♱⋆♱ you can call me goth and this is my new account since n1ght4ngel [that had the blue aesthetic] got terminated, on this page i'll be focusing on simon ghost riley but i have other accounts on wattpad and archive of our own that has the other stories i used to upload on my previous page :) known as magenticsiren on other sites
im actually giggling while reading why they were trying to drag you for the ellie fic, they tried to say you wrote cnc...do they know what it means? plus they were both high, i would've understood if only one person was high but that wasnt the circumstance
Hey! How are you? What I love about you is that how you are so fierce and not afraid to put your opinions forward.🤍
This motivated me to openly share my opinion:
Maybe go out, touch some grass, hug your loved ones and stop Being such a hater!
I hope it wasn't hurtful since I learnt that from you that openly shaming someone= giving your opinions in a straightforward way since you are very much of an angry black woman. 💋
(1) it wasn’t hurtful, it was lame as hell so LMAO
(2) using my race as a punchline for your weakened ass ego isn’t a jab at anyone but your maturity bozo, i’d rather be an angry black woman than a weird white bitch with no backbone 🙏🏾🙁
(3) “openly sharing” and you’re on anon..not only are you slow but you’re also a pussy yikes
mlmxreader recommended me your blog and 10/10 I'm enjoying the text message screenshots, those are fun! But also damn why are you getting so much shit for yk, being a person with a functioning brain? Anyway, I've had a blast finding a blog with some COD content that feels safe in a way, have a good day!
why did i not realise i had asks? thank you, he's an amazing person. plus, a lot of the people in this fandom are sheep with shit on their butts so their opinions dont really matter, thank you!
Some people can just get out of bed and automatically do what they need to do to get the day started. And the same people seem to be the ones we see the most on our screens. "My Morning Routine", "My weekly regimen", "What I eat in a day", and "My Nightly Routine". These people are seemingly put together and perfect like their said routines. But here you are slouched on your undone bed, still in your pajamas, wearing makeup from the day before after waking up after 12 pm. You meaning me, lmao. ☆...
☆The struggle of routine is something we all face regardless of what social media persists to tell us. But I don't really want to talk about how "social media is fake" because that's not even fully true. Some people really do live like this and have very structured routines for their day to day lives, granted it's what pays their bills but that's still technically their routine. But I'm more concerned about talking about how DIFFICULT it is to keep a constant routine. Especially in this weird time we live in.
ミ★I'm a perfectionist. I hate when things don't go the way I want and I tend to want things one way or not at all. But life doesn't live by those rules. Life will throw whatever the hell it wants at you, whenever it feels like it. As an individual you have to learn to work around it all. For me it's an inconsistent work schedule, minor (or major) inconveniences, mood swings, and of course the main culprit is laziness/lack of discipline.
☆We've all done it. On a random day of the week you're up way too late reflecting on your life and what you're doing with it. You suddenly feel the hyperactive urge to fix everything about yourself. You want the perfect body before the summer. You want your hair to grow longer faster. You want to get all your life goals written down and planned out dow not the last minute. You want to post a 1 minute video everyday on TikTok at exactly 3 pm EST and post at least 4 pictures to your instagram every other day. So you open the notes app and make an extremely specific, unrealistic, and way too intense routine to follow everyday. You set reminders, add 30 new alarms to your phone, you fill your amazon cart with stuff you believe you'll defiantly use. And after you make yet another playlist of YouTube workout videos you go to bed confident your life is gonna change forever after this...
Now one of two things happen:
You completely throw away the routine the minute you wake up the next day
Or, you do it for a few days but eventually burnout and find yourself back where you were before, now with just more useless junk you have no room for...
ミ★I have personally been both. But we can all empathize with this because if maintaining a routine was easy it wouldn't be such a successful phenomenon online. Out of the millions of views under "my morning routine" posts, many, if not majority, of them are people who wish they can live the way these people do. I think we as people have developed mindsets that are negative first, positive later. Ever since the quarantine we've been used to online overconsumption. The idea that "more is better", and the scare that was the virus has sparked this fear in us that is wasted time. Hence us wanting to build new giant routines in the middle of the night just to eventually abandon it because our minds and bodies don't evolve or develop like that overnight. Most the time the routines are grueling and just makes us feel exhausted over accomplished. When we don't see immediate change a lot people, including myself, give up then and there.
☆Im not here to tell you how to keep a constant routine or how to become more disciplined because all that information is in the palm of your hands. Honestly at the end of the day it's about your mindset. Realizing what is around you and remembering the reality you live in. You want that body? You want that hair growth? You want to post? It's all possible but here's where the issue lies:
ミ★We forget to forgive ourselves and to be patient with ourselves. We fall under the pressure to perform for social media as well. In this digital age we try to make social media real life 24/7 and put real life on the back burner. Everything must be aesthetic or else! Or if you can't keep a constant routine for a week you're a failure! But the reality is no one just wakes up in their perfect aesthetic one day and has this perfect routine down pat the first time. Another thing that we keep doing is what everyone else is doing. Another example of putting the online first before real life. We've forgotten the beauty of growth, and how things develop overtime. It reminds me of how small artists have the potential to blow up overnight. They suddenly have all these eyes on them and then the GP turns on them simply because their exceptions don't match the artist's personal growth. I think we do the same to ourselves. But regardless of what other people, social media or even what you might even say to yourself the best way to find a good routine is get to know yourself, not someone else. And to not go by others expectations. It's good to hold yourself to a high regard and to make ambitious goals. But you should remind yourself that you want this to last and you don't want to burn yourself out trying to perfect your life like it's a speed run.
☆When following creators who makes content like this I advise to follow people you relate to first. Not saying you can't follow those extremely aesthetic ASMR morning/Night routine videos because hell I watch them too. But know that I watch them for simply that. I've come to the point where I can watch that stuff and not feel incompetent or that I'm failing in life but I digress. Don't pay attention to the many trends and what's hot, just look for people who you might see yourself in, or people who have qualities similar to yours. Physically, mentally, ect. Because if you're a black girl who wants to know how to do a specific 4C hairstyle you're not going to the white girl influencers for tutorials are you? For me I watch Jackie Aina. Her and I don't even have the same tastes in certain aspects, specifically clothing and home decor but she reminds me a lot of myself and some of my values. Her content inspires me but doesn't make me feel like I need to reinvent myself overnight. That's not realistic nor healthy. I think subjecting yourself to that will just give you an identity crisis. Her content helps me feel confident and you should follow people like that too.
ミ★My purpose of this post is not "continue to be a slob" (I'm a Taurus stellium and Venusian. Girl we don't do that over 'chere.) it's to remind and to encourage. A reminder that what you see online isn't what real life is 24/7. Doesn't mean it's all fake, it just means that life doesn't just look like one thing. Social media just tends to make our vision a bit tunneled. Yes, some peoples lives surround what they eat in a day, what they do when they get out of bed, and the steps they follow in their nighttime skincare routine. But our attachment and overconsumption to these types of creators constantly fails to remind us that they're still human. Hell even when the human creators tell y'all "hey I'm human" they still aren't treated as such but guess what? They are! So are you. You are still human. Finding a groove that works for you will take time. And many times you will fail. You will probably forget to do something, you won't have the time for certain tasks, or an inconvenience will pop up out of no where that knocks you off course. But if at first you don't succeed, try again. Social media picture perfect propaganda (lol) has made us forget that life happens and that we will essentially always struggle with routine. Some things stick, some things don't. Some routines last a long time, some only stay for a day. We live in an age where everyone's trying to move as fast as they can to keep with the trends, keep up appearances, and to make up for lost time. And as much as I love the thrill of the fast life, how can I expect to see my growth, what I like, what needs changing and how to fall into a good rhythm when I'm too busy trying to keep up.
since writers like to have the COD men traumatise the fem readers so much its time for people to start writing evil readers, like TRAUMATISE them back back RUIN THEIR LIVES!!! write readers who are like love quinn who are not afraid to tussle
Hey I’m autistic human! I was the least favorite child (which caused instances where they forgot me outside in February 30 miles away from home with no way to contact them at the ripe age of ten) well my twin brother was the favorite (once punched a hole in the wall and than was apologized to bc my parents “shouldn’t have made him so upset”)
Hi! I'm brucewaynehater101 and my dad admitted, on Christmas, that the reason he walked out for a year (a few days before I had surgery) was because of a joke one of his kids made.
Hi, I'm lowkeyspiderman and I went to a military school for 4 years up in the middle of nowhere-land and had a dorm mate in the barracks become so infatuated with me that they stalked my friends and I across campus for months until COVID forced us to evacuate.
I brought pretzel M&M's
No pressure tags: @chaotic-wit @satan-incarnate-666
hi, im satan-incarnate-666 and I've dealt with nonstop racism and islamophobia to the point of physical violence since i was 6, including SA threats, attempted SA, death threats, accused of attempted murder, and getting cornered in a bathroom and beat by an actual nazi half a foot n 20lbs bigger than me!
hi, I'm mlmxreader and I've dealt with homophobia and saneism all my life, as well as surviving domestic abuse; I've got schizophrenia, a dissociative disorder & a trauma disorder which is why I post so much abt saneism. I'm also a survivor of multiple SA's. I've also got 6 snakes who help me cope with all of that by providing emotional support & strict routine!
Hi, I’m ladygoth and I had my CSA made fun of in a gc named after my SA’s name and the friendship group sent my pictures to a pedo ring which had pedos stalk me irl and take videos and pictures of me when I was 14-15
You had been with Ghost for some time, had loved him and had been loved by him, it had taken quite some time for Ghost to open up but eventually he did, showed you sides to himself he had been hesitant to share to other people, and you had accepted him, adored him as he had adored you.
You had thought you had known everything about him, but when he had expressed this…quirk, this kink of his. You had acknowledged the way embarrassment had shadowed his eyes, how he had looked down, avoidant of your gaze as he had anxiously anticipated your response. Though, the idea of him submissive to you, had flicked a hidden switch inside of your body, you, who had been used to the dominant trait of Simon. Your lover, who would usually have you under him, hand in your hair as he had fucked you from behind.
Hearing his whiny meek moans in response to how you squeezed and stroked his length as his lip were wrapped around your breast while you had held him. Nurtured him and gently stroked his hair with your other hand. Simon had previously slipped a vibrator inside of you, the small gadget had immense effect, having you suck in air between your teeth and shiver every now and then. “Such a good boy,” you had carefully whispered, you had looked down at him, noted on how soft he had looked but had taken in on how he had bucked his hips upwards.
He had flicked the tip of his tongue against your nipple, eyelids now pulled backwards as he looked into yours. You felt your sex twist, he had looked so beautiful in your arms, brown eyes full of love but mixed with such intense passion as he could feel himself want to cum, he had been so big in your hand, your fingers barely closed around him, but the feel of the veins around his cock had aroused you. How the skin of his shaft moved when you stroked further and harder. His moans melted into heavier sighs; the length of his size had pulsed and twitched.
You had gazed at the redness of his tip, he had moved his body faster, his mouth still latched around your breast as he sucked hard, you had featherily whined, head slightly tilted backwards while the wetness between your thighs had increased. You clenched your thighs as the vibrator inside of you shook once more, and with one more exhale you could feel the sharp pleasure strike straight through you, the immense effect had caused you to grip him tighter.
“Oh baby,” you had whispered as you had listened to the music of his moans, you had felt your orgasm coat the insides of your thigh, staining the bed sheets as your body gently jolted as kickback to your climax, but, he; was almost there, you knew it, with how he became more aggressive with his thrusts, he had eventually pulled away from your nipple, his muscled back slightly arched as he released, the hotness of his load spilled against your hand and he bucked his hips a bit more, his body slightly jerked as he whimpered once again, and the minute his high had finished, his body relaxed against your arms, eyes shut as his chest gently moved up and down.
“You did so well,” you told him and he looked at you, eyes soft as he lifted himself to press his mouth against yours. He dragged his knees to stand on them, the firmness of his chest against yours, as he guided his hands against your skin. “Want to feel me?” You had asked him and as he had moved his lips to shadow the sharpness of your jaw, your lover had gently pressed you against the bed.
“Yes,” he replied, his brown eyes scanned your body, the curves, the dips and the plumpness, he had hovered over you, like the hungry beast he was. Your arms wrapped around his shoulders as you moved your lips to the side of his ear.
“Then make mummy feel good,” you said and like an automaton, Simon’s mouth had petted the skin of your neck while one hand had been around his cock, ready to guide his length to the tight opening of your cunt.
