yo hello i’m larissa i apologise in advance for how lq this intro gonna be
+ phoenix’s real name is jude
+ he moved from the uk to canada about a two years ago after an incident where he fought one of his friends and believes he might have caused his death
+ phoenix suffers from rage blackouts where he can’t remember what exactly he did when he gets pissed off
+he’s very much a “”“ guy ”“” typical badboy carries a pocket knife, you know how it is. fuckin cliche
+ he’s like exclusively gay but he doesn’t really put it out there much you could never tell
+ he has only been in 1 serious relationship and his partner committed suicide
+ he wears a rope bracelet around his wrist that his ex used to / you know / in order to remind himself of his sins
+ he’s a very mean and snarky person v cold v withering
+ he’s basically like a winter’s day only personified.
+ brr chills
+ he’s a loose cannon, don’t piss him off
+ can’t resist mysteries of any kind though like give him something he can’t figure out and he’ll keep going back (: even though he shouldn’t.
+ his mental health has only gotten worse and escalated to the point that he’s hearing things, seeing things
+ he’s uncomf around super religious people
+ v protective and fiercely loyal with the people he lets in.
+ resting bitch face
+ i wish i was a punk rocker with no flowers in my hair.mp3
+ was kicked out from his house at age 15
+ not on speaking terms with his parents
+ a literal criminal
+ very good at lock picking / jacking cars / the like
+ super paranoid
+ drugs not hugs
+ a ho™ with no feelings
FULL NAME: phoenix (his actual name is jude) lancaster
MEANING: to be reborn from the ashes anew
NICKNAME: nix
AGE: twenty-two years old.
DOB: february 1st
STAR SIGN: aquarius.
SPOKEN LANGUAGES: english, spanish
RELIGION: atheist
GENDER: demiboy.
PRONOUNS: he/him/his ; they/them/theirs.
SEXUAL ORIENTATION: homosexual.
ROMANTIC ORIENTATION: grayromantic.
FROM: sheffield, england.
CURRENTLY: blackwood pines, alberta, ca
EDUCATION: dropped out of school at 16 (completed his gcses)
OCCUPATION: mechanic
PERSONALITY TYPE: isfj
ALIGNMENT: chaotic good.
appearance and shit !!!! v
HAIR COLOUR: like a honey brown. he has bits of grey in it. he dyes his hair often.
HAIR STYLE/LENGTH: longish, past his jaw.
EYE COLOUR: very blue, like ice blue like no-doubt-about-it blue.
EYESIGHT: 20/20.
HEIGHT: he’s 5'9, so not crazy tall but he carries himself like he’s a tol.
CLOTHING STYLE: he usually wears ratty jeans and band t-shirts and those loose denim or leather jackets. v typical skaterboy vibe. also lots! of ! beanies! probably not in the summer tho and probably not while he’s at work
DISTINGUISHING MARKS: his eyebrows are on point. they’re pretty thick and intense. he has freckles bc why not i always give my characters freckles i love them too much??? they’re kind of a medium brown. he has a lot of beauty marks too uhhh. he has a lot of scars, too. he has a scar on his upper lip and along his jawline that stand out a lot. most of his other scars are below neck. his knuckles are like perpetually red now because they’re been cut open so many times. he has calloused hands. he’s strong. v strong.
SELF-CARE: he usually wears some liberal amount of eyeliner. just enough to make his eyes darker. he doesn’t take care of it though, it smudges everywhere. he’s kind of got a damn your life damn your love vibe about him. showers often. he works at a garage so???? idk.
SKIN COLOR: uhhhh idk pale sometimes, tan sometimes. just ?? white?? idk
BODY TYPE/BUILD: he’s like slim and curvy i guess, he smokes a lot and doesn’t eat all that much. he has a liquor and nicotine diet, you know??
BODY HAIR: sparse body hair. he doesn’t manscape or anything but he just??? hasn’t ever been very hairy.
DEFAULT EXPRESSION: pissed off. he kind of has a fuck-off vibe to him like….i’d say he’s good looking and all but most people would be too immediately intimidated by the fact he looks like he wants them dead? you know? he kind of looks like trouble. he kind of is trouble though… so.
PIERCINGS: he has a lip piercing and an eyebrow piercing and a bunch of ear piercings as well as non-visible piercings. he’s also like ??
TATTOOS: pretty heavily tattooed. the only areas that aren’t tattooed are his neck and his ……. neck. that’s it, literally and even then he has a tattoo running down the side of his neck so that’s not actually wholly accurate. he also has tattoos on his face. from prison.
idk backstory about his family and stuff
MOTHER: flora margaret lancaster nee hopkins
HOW THEY GET ALONG: phoenix and his mother have never gotten along especially well. his mother is a perfectionist who cares not for aberrations. she would not leave an imperfect flower standing in her garden and so life under her thumb had been filled with anxiety and a need to be perfect that dominated all his thoughts as a youth. he did what he could to make her happy, joined the school football team, excelled at his studies, and yet nothing really seemed to make him shine in her eyes. all she cared for was the fact that he was lovely as a child and wanted by all the neighbourhood’s eligible young ladies.
FATHER: jasper alexander lancaster.
HOW THEY GET ALONG: somehow their relationship is even worse than that between phoenix and his mother. his father has always been stiff, aloof and demanding. he sees phoenix and he sees an opportunity to expand on the dreams he could not fulfil. he sees an investment. someone to carry on his legacy and so he pushed, he pushed him into football, he pushed him into lacrosse, he pushed him into young conservatives society, he pushed and he pushed until phoenix pushed back. unfortunately this was the first and last straw, and he was then promptly kicked out of his childhood home.
SIBLINGS: daphne lancaster (21) ; violet lancaster (8)
HOW THEY GET ALONG: phoenix and daphne have always been rivals of a sort. their parents considered daphne to be perfect and above all criticism. phoenix and daphne also had some friction over the fact they liked the same boy in school, phoenix’s best friend and later daphne’s boyfriend. still, daphne had always wanted a better relationship with her brother. as for violet, he used to dote on her as a baby and he thinks of her all the time, whereas she probably doesn’t remember him and was told she only had a sister.
CHILDREN: n/a.
OTHER FAMILY MEMBERS: all estranged.
PAST LOVER(S): (tw: suicide)
- abby carlise - a girlfriend he had in 8th year before he realised that he was not into girls.
- eden carmichael - LET ME TELL YOU ALL ONE THING……this bastard bitch little faux innocent fucker ruined his life. ahem anyway. so eden and phoenix met when phoenix moved into the same apartment complex eden lived in with his mother. he was homeschooled and sheltered his entire life before meeting phoenix and yeah shit goes down they have 1 fight and eden kills himself. full story here. kind of important to his character,
