I Did My Best!

A sappy girl's open diary ♡

[luckable]

i think love is when you know small things about someone. the way you just know that i’m feeling down when i use less emojis, or the way i remind you i love you when you go quiet. the wa you know i’m craving a burrito from that one place because of the way i excitedly break my texts up before finishing a full sentence, and the way i hear a song neither of us have heard before that just reminds me of something you’d enjoy

[lalalovingyou]

“But it’s so hot over there! What if I melt while I’m visiting?”

“Then you’ll melt in my arms like vanilla marshmallow ice cream.”

[mushysuggestion]

do you think about me the ways i think about you?

[mynocturnality]

Pan temple, Ballad in the desert of Retz, a factory park from the 18th century.

[sweatersuggestions]

a concept: we’re sitting on our back porch in the early afternoon, enjoying the shade and the cool breeze. we sit close to each other on the bench, and i lean my head on your shoulder as birds chirp around us.

[lalalovingyou]

I’ve started falling asleep to cuddling asmr lol I guess I’m a bit excited

It’s weird though since I haven’t experienced anything like it in a long time.. how vividly I was able to recall what it feels like to cuddle with someone. It’s already almost been a year.. damn

[kristina100000]

lets bring back romanticism im tired of trying to be rational. were all dumb and we all want love

[lalalovingyou]

*video calls me in the middle of drinking with his brothers*

“Hey everyone say hi! Can you see her? Say hi— isn’t she so pretty! She’s so pretty and smart look at her!”

[lalalovingyou]

“It’s been taking me so long to write you a letter back because I’m working on a poem for you, about your eyes and your hair and... but I want it to be perfect— I want you to tear up when you read it.”

[luckable]

Somewhere between the joking, the laughter, and the curve of your smile-

-I think I fell in love.

[luckable]

Hold me in your arms and stroke my hair until I fall asleep to the sound of your heart

[lattelilac]

Allowing urself to be loved and REALLY known is a lot harder than it sounds, allowing yourself space for vulnerability with another person is so hard. Grand gestures are great and all (which also depends on your love language) but having someone look at your “ugly” and hold you through it, understanding you without words, or even learning your communication style and tweaking their own to better communicate with you.. that’s love that’s fucking love. Intimacy comes in so many forms, it’s in the tiniest details and gestures you just have to look a little harder sometimes

[luckable]

concept: the sky is covered in grey clouds and there’s a soft roll of thunder as rain falls on our windows. i hold you as you sleep as our cat joins us, curling up at our feet. we’re together, and i’ve never felt safer

[luckable]

concept: we walk around a nearly closed mall while nearly all the stores are closed. we sneak behind a corner and you kiss me, and my heart begins racing.

[romancesuggestions]

I want to love every part of you. Your flaws, insecurities, quirks and habits. Show me the parts of yourself you don’t love, and I will.

[luckable]

concept: im wearing your college sweatshirt that’s a little oversized on me, but it’s cold outside and it’s warm and smells of you. im beside you, my head laying on your shoulder as you doze off, the room dark except twinkling fairy lights. snow falls outside, but we’re safe and warm together as we fall asleep

[luckable]

Suggestion: Laying on the roof in the cold winter air, gently brushing our hair out of the way to look each other in the eyes. It’s cold, but my heart is warm from you.