Ok lady, i have a confession to make, I'm a diehard fan of both ptp and ib. And I know, i *know* so very much that rp will destroy me and I will enjoy every fucking second of it. But. *But* it has been months and somehow I still don't feel ready. See, I just have this feeling from the very start that *this one particular character* will be it for me. And I just feel so so deeply for them, and like- as someone who's actually in my final year of masters in psychology, boy am I self aware...I'm rambling. But. The blorbo. They're it for me. In ptp, I adore them both equally, obviously, but I will always- idk how to explain it- but... it's almost like a protective semi caregiver (I'm trying to avoid using the word parental, can you tell) affection...anyway, dan is...special. and then in ib, jason is my absolute favourite, my boy (which is funny considering your absolutely funny bias for samiel, who is your favourite son, don't even deny it (≧▽≦) it's ok, I get it... it's samiel, and if jay hadn't seduced me with that brain of his...moving on!)
Umm, so what I'm trying to get to is, despite not reading a single chapter, I know it's gonna be Aubrey. And considering how much more complicated everything seems...and considering the side relationships, and this is by no means like- serious, but you know those memes, I will become a shooter for him and idc if lysander stands in my way💀
And i knowwwww and i trust your writing, but I have been struggling with starting it, because that's already my blorbo my baby and he kinda reminds me of chu wanning in some specific ways, who is also one of my *characters™* and...wow i should perhaps not ramble this much. But. I already love him. I mean- I love all your characters, rp seems so cool but...Aubrey. he's the character™
I wanna read rp!! Idk if you remember but I'm the same anon who was worried about reading it due to lysander's...marriage? Which was like months ago at this point.
Honestly, I think I'm gonna cave in after exams. But. Aubrey. Comfort me, lady(个_个)
Anon! Lovely anon! ❤️❤️❤️🤗
Firstly, a big thank you from me - your message was such a lovely one to find in my inbox; you have no idea how happy you made me when I read you love P2P and IB so much. Thank you!
Much like you, when I read I tend to get protective of (usually) one specific character. (Unfortunately a lot of the time mine end up being side characters, whose fates are, alas, not always the best and then I end up with a lot of feels about them. 😅) I am very, very pleased you love Jay and Dan as much as you do! (As for Samiel being my favourite, I love all my children equally. Ahem. Excuse me a moment - for entirely unrelated reasons I just have to hide some evidence on my tumblr... 😉😉😉🤣)
Ok, but I am absolutely thrilled that Aubrey is going it be It for you. I genuinely mean that. RP is told from Lysander's POV, but I have so. many. feels. about Aubrey. So, so many. Channeling my inner Lysander here, Aubrey has done nothing wrong in his life ever, as far as I'm concerned (and I'm only partially joking when I say that). That man carries so much on his shoulders, and he does it alone, and firmly convinced that most of the time he has to fix things himself. He loves his planet, he loves his people, he loves Lysander (not that he's admitting it to himself), and he's been badly burnt (quite literally) by people he thought were on his side. Aubrey goes through a lot, even if we don't see it all 'onscreen'.
Chu Wanning! Ahhh! I have had a lovely anon rec me 2ha, and that is also on my list to be read after I finish writing RP. It looks like I'll have plenty to sink my teeth into!
I do remember your previous ask, and I always wondered if you wanted to give RP a go, or if I'd answered your question properly. (I hope I did! ❤️). I very much hope you enjoy RP when you read it, and that you love Aubrey as much as I do! ❤️❤️❤️❤️