my best judgement signed its resignation.

kat. 31. a side blog.

[lakesaxon]

SAXON RATLIFF AND LOCHLAN RATLIFF THE WHITE LOTUS (2021-) SEASON 3 EPISODE 5: FULL-MOON PARTY

[momomarjijo]

a drink to gather courage

i drew this thinking about an idea for a fanfic (though i haven't been able to fully develop it yet)

i imagined the first kiss would be complicated; a little alcohol makes things easier, but no one is obligated to do anything, they're not even drunk (you don't have to be drunk to kiss). Dean just took a huge swig while sammy waited for his kiss, and everything else flowed

sorry, cas, but this needed some comedy

[lakesaxon]

7 extra meetings for the week I don’t want to be this important I just wanna daydream about saxloch and wincest is that so much to ask for

[buffyblue]

#because really #they live to die for each other

[according2thelore]

the difference tonally between these two scenes is SO emblematic of their whole dynamic

dean is despondence personified–he’s spent days staring at sam’s dead body. there’s just nothing behind his eyes, no fear. just grim determination. just a mission.

sam is sweating and shaking and screaming and violent.

dean turns the destruction inwards, and sam turns it outwards.

there is nothing that can stand between sam and his brother, and he’ll prove it in blood if he has to. (and he wants to, given his sleepless pursuit of lilith, even when the offense has been rectified with dean being returned).

but for dean, he’s a second away from swallowing a bullet. if sam can’t be alive (like he should be, like he must be, like he deserves to be), then dean shouldn’t be either.

and even though sam’s action is inherently self-destructive here, he’ll do any-goddamn-thing, kill any-fucking-one, to do it. he literally tells dean in S4 that he tried opening the gates of hell to get him back. THE GATES!! OF HELL!!

dean will kill himself a million times to save sam, but sam will kill a million others to save dean, whether he’s the one pulling that trigger himself or not.

and sam is always framed as the more empathetic one!! but it’s a thin patina that cracks and cracks and cracks and won’t hold up the second dean is threatened! it’s fake! it’s well-intentioned, and sam wants it to be real, but it’s not.

it never is.

[birdwinter]

weechesters and toothaches

since sam is speaking with his mouth open everything comes out as garbled nonsense but dean understands bcs yk Brothers

[lakesaxon]

anyways good night i guess

[lo-hi]

1.18 — Something Wicked

[shipeandoando]

[sevenlayerloser]

[livedinthecastle]

how are they gonna impersonate something they’ve never seen in real life

[justjensenanddean]

Jensen Ackles | Late 90s Photoshoot, Eugene Photography [x]  

[lakesaxon]

saxloch + text posts part 1/∞

[doped-up-marxist]

[gailynovelry]

The fastest way to accomplish The Project is to cease being afraid of The Project. The Project cannot maim you. The Project cannot kill you. The Project is more afraid of you than you are of it. It is okay if The Project turns out differently from how it was in your head, and it is okay if it has flaws. You are capable of engaging with The Project.

[lakesaxon]

sam and patrick’s chemistry still fucks me up to this day someone put them in situations and film it I Want To See

[toyotathonics]

post like nobody's watching, reblog like you've never been blocked; dm like no one is offline, and rpf like they actually fucked

[roadtripwithmybrother]