some are only supposed to last a few days. That’s the way life is.” - Sophie Kinsella, Can You Keep a Secret?”

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[quotemadness]

“I learned the hard way that I cannot always count on others to respect my feelings - even if I respect theirs. Being a good person doesn’t guarantee that others will be good people. You only have control over yourself and how you choose to be as a person. As for others, you can only choose to accept them or walk away.”

— Unknown

[quotefeeling]

“You deserve someone who answers.”

— Unknown

[quotefeeling]

“I think you still love me, but we can’t escape the fact that I’m not enough for you. I knew this was going to happen. So I’m not blaming you for falling in love with another woman. I’m not angry, either. I should be, but I’m not. I just feel pain. A lot of pain. I thought I could imagine how much this would hurt, but I was wrong.”

— Haruki Murakami, South of the Border, West of the Sun

[thoughtkick]

“Actions always prove why words mean nothing.”

— Unknown

[quotefeeling]

“The person you will be in 5 years is based on the books you read and the people you surround yourself with today.”

— Unknown

[thoughtkick]

“Trauma permanently changes us. This is the frightening truth about betrayal. You never really get over it. At best, you grieve and make some kind of peace with it. But a major life disruption leaves a new normal behind. There’s no going back to who you were before.”

— Unknown