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Burden in my Head
I wake up everyday,With a burden in my head. Do I put on a mask,And pretend itās alright insteadOf facing the truthAnd showing who I am.I feel too deep,I care too much. I observe everything, Although it doesnāt seem such.My mind doesnāt sleep. It doesnāt take a break.Analyzing minute details,Every second Iām awake. My brain doesnāt shut off,It wonāt shut up. I couldnāt get peace inside my head,Ifā¦
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Stewards
I am not the girl,The one you once knew. Iām no longer quiet and timid. Or just a person to be used. I have grown my nervesTo stand up for myselfAnd others like me,If the situation serves. I am a steward for this generation. Helping guide and showThat everything we learnedWasnāt really an education. We werenāt shown to care for ourselves. Thatās called selfish. But to become a productive memberā¦
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I Am Not
I am not She. She is not Me. She is who I was. I am Me becauseShe has transformed Me Into a stronger woman.A better, smarter,More caring human. She is I. I am She.Sheās turned me Into who I am supposed to be. Itās been 17 years since the picture of me in the hospital was taken. The new me is the woman born from the life, mistakes, and ashes of the old me.
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Something to be proud of
Something to be proudĀ of
So a few months ago, my best friend, literally the other half of my brain, and I decided to start a little apothecary, if you will. Then I decided to try my luck at tshirt design, so I started a teespring account, with a few shirts, bags and ect, designed by yours truly. I create them as they come into my head, then tweak them to satisfaction. If my readers would be so very kind and go check outā¦
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I Tried
I tried to be strongI tried to look tough.Filling myself with sadness,Because whatās coming is tough. You were the strongest woman I knew.Everything I am,I owe all to you. Youāve shown me loveEvery chance you could.Dedicated and caring,The best any mother could. Itās now my turnTo Show you the love and dedicationTo give you all the love I can in return. It is my greatest honor,Helping careā¦
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A Post of a different style
This is gonna be a little different from my usual poetry. This is my opinion about social media.I can remember before Facebook.Ā Hell before Myspace, when yahoo messenger was a main form of long distance communication. When icq was a thing. Does anyone else remember that?Ā Lol Anywhos, Iāve been reducing my time on social media altogether. So much bullshit, comparisons of whoās better thanā¦
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When A Woman Cries
When a woman cries,The tears flow for many reasons. Sometimes she sees how time flies Her life going through each season. Her heart gets broken,Shattered to tiny pieces.She cries then gets over it.No time for grievances.Family passes and children grow Only memories remain.When a woman cries,Reasons are rarely the same.Happy or sad,Extremely excitedOr incredibly mad. Our tears show usWhat ourā¦
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Him
I used to find it aggravating,you would fall asleep in your chair. But now when I look at you sleeping. with disheveled hair,I see the hard working man,For me to care.So now as youāre sleeping,In your leather chair.Dirt under your nails,Grease stains on your skin,I see the man,You have always been.By your side,I will stand.As long as I live,If there is breath in my lungs,By my side,Youāre theā¦
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Hardest Lesson
Iām grateful for my experiences, But I hate inside my head.Living my life constantly filled with dread. After all Iāve been through,Ā The hardest lesson has been you. You destroyed my mind,And crush my spirit. I told you over and over, But you didnāt hear it. Iām on a rebound,My arrow has been freed. Now that you are not around,My head is getting right. After all Iāve been through, The lesson wasā¦
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Iāve been in mourning since my accident 16 years ago.Ā Ā Then compounded with 2 rocky marriages and divorces after (to the same man) my depression has been peaked. I joke that I was I obviously not in my right frame of mind,Ā but he was a convincing narcissist, and made me think ha had changed. Now with helping my dad care for my mom, basically watching her whither no matter how much we do forā¦
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Is this FINALLY it?
I think Iām on the right path, finally. Dj and I still donāt have our own house, but for the time being, I have to help my dad care for my mom. With 3 kids and a home of my own to clean and care for, it is a full time job to do both. But I feel honored to parent her. That will be a whole other post. Iāve been spending less time on social media and playing on my phone. Iāve been letting my OCDā¦
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How fast things change
Today started off fairly decent. Got to cuddle up with my 2 little ones in bed until 8ish. Which is unusual because theyāre usually awake by 7. These kids donāt know the meaning of āsleeping in ā. Got to go meet the 2 oldest kids teachers, (pre-k and fourth) š³ I dolled myself up and wore a dress. I was feeling great about myself. Came home to cook dinner while boyfriend took our son to footballā¦
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My Time to Cry
Itās my time to cry, For reasons not yet known.I beg the moon, for answers why. The reason is,Ā Iāve grown. Shedding layers of who I was.Learning who I am.Sometimes the reason is ājust becauseā.After all, Iām only human.Emotions build up,Thoughts fill my head. Overflowing like a cup, too full.Reasons are not needed, When the soul wants to grieve.Itās my turn to cry.Shedding the layers, old.ā¦
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A Heart Knows
I cried last nightMy heart heavy, it already knows,All the love I pour from my soul.Seems pointless to let it show,Because after all the timesIāve told you what I craveYouāre always gonna work on it,And that youāre going to change.You donāt tell me you love me,The way you used to do.Complacency has made us distant,Weāre no longer new.I want romance and tenderness.Something Iāve never been shown.Iā¦
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New poem
All I Want Do you see me breakingFrom the lack of affection.Craving, desperatelyThe deeper connection. Iāve asked you, repeatedly.Almost to the point of begging.But Iām above that, still.Because I deserve consideration. Iām not one to cheat.Iāll give you time to see,That all I want from youIs your affection on me. I need reassurance,Hugs, and kisses.I want to feel adored.Just something Iā¦
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One step forward. 3 steps back.
Why is child care so damned expensive? I mean they have us parents between a rock and a hard place. Either we pay a crazy weekly/monthly rate,Ā or not work. Iām out of options and trying to stay positive getting hard.Iām needing assistance to pay for my daughterās daycare.Ā Its $110 per week and we donāt get paid until next week. $220 would take care of both weeks. I just got hired on because Iā¦
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How to love me
I think I figured out why I feel so lonely.Ā Ā I keep expecting you to show me love and affection the same way I show you.Ā Iām a person who wants touchy feely, adoration.Ā I want you to look at me and just have the urge to kiss me.Ā I donāt want to change how you are,Ā I just want you to understand how I want to be loved.Ā Ā
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