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In another universe, my mom married a different man and lived a better life, one that she deserves. Even if she didn’t have me, I’d give anything for her to have a happy ending

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in another universe, i told you that i loved you instead of writing poems about all the times i almost said it.

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in another universe you couldve loved me like i wanted you to

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in another universe, i am 6 years old sleeping in my mothers bed. i am cuddled up to her and i fall asleep listening to her heartbeat. she kisses my forehead.

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in another universe we are together and we aren't afraid

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In another universe i never let you do those things

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In another universe I wouldn’t have met you and my life would move on.

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in another universe, i don’t have to feel the pain that i’m feeling right now

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in another universe we are home and in the same bed with our cat. all is well and your fingers touch my shoulders

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in another universe i healed

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in another universe we made it. you never fell out of love and i never stopped trusting you.

we have an apartment in seattle. we have lots of plants in our place like you told me we could. we stay up on weekends together and sit on our balcony over looking the ocean. we would share a joint and get into some deep conversation about god or our childhoods, like we did in this universe.

i would be an artist, painting things people pay to have in their homes. you would probably be in blue collar, making peoples lawns look nice or working outside of town in a field.

we would go to church every sunday like you want. i would be willing to give up every plan i’ve ever made and have your kids like you want me to. or maybe in that universe i always wanted to have kids. maybe in that universe i am the girl you want.