💕Lovely Bitch💕 19yo

Tw: ed! 🫶🏾🫶🏾🫶🏾 PLEASE BLOCK DON’T REPORT ME 💗💗💗

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Hum let’s talk about me…

Hi I’m Laloo,

This blog is mostly about my ed

But I try to not base my entire personality on it

So I have hobbies:

I like to read and write the most

I also enjoy dancing I did 10 years of ballet

I tried other styles but I think it wasn’t for me

However I clicked well with the contemporary style

So I like read write and dance,

I really enjoy singing too but my voice is awful so it’s just for fun

I’m also into painting, drawing, and photography

I think we can say i love art in general

The thing is I can’t focus on one subject

So I start everything at the same time

And usually don’t finish what I start

I look like a messy person, my room never really tidy

It’s funny cause I like control and perfection I like things clearly defined so I can understand it. But at the same time I like nuances and interpretations.

I look like a hot mess head to toes,in the inside and the outside but clearly it’s the others that don’t get me, make me confuse about myself . I have my own reflections and logic and it’s sometimes clear just for me.

To have some peace of mind I like to go on a walk and listen to music any type any languages, made me travel the world I always say. I enjoy little things, go in the woods and take pictures of a mushrooms makes me happy, I appreciate simple things but our society tend to be attracted by the superficials ones, so I might look like a deep person even tho I’m really not haha.

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Omg hi !!!!

It’s been months lot of things happen, I even thought about deleting the app but here I am agaiiiin. It’s kind of different this time I want to be better, not sicker. I will try as hard as possible to be the better version of myself physically and mentally, so of course I’m not completely healed and diving into the ed community is really tempting, but I have to be strong.

So I can’t say this is not an ed blog anymore, but it’s more like the mindset has changed, I’m not pro Ana anymore even for myself and god knows that THIS is a game changer.

So I’m not sure what I will post, but I want to record everything every progress and every down cause that’s part of life, and I want to discover what happiness is. I’m truly tired of wasting my life like that, I will be 20 this year and there is no way I spend my twenties feeling like a piece of shit who deserve nothing in this world I’ve had enough.

So I will use tumblr to motivate myself cause obviously I like writing and talking about my self this is how I figured it out things personally, I need to say or write concretely my thoughts so I can “meditate” about it and find an answer.

So no more body shaming (me to myself ofc) or vent publications!

Also, I love having a blog I really missed it, blogging is hot and iconic and I love to do iconic shit 😉

I know this journey will be hard and sometimes I might feel discouraged or disappointed, but it’s not impossible to succeed.

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㋡🥀

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Dear Santa: …

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Fantastic isn’t she? ;)

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Imagine who you could be if only you had the audacity.

If you didn’t care about looking stupid. If you weren’t afraid of making mistakes. If you didn’t put other people’s judgements before your own. If you didn’t neglect your responsibilities. If you didn’t procrastinate. If you didn’t let the toxic voice win. If you didn’t overthink everything. If you didn’t fear your own power.

Imagine that you have the audacity.

That you take bold actions. That you take accountability for yourself. That you unapologetically show your creativity to the world. That you ignore the naysayers. That you remain unbothered. The you allow yourself to be seen. That you embrace all that you are. That you speak your truth. That you allow yourself to make mistakes and learn from them, then become a winner. That you speak highly to yourself. That you begin your journey right now.

Don’t block yourself from being your greatest.

H.S.

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This.

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I saw skz IRL friday at the Lollapalooza, now I feel like a new person it solves 99% of my problems

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“I would take a bullet for you just to prove my love”💕🎧

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I won’t be active for 7 days

Also no scale for 7 days🥲

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i'm taking my control back

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🤭

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Oh no. I can’t tell if I’m hungry. It’s been hours since I had breakfast, logically I should be hungry. But I don’t feel like I have appetite rn. I don’t know. All I’m feeling is my anxiety that is making my jaw hurt. But I don’t think feeling disconnected from my hunger cues is good

It didn’t end well last time.

I’m more in control when I can acknowledge my hung3r. Otherwise, I feel like I’m at risk of b1nging, like it has happened before.

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Omg this.

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It’s time to watch “To the bone” i need to be trigger

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I became wayyyy too comfortable with food this days eating like a pig gaining weight, few days before going on vacation?! i will look hideous in my swimsuit

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The reason of all my problems: my dad

Shout out to my incredible dad who makes me cry before 8:00am he’s really the best, can’t dream of a better morning being awake at 7:40 am even tho it’s my first day of holiday and being yelled at first thing first.

I didn’t do anything btw my dad literally NEED to go on a fight everyday to feel alive, and today he choose me and I will be the victim for the rest of the week cause my mom’s not here 🙂

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I want to dye my hair and pierce my nose so bad😫

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I almost became someone slave, please why I always put myself in the weirdest situations 😭

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Credit : @lily4alana on Pinterest.

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Well 🙂