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So sick of this

So sick of you

I want to

Puke

no one tells you how much of life takes practice. not just writing, painting, running, singing, etc, but practicing how to make friends. how to make the right ones. getting practiced at how to be a good friend, a good sibling, a good person. practice identifying when people haven’t earned that. learning to recognize your right to rage and, eventually, how to offer mercy. so much of life is muscle memory, and i’ve begun to realize there are so many more parts of ourselves to flex and stretch and strengthen than those we’re taught in anatomy lessons

drip---ping

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I touchy?

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Own a Lap Cat but need a refill or bathroom break? Use this technique to maintain the peace.

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This caterpillar looks like a walking gummy bear

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Like fuck, we were together for almost 5 years.. a few months and we would’ve cross that line together.

We’ve been each others since we were 13, and now you’re not mine...

It’s been almost a year and I’m SO sad

Like fuck, i didn’t do the ONE thing you asked of me and I lost EVERYTHING.

You are my heart, my soul and everything and at the same time you’re nothing but a friend.

You’ve been dating her partly since September but mostly December and shit that’s already half a year if not almost a year...

I want you to be happy, but fuck, how can you be happy if I’m this fucking broken over this? I’m glad you don’t have tumblr and I remember why I don’t use it anymore because half of the shit I post is about you, all my private accounts filled with things that remind me of you.

If shit was alright we would’ve married next year but look at me... a broken promise, a broken future, a broken shell of someone I used to be.

Fuck I miss you so fucking much,

I can’t help but want to vomit at the thought of you two actually getting married.

In my soul I know it’s supposed to be me and you but what if I’m wrong?

What if I’m leading myself on?

Fuck, I can’t even talk to you cause I feel sick to my stomach...

I am trying to be okay but honestly I can’t see myself being friends, let alone best friends, if you married her in the future.

I can’t stand there and pretend I’m happy for you because I’m selfish... I want you to be happy with me and not someone else.

A best friend shouldn’t think that, and because I love you, I would leave your life so I don’t make you miserable

Please.... don’t marry her.

I FUCKING MISS YOU SO MUCH

IM SO SAD