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scottcallahans:
It wasn’t that Scott didn’t believe Lara in fright and warnings of how powerful and scary her ex-husband was, it was that he knew first hand that nobody was untouchable. Quite often it was the ones that believed they were to be the ones that fell the hardest. He listened though as he sat there and drove, thinking that her ex wasn’t all that powerful as a senator, and even as a possible eventual president of the nation– he wasn’t the most powerful. Positions like that came with chains and incredible scrutiny. None of his thoughts went to say that Scott didn’t take the warnings seriously, because he was smart enough to and expected some kind of overgrown manchild temper tantrum from the man she seemed to hold in such high esteem. Far as he figured, the man sounded corrupt (as were most politicians) and one that had no real honor or integrity if he had been cheating on Lara for years. “I don’t need to know him, but if it’ll make you feel better then I’ll tell you I’m heeding the warnings. It’s not a war he wants to start…” He looked over at her and pinned his eyes to hers for a brief moment. “I’ll tell you that much.” It actually felt ridiculous, not that Lara wasn’t worth fighting for, but that her ex-husband couldn’t take a loss and instead had to make a fool out of himself rather than live a better not bitter life. When it seemed the threat was to come around to his son, putting Danny in some kind of jeopardy or danger, Scott felt himself tense as the thought washed over him. “I can take care of my son too. But if Robert wants to go there over fucking someone else…” He inhaled sharply and focused back in the road, not wanting to think of the horrors that would incite. “Is Robert really Frank Underwood or something?” The pub owner chuckled. In reality there was no chance in hell anything close to resembling Frank Underwood would make president but she made her ex out to be more mobster than anything else. Scott knew a thing or two about that. Silence fell between them and Scott contemplated his choice on bringing Lara to his home. His son was asleep but they had made mentions of getting closer even if her warnings were attempts to push him away.
The one thing he knew for sure between them was how their connection had worked thus far. If he got her inside his home and into his bedroom, they could begin bringing some of those walls down. Peeling off clothing like layers, revealing more and more until some truths were laid bare. Unfortunately, Scott and Lara never told each other the honest things that truly mattered, but as their bodies would soon connect they would find themselves in their nature– everything between them was felt not heard or possibly even seen. Time would only tell if they could transform the physical into something else and Scott had been honest that bedding her wasn’t all he wanted. It simply depended if they could let walls down to see if there was opportunity for something more. “Wouldn’t matter where I saw you. You’re the type of woman that stands out– you carry yourself differently than anyone else in the room.” Regal might have been the descriptor but there was more to it. The sound was thick and gruff in his throat as he hummed approval of the way she said his name and he couldn’t deny himself on how it felt to hold her again. He loosened his grip on her though, arms falling away as she turned and gave him a look that made parts of his body twitch to life. Pupils had to have dilated, even in the moonlit room, when her dress fell and revealed the expensive looking lingerie. He wanted to tear it from her body and leave his mark all over her, barely registering Lara’s words while she spoke and he visually devoured her figure. Scott turned primitive when it came to sex, he could perform the act in all sorts of ways but by nature he was rough and a bit aggressive. It was something he had to fight, but often what made him a woman’s favorite lover. “God… you’re fuckin’ incredible,” he growled and approached her fast. Her laughter was cut off when he grabbed her face and pulled her in for a kiss, but the rough connection was tempered down a little and his softened against her just enough so that he was no longer bruising. It surprised him a little to realize the jump forward at her taunt exposed how much he missed her but he was able to distract with his tongue pushing into her mouth and his hands wandering the shape of her ass. He gripped bruising handfuls before those strong hands moved to her corset looking for the easy way to remove it before he would just start pulling it apart by sheer strength. “I dare you… to keep it down…” Scott’s hand slipped between her legs and his index and middle pressed against her shielded clit, teasing her with his touch while his mouth moved down her neck. He picked her up and carried Lara to his bed, depositing her onto it and pushing his body between her slender legs. His hips ground against hers, rutting his stiff manhood into her panty covered center, groaning with his mouth full of her breast.
There, deep inside of you, Lara, there’s a beating heart of a warrior who would give everything and anything for love, the words of her first love were echoing in her mind as his image was dancing in front of her eyes. So young, so reckless, such a joy that would never be repeated. And yet, every man in her life was different - Jack, Robert, and now, Scott. A man she wasn’t supposed to look at, a man who was in so many ways forbidden to her, yet the cold goddess, as they were calling her, had found herself falling down onto her knees - all because of a man who would never be hers. “Frank is a product of imagination, many of his traits being quite heightened due to the necessary dramatic points of a show, or a book actually,” Lara offered as she was looking at the homes they were passing by so quickly, “but every character is inspired by a real person, just as their actions are, isn’t that so? However, Robert is not Frank, no,” she chuckled, “but do you really think he would be in his position if he weren’t so powerful? His family is-,” pausing because it wasn’t her place to talk rubbish about the family that took her in, gave her so much, about the family whose member she was for such a long time. “They are the modern version of the Kennedys - they’ve got connections in all the right places with all the right people, and they won’t stop at anything until Robert becomes the president, but,” finally she looked at Scott, studying his profile. The man had been through so much, it was evident, but there was something so boyish about him, so attractive to Lara that she couldn’t help herself. Sometimes she felt as if he was reading her, seeing right through her just by giving her a small look. And she was still unsure whether she liked it or not. “But I believe you. I believe that you can handle it, all of it, and that you’re not afraid of him or what he could possibly do. I just-,” to say it or not to say it was the question, because showing emotions wasn’t a part of Lara’s nature. Perhaps that was why she was such a perfect politician’s wife? “Look, Scott, I just don’t want to find myself standing out in the cold if you decide one day that it’s all too much for you - and I mean as in too much by just being connected to me, Scott. That’s the reason why I am warning you so much, and why perhaps in a way I am even pushing you far away from me.” Lara needed to protect herself, protect her heart and all of her being from getting the third possible stab of her life. “Is telling you all of this in a way selfish of me?”
When Lara felt her back falling onto the sheets of his bed, a devilish grin appeared on the brunette’s features as she eyed her lover under her brows, waiting in a high anticipation to feel the warmth of his lips all over her body. But just how easy it was for the two of them to fall into their old habits? The urging need to be with him closed off all the rational parts of her mind, and now it was all happening again. When she felt him against her panties, Lara took a deep breath, momentarily closing her eyes as she let herself feel all of him. Holding her breath in, the brunette didn’t hesitate to quickly wrap her legs around Scott’s hips, pressing herself against him so hard that she felt half of her back was up in the air - his body magnet to hers. Yet Lara was never the one to enjoy being teased, and of course that Scott, knowing that quite well, would be using that against her just to make her lose her mind - to wake her up. “Scott.” Breathing his name into his hair, Lara bit her bottom lip when she felt his teeth biting into her nipple, her head falling back into the depths of his pillows. Loving when he was rough with her, yet always trying to out power him (because was that event he battle?), Lara pressed her hands against his chest. “Stop,” she breathed out once more as she felt him grinding harder against her - she couldn’t stand it, not the warmth that was rising up inside of her. It wasn’t unbearable, not yet, but the need to feel him inside her was getting stronger by every damn mark he was leaving against her now bared breasts. Taking all of her strength, or what was left of it, Lara pushed that strong, muscular body of his away from herself. “Not like this, Callahan.” Heavily breathing, she rose up onto her knees, slowly moving closer to him and lightly licking her lips before she crashed them against his, attacking his tongue with hers as her hands travelled down to his pants, pulling him even closer to herself. Kissing him hungrily, biting his lips every time both of them would try to get some air, Lara let her hands roam up to get him out of that damn shirt of his. Always loving how tough he was with her, never being scared that he would hurt her, Lara knew from their first night together that she had found her match in him, but she loved standing up to him, taking over the control. “Dammit,” she breathed out through a grin because just how much you could miss someone? Their body? The way their hands would grasp you, pull you in, touch all of the right places on your body? Fucking Callahan, always making her scream to his touch. Unbuttoning his pants, she needed to get him out of those and feel him inside her. Burning with desire, Lara was getting inpatient as she put her right hand into his briefs. A small smile appeared on her lips as she felt how hard and big he was in her hand, and all of that just for her. Her grasp was strong, never gentle, as she started stroking him up and down in her hand. “I dare you.. to make me scream.”
You wait a lifetime to meet someone who understands you, accepts you as you are. At the end, you find that someone all along, has been you.
Look at us telling each other lies and lies about how we felt about how it was just one night about how it didn’t affect me nor you. Here’s the truth: I think I actually like you more than I intended to.
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i hope that someone, someday, will look at you like you are the moon. like you created the vast beautiful ocean of space, like you are the essence of starlight and beauty. because in all honesty, you are, and you always have been, and you deserve for someone to finally notice.
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“I’m not afraid of him, Lara.” Scotts response came as soon as she had cut off her own words. His arm unwrapped from around her shoulder and his hand moved down her shoulders, then her back. It was meant as a soothing touch, one he performed without thought or hesitation with all of her worry coming out. Well, maybe not all, as Lara always seemed to have exquisite control of her emotions. Why would he be afraid of a senator from Oregon? Scott was a man that had family that fought for the cause back in Ireland, for generations. He couldn’t imagine that was a connection her ex husband knew of, especially even she didn’t but even if Scott wasn’t capable of protecting himself there were plenty of people in dangerous positions that would come around if anything happened to the pub owner. It was never something he relied on, however it was something that made him smile in the face of a prominent and supposedly powerful threat. “Your ex is welcome to come handle our situation man to man anytime he wants. I’m pretty sure he knows where the pub is.” His thick shoulders shrugged and his fingers curled into the fabric of her dress at the small of her back, pulling Lara tighter to his side as another concern of hers somewhat came out and was cut off once again. “Since when were you afraid to say what you wanted to say?” Scott’s lips moved to the shell of her ear. “That’s not all I want.” It was easier to lay in the dark, barely able to see the shadows of each other with the little bit of moon that shone through into his room, and talk. There was a lot of baggage that Scott would never open up about, things he kept buried in his chest but if she asked he would give her an answer. The answer came that he was looking for, her agreement and her want to come home with him despite all the reservations he saw flagging in her eyes and through her body language. “I don’t care what people say or think, they’re only going to be saying what bad taste you have…” He smirked and wrapped his arm back around her shoulder to lead her to his SUV and take her to his place where his son was sleeping.
Her hand held in his own as Scott led her to the front door of his home, he pulled Lara up tight behind him as the key turned in the look and subsequently let them in and past the threshold. He’d never had her in his living space before, never under the same roof as his son, and something swirled within him at breaking a rule he had of bringing women around. Scott didn’t want a revolving door of lovers or one night stands, he especially didn’t want his son to see any attempts he made in separating himself from a loneliness that settled in his chest. It would be confusing, and everything was uncertain when it came to what would happen next with Lara — yet, here they were. He paid off his usual sitter and saw her out to her car safely before coming back inside and dropping his hand down her arm, gently taking the woman by the wrist beginning to lead her toward the kitchen but not set in stone on the path. “You can take off your heels, you know?” His hand shifted to move under hers, palm to palm, lacing his fingers with hers. “Do you want a drink?” Scott kept his voice quiet, not wanting to waking his sleeping four year old. “I think I’d much rather just get you out of that dress first.” He winked but he wasn’t exactly meaning sex, as they had said they would talk and dig a little deeper. Seeing her wrapped up in the fabric the way she was, he simply couldn’t imagine that she was comfortable. At least not completely. “I think you were wearing something this expensive looking that night we first met, you remember?” Walking backwards slowly, a smirk toying on his lips as he led the way to his bedroom. It was dawning on him how little he did this, actually had a woman in his home. He’d had two serious relationships his entire lifetime, Eden and Tamsin, and each of them fled from him for one reason or another. Something he took on as his fault, he was a complicated man and one that was very difficult to get close to. Scott pulled Lara inside his master bedroom and locked the door behind, just a safety precaution in case Danny tried to run-in. His arms wrapped around the elegant brunette and searched for a zipper, something, anything, to start getting her out of the dress she had on. “You know this high fashion isn’t my thing. Better give me a tip or however expensive this is might get ruined.”
Throughout the drive to their destination, Lara couldn’t shake off his words that were echoing through her head - “I’m not afraid of him, Lara.” To consider him foolish or crazily brave were some thoughts, but what did she actually know about Scott? Two or three mere facts - Irish, came from Boston, pub owner, had a son whose mother is Eden, and the one she knew in her own experience, he was excellent in bed. That was nothing, no? Very close to it. And there was another thing that got her tonight - how silent she was, how unable to find the words or scared she was to get them out as if she would destroy everything around her. Because in a way, after her divorce, Lara Burton became damaged goods. Closing herself up in the work, trying to find more and more excuses to never be in Portland, to always run away from the memories of her prior life, she had became merely a shadow of her former self. The beautiful, eloquent, charming, graceful, and more than anything else, a powerful woman Lara was known as.. seemed to be resting somewhere deep down, falling further and further until it would be impossible for her to breathe. “Your pub is not the place he’ll come, but the one he’ll start with. You don’t know him, Scott. He thinks you’re the main reason everything fell apart and,” the brunette chuckled as she turned her eyes up to the man who was sitting on the driver seat, “that is so far away from the truth. He had lost me months, years prior to that, but he doesn’t care. And if he becomes the president, which he very likely will, then he will be the most powerful man on the planet.” Another trait of Robert’s was patience - he could wait as long as he needed, attack his opponents when they had almost forgotten about him, ruin them at their most vulnerable moments. “I know that you can take care of yourself, but you have others to think of - you have to think of your son,” taking her eyes off from him, she focused on the road instead. Those weren’t the streets that were leading back to her home, but what she was guessing, his. “That’s not all I want,” she silently repeated words of his she didn’t trust to, but should she? Taking her back to his home, the one he was sharing with his son, it was a bit of surprise. She didn’t want to meet his boy, not like that, not now. In Lara’s opinion, kids craved stability, people who’d be a constant in their lives, the one they would always have by their side, and since she wanted to protect his child the most, meeting him would be the start of an end.
Offering a small smile to the babysitter Scott was paying off, Lara curiously eyed his home. It was evident that a child was living there, but it was exactly that what was giving it that warm, homey vibe that her own house lacked. It looked more like a museum than a home, no one ever running through it, no kids whose laugh would fill the enormous rooms.. it was gorgeous, but cold. Perhaps like the owner herself. “Oh, heels, sure,” Lara stepped out of her Prada stilettos, which she didn’t mind, almost forgetting she even had them, but she could wake up his son. “Yeah, a whiskey but later,” a soft smile followed as she looked at the height difference between the two of them - she was so petite next to him, it almost made her laugh, but that was what always made her laugh, just as it also made her feel safe. “Well, well, Callahan, you do know what you want, don’t you, and how to get it?” Feeling as if she was slowly coming back to herself, to them, as they were falling into those all too known flirting games of theirs, Lara felt as if she was about to start breathing again. “Of course I remember, I was wearing that white YSL dress I got in Paris last fall, and considering how your pub looks, it was impossible for you to not notice me.” For a woman of such a beauty, the one that would often brought her to the covers of various magazines, naming her the most beautiful first lady America would ever have, putting her on the lists of the most beautiful people alive, Lara was often quite blind to it. Of course she was aware of the way she looked, but she wasn’t using it to her advantage as women less beautiful than her often were. “Scott,” Lara softly hissed upon feeling his arms pulling her back to him, but it was home. Being back in his arms was nothing but home. “Callahan, please,” lightly shaking her head, the brunette turned around and faced the pub owner, as a daring smirk was gracing her features. A swift move or two, and Lara’s dress was falling down over her breasts to her hips. “See, Callahan, you need to have the body to pull off this dress.” Or to actually get into it, considering it was zipless, without any buttons, and it would turn into a nightmare if a woman would put on even a little bit of weight. But the vintage Alaïa dress was made for a woman like Lara, and in just a couple of seconds, letting the dress slowly fall down from her body, Lara stepped out of it, staying only in her black La Perla corset and a pair of matching thongs. “Now I dare you to just talk to me.” That smirk of hers still dancing across her lips, the woman turned it into a grin before she started laughing, trying to stay as much as silent as possible. In that very moment she knew that she missed him much more than she was ready to admit to both of them.
scottcallahans:
Walking back into the ballroom with everyone’s eyes on him and Lara should’ve been what Scott expected, yet seeing people’s mouths turn to the ears of others caught his gaze. His eyes narrowed at a few of them briefly, he was curious what was being said, yet a man far from caring what the opinions of others were. That was something Scott had lost any heart or time for so very long ago. His family was one that had deep Irish roots, very powerful roots, and his grandfather’s immigration into Boston and putting up a traditional pub so close to strong Irish hoods forever put the Callahans into deep protection. Something he learned to never blink at whenever someone would start trouble in the pub, they were always handled one way or another. To the point he often wondered why he paid for bouncers and security. He grew up the rough way, split up and started many fights of his own, the worst always being when drunken assholes thought they could get pushy with any of his female staff. Too much bad had gone down in Boston for him to stay there any longer; from his mother’s suicide, to his father on his deathbed, his ex Eden leaving him and Danny, his long lost half brother coming to town, and most of all Scott needing to escape the weight of it all.
Getting his west coast Callahans up and running had been the mission, and to get Danny settled into a newer, calmer life. Meeting Lara, a woman so stunning and so opposite of him, was a gift he never could have expected. For two months she was a woman that asked nothing of him but pleasure and to take her away from her own life. It was that falling into escape with one another where complications started. Scott began to wonder about the husband she was still attached to and cheating on with him. It was his guilt that started the curiosity but it was a growing affection for the woman that him puzzled, since the last thing he ever could’ve been was a sharing man. As he led her, arms together, through the ballroom with all the looks and chatter going on around, Scott actually smirked that there had to have been tons of judgement on the choice of man Lara was moving through the room with. He looked every bit of blue collar, likely was known to some as the Irish pub owner, but he’d seen and known Lara in ways they never would know.
“Some place quiet and away from all this mess.” He had tilt his head enough to angle the words down into her ear. “If you’re done, then let’s get out of here. I’ll tell you anything you want to know, especially over whiskey…” Scott squeezed her to his side a little, arm wrapping around her shoulder, clearly not caring about giving someone something to talk about. Maybe after her ex-husband’s display, this would get back to him and his exit would no longer feel as powerful for him as he intended. Since Lara was on her way out with the man she was riding when he came home from that business trip that finished their marriage. It was cheap but there was something about her ex he didn’t like, it could’ve simply been because it was her ex or something more. Scott hadn’t put deep thought to it. “It’s been a while, but… are you interested in this being pillowtalk?” The question came up when they were past the ballroom and headed for an exit. It didn’t matter where they went; his place, hers, a hotel — seeing her tonight after so many months he knew he missed her and their strongest connection had always been physical thus far.
As she felt his arm being wrapped around her shoulders, Lara lightly tilted her head to her side as the worry crept up on her. Moving her eyes towards the people around them, many of them being more than just familiar, Lara swallowed hard - were they now the two dead people walking? But, even before she could react, they were already outside, leaving the ballroom behind them, and of course, giving them a lot of gossip material which would come to Robert in less than a second - the senator had his eyes and ears everywhere. All he had to do was to lift up his finger and Scott’s life would be done. “You shouldn’t have done that, Scott. You-,” a pause. A small, desperate pause because if she’d say more, he’d move his arm away from her, which was the last thing she wanted. But how could she be selfish? Already she had destroyed so much because of her selfishness, and at least she could save the man she owed her freedom to. “What? A pillow talk? Is that all you w-,” stop, Lara, the brunette silently said to herself as she looked up into the blond’s eyes, searching for the answers she knew she wouldn’t find. Did she even had to get them? What she needed was to protect him, protect his son, his business, and doing so meant staying away from him, didn’t it? But now, with their bodies being so close to each other, she had found herself powerless. Despite the fact that the gates of hell would open if she’d go with him, despite that perhaps all he wanted was to have a great fuck tonight, despite of everyone in there getting a treat of their lifetime - first the senator, then his ex-wife - both leaving with new people. “We’ll be in the press tomorrow,” chuckling at her statement, she quickly followed, “we are already on the web, and,” the brunette licked her bottom lip, never taking her eyes off of Scott, as she was fighting deep within herself. Why was destiny playing so harshly with her? “And I still want you to take me home.” The words rolled from her tongue effortlessly as if something was taking over her. Of course she wanted to go with him, to be with him, to wake up in his arms, but under what cost? “Mine, yours.. I don’t care.” Under the cost of still risking his everything, just because she couldn’t control herself.
Because she couldn’t control herself, not from the very first time she had laid her eyes on him. It was early December, if her memory served her right, and she had found herself in the newly opened Callahan’s Pub, which was quite different from Lara’s usual scene. She preferred spending her times at the cocktail bars, posh restaurants, all the in places Portland was, as of late, in the serious lack of, truly. But, that day Robert was in Washington, and her girlfriends were begging her to go out with them - it was either that or going through the never-ending pile of e-mails, which was her usual getaway from the loneliness her life had been colored with. All she could really do was to stop by there after work, being the only person who’s heels were so sharp that they would be definitely destroying the hard wooden floors. Dressed in a white Saint Laurent dress, Lara was anything but part of the Callahan’s crowd, yet even she had to admit that the place was mesmerizing, even more than just charming; it was obvious that the Callahans was something else. “Who’s that?” A quite simple question as soon as she sat down and the one that she had quickly gotten her answer to. The blond on whom her ocean blue eyes were glued to, the one behind the counter, was no one else than the owner himself. As her friends quickly informed her, he was one of the reasons why they were coming here so often - not that he was just that hot, but he was a real something - a kind and a nice man, according to them, just as she quickly learned he was the object of Michelle’s desires. “Don’t worry, Michelle. Lara is a married woman,” Caroline said aloud, joking and making all the girls laugh, including Lara, but the harsh truth was that Lara herself had to be reminded of that, because she knew she wouldn’t be saying no to him. There was something animalistic, almost fatal about him - was he trouble? But, she was a woman of moral, a senator’s wife after all - even though her marriage was anything but that these days, she would never do anything to jeopardize Robert’s career, and even more so, his future. “He’s all yours, darling. Why don’t you go grab me a drink and have a talk with him?” The beast within her, the one that would always get her in trouble and the one that she was so proud of taming, was waking up.. Lara could feel it in her heart, in her blood. However, it was nothing - it was her missing Robert. It was just that. She hadn’t seen him in days - that beast wanted him, not the blond behind the bar.
He brought out the worst in me, and was the best thing that ever happened to me.
Robert & Lara Burton.
He stirred my soul in the most subtle way and the story between us wrote itself.
scarredlindel·:
Scarlett’s gaze wasfixed on Lara. Truthfully it was hard for her to watch the otherwoman struggle, probably picking out the right words considering she’demphasized it was a personal thus delicate matter she’d come to talkabout. So Scarlett got up, smoothed out her skirt and wentto grab Lara a drink. On her way, she lifted her gaze and caughtsome of the employees looking inside with obvious interest. The newsof Lara’s visit would travel fast and she knew she could expect acall from Robert’s people soon. Which was supposed to intimidate her,but Scarlett surprisingly remained calm. Having placed the glass with golden liquid in front of Lara, she returned to her seat.Obviously, she had heard of Lara’s divorce which she confirmedwith a short nod. There was no need to explain or say anything elseas the both women were aware of how their world functioned. Lara cut to the chaseand Scarlett narrowed her gaze. Not because she was shocked, no.Robert, like Marcus, was a proud man, who’d rather destroy everythingaround him than take a blow to his ego or worse, his flawlessreputation. It was a slippery slope, she hadn’t decided yetwhether she should trust Lara or not, however she didn’t like thedespair in the other woman’s eyes, not one bit. Scarlett heaved a sigh.“What you’re asking of me…” Wasn’t impossible but it was a bigfavor to ask. Marcus’d had so much respect for Robert Burton. Perhapshe had even admired him in his own strange way. So Scarlett was happy to keep endorsing Robert even after Marcus’ death. On the otherhand, Lara’d come to her, of all people. “I need to know the whole story, Lara. I can’t promiseyou anything until I do.”
“I know, trust me, I know, and I feel horrible for even asking of you something of that nature, but-,” Lara could say things were complicated and perhaps to one level that was true, but everything was pretty much clear, out in the open. Robert didn’t like to lose, especially losing what was his most prized possession - his wife. Yet, he couldn’t be cruel to her, never to her. “I loved Robert, Scarlett. I was so much in love with him that it was hurting my whole body, you know? Have you ever loved someone so much? As if the whole world would stop existing if they would be gone? As if they were your sun? Because I loved Robert that much.” Thankful for the drink in front of her, Lara brought it up to her lips and felt the strength coming back to her after she took a couple of sips. “You know Robert, he’s an intelligent, educated, wealthy, from a great family,” she chuckled as the next thought appeared and brought the image of her ex-husband before her, “he’s a drop dead gorgeous man, but even more so, he’s kind. It wasn’t hard to fall in love with him, and it was even less harder for him to become my whole world.” Robert wasn’t her first love, but he was the one she thought was the love of her life - her soulmate. Her senior by twelve years, Robert was everything a young woman as she had ever dreamed of. Thirteen years of marriage, fifteen years of being together, she had turned him into her everything. “Tell me, Scarlett, do you think love is enough?”
Lara with her first love - Jack Hanson, on the 5th of September, 1999, at the age of nineteen.
I am glad it cannot happen twice, the fever of first love. For it is a fever, and a burden, too, whatever the poets may say.
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When she revealed that she was in fact on the phone he shut up and waited for her to finish her call. “ No, I just thought I would come and see if you wanted to have some food with me, I thought it was about time we had a real catch up.”
“A real catch up? Now? I can’t. You have to make an appointment with my assistants.” Lara was always running on the tight schedule. “But sit down, please, let’s talk. I have fifteen minutes before I have to leave for New York.”
scarredlindel·:
Scarlett didn’t have to remind herself to sit straight, hold her head up high or keep her expression neutral– it was almost a natural reponse to her surroundings. However, her gaze did soften seeing it was Lara sitting across from her. “I see,” she replied gently. The game sounded familiar. All the players Scarlett knew by heart too: Lara, Robert. Perhaps Lara’s lover. Scarlett. Other Roberts and Marcus’ of their elite world. With one nod, she gestured to her secretary to close the door and allow them some privacy and complete silence. Nothing about Scarlett’s expression changed though, as the walls around them were made of glass. “I’m listening.”
Proud of her forwardness, Lara had found herself staring at the painting behind Scarlett instead, unable to start talking. When did her life get so complicated? Was she such a failure of a woman who couldn’t get out of her marriage without finding a lover first? Was she such a coward? But, Robert would never have given her a divorce if she hadn’t had Scott in her life. “Obviously, you know all about my divorce.” Just as the whole USA did, but what people didn’t know was that it was due to Lara’s infidelity, yet perhaps Scarlett knew. They were running in the same circles - who knows, perhaps Robert said something to someone.. she heavily sighed. “Robert wants to destroy me. Perhaps not me directly, but.. I don’t know whom to trust, Scarlett. I can’t- I don’t know what to do except of-,” Lara took a pause. To be with such a powerful man, the very possible future president, had a lot of perks, yet to find herself standing against him, to betray him, that was practically a suicide. Robert still loved her, she knew that, but she also knew he could destroy Scott - he wanted to do so. “The only thing I can do is to ask of you to stop funding his campaign if it comes to the worst, Scarlett, because I really don’t know what else to do.”
parkergrayson·:
Parker stared at the other woman in confusion. He literally knew nothing about fashion, much less woman’s fashion, so much of what Lara was saying was going over his head. “I did not know that September issues are important… what exactly makes them so special? Wouldn’t it be January where you’re looking towards the new year in fashion or something?”
“A September issue signals back to school. Autumn is the time of important cultural happenings, of re-engaging with the outside world and the intellect, after the sanctioned mindlessness and insularity of summer. It evokes a fresh start, in every part of your life - summer is over, the new fashion season comes after months of wearing a warm-weather clothes,” Lara explained.
oliverschulz·:
“Hotel owner now.” He corrected, the words finally sinking in and him accepting it. And it wasn’t just one hotel, it was a chain that he never thought he’d get to own but his father had certainly surprised him. “Fine, I’ll take your recommendations but I think Calvin Klein is a bit offended he didn’t make that list.”
“Oh, really? Well, congratulations, Oliver. I had no idea,” Lara replied cheerfully, being quite proud of her friend. With her own life being such a mess, she’d had hardly any time to pay attention to the ones of her dear ones, which was a shame. “Calvin Klein? Well.. if you must, but now with being a hotel owner, you should really start wearing Tom Ford. You need to look presentable and powerful, as a hotel owner is. Tell me, have I missed anything else in your life?”
norahsterling·:
“— wow,” Norah stared at the large book that had been placed in front of her, marveling over its size. “I didn’t even realize that all of this went into this type of thing. Can we add a page about scrubs into this thing? It would be much easier for me to walk around in those outside of work and not feel like a lazy slob.”
“Norah,” Lara chuckled as she lightly rolled her eyes at the other, yet in a teasing manner. “Be serious, and,” the editor emphasized, “you need to start paying more attention to fashion. But considering you’re not wearing scrubs now, I’d say you’re taking at least some baby steps. Do you even have a life aside of the hospital?” Coming from one workaholic to another - bravo, Lara, as if you’re private life was perfect, or even existing at the moment.