lain 🐏

18+ i draw once in a blue moon...

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just married! ✨✨

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i found a center in you but i eated it

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4°

ocs based on a dream i had about myself.. they are trying to stitch themselves together so that they can be a singularity

i've decided my unnamed oc would do better if she were to stitched to someone else so this is her new thing i guess (i don’t have names for either of them now..!!))

also i don't know why the rendering of the skin barely shows up after i'm finished compared to everything else but they look like lightbulbs

also also that was not originally supposed to be an umbilical cord it was supposed to be part of her intestines that is why it is fat (the spilled intestines between their arms is where it was supposed to swoop out from but the crop is weird so it is an umbilitestine whatever)

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hold still, samarie

here’s it without all the extra stuff. i should go and see how long it’s been since i’ve drawn her but i think it’s been quite a few months (not counting last post where i chibified her)

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sometimes i feel like only a cold, still life

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help me i am in hell

maybe i should make her a legitimate oc… i’ve drawn her a few times now (this is my first time actually posting her)… she’s kind of just an outlet i use to personify my fears. the faces in the back are actually reused from the first time i drew her..! also her color palette comes from the album “filth” because she was originally based on the song “mother, my body disgusts me” so oc fun fact i guess..!!

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redraw of the elfen lied anime cover (the gist of it at least)

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infanticide

i also posted this on my new art twitter, parasitelarva.. pls go follow!!

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a girl in need of a tourniquet

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boom

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sayaaaa ... .

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gave him an autopsy scar because i think they look really neat, i’ve always wanted to have one myself one day… slowllllyyy coming to a final design, will be there one day

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portrait of my oc, cain

i don’t have much figured out about him yet, but he’s a sick nurse. the fleshy goop protruding from his arm is a parasite. they are in love with each other and share a brain… so perhaps it is a very complex way of being in love with oneself?

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i define myself

by how well i hide

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need to contaminate

to alleviate this loneliness

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look into my eyes

i’m not coming back

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i hope it hurts 🌀📍