I’m not eating
I’m not eating because I want you to look at me and miss me
I want you to look at me and feel that losing me was the worst decision you ever made
I want you to look at me and wish me back every single second
I want you to look at me and be afraid I’m killing myself slowly
I’m not eating because I want other people to look at me and think this is all your fault
I’m not eating because I want to look at myself and see that I’m way better without you
Even though this is taking me away














