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18+ MDNI. NSFW AHEAD // asp, 21yo. she/he

[lardpunk]

18+ MDNI. proship / para dni. this is a kink blog. i am happily taken, dont hmu.

hi, you can call me asp.

i am 21 years old. my pronouns are she/he.

what am i? a fat lesbian transmasc (sort of) monstergirl thing.

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𝐢. about me the majority of my sexual interests can be condensed into one word—hedonism. i am a big fan of decadence, the deep-seated hunger within humans, and the magnificent display that is made when the floodgates are opened. reasonably speaking, i cannot go as balls-deep as that entails otherwise id be neglecting other priorities in my life. but primality and indulgence is generally what i seek. less philosophically speaking, i am just some girl with a belly and im looking to make it much, much bigger.

i am fat lib informed. a level 6 woke. like odd music. you know, the whole assortment. this blog was created at 157cm (5'2") and 97kg. (214lbs)

currently 102.5kg. (226lbs)

aiming high. i want to hit 180kg. (≈400lbs)

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NO: death feedism, actual immobility, race play, ddlg, self-harm.

ASKS OPEN. please feel free to give wg encouragement, prompts, whatever. just dont be weird or i will block. ★

[lardpunk]

anyway happy pride month freaks in my phone

[pudgylittlepuppy]

guys let’s spend this pride month getting fatter and fatter and fatter and fatter and fatter and

[lardpunk]

been so insanely busy the last few days i havent been active

[lardpunk]

// weight loss talk, KINK STILL HERE

so my dad suggested i go skydiving with him again but im kind of too much of a fat fuck to reasonably do it. but only by like 10lbs...

but skydiving is awesome and since i only plan to get fatter long term i think im going to lose the weight and then have fun gaining it all back again. just so i can experience it a bit more before i get way too big to even consider doing it. ever

and itd be fun to see just how obscenely hungry i become when im put on a "regular" diet... not one for pigs.

lately ive been craving a fourth meal right before bed and munching on snacks whenever i can. sooo this might be a challenge... especially with the way ive tended to sleep with a tight belly recently too.

this could also be a good experiment... just to see how hard it is for me to lose weight after training myself to constantly pack on pounds. even just a little bit of it.

[lardpunk]

i like the idea of being a gross, fat, and sweaty lesbian because those are all things i was never allowed to be as a woman growing up.

i like the idea of sitting all day, gaming and growing out of graphic tees that ride above my bellybutton. with food stains on my shirt, demanding food from my partner and belching unapologetically--all as a woman.

theres something so freeing about breaking into stereotypes commonly attributed to men. i want to be seen as the masculine woman i am. and dominant. large and powerful. not just obese

[lardpunk]

so now when i lay on my back my belly nearly touches my fupa. errr

[lardpunk]

i fear ive been extremely stereotypically fat lately without trying because "burger" and "pizza" were my major thoughts trying to sleep last night.

then i woke up today all sleepy and struggling to wake up even after my breakfast. yawning and telling my bf im hungry and want a nap. on top of being super dumb today. lots of "uhh..."s falling out of my mouth at things that should be obvious

[sitronsangthoughts]

I've seen a fair amount of fat liberation activists explain that they have always been fat, they're not about to stop, and that's natural and beautiful and fine. That's an incredibly important message.

What I've seen less - and what I want to remind people of - is this: if you've become fat, that's also natural and beautiful and fine.

When you're a fat person who has been thin in the past, that comes with its own brand of shaming. People take your history of thinness as proof that you don't have to be fat. You often fear the look of disappointed surprise in the eyes of someone you haven't met since you were thin. People try to determine "what happened". They don't see your fat body as just you, but as a sort of symptom that isn't part of you.

Becoming fat is not a tragedy, it's not a sign of failure, it's not a bad or shameful thing. The thin you is not the Real you. You are always real and always worthy of freedom, respect and peace. You are allowed to be fat no matter how or when you became fat.

[lardpunk]

i was feeling a bit stressed trying to go to sleep so i did the reasonable thing anyone would do and started shoving chips in my mouth to calm down.

i love being just a little bit out of control.

[lardpunk]

absolutely love love love patting my belly. it makes me feel so fat to directly acknowledge the soft ball of a gut ive got it front of me.

[lardpunk]

think my stomach is getting kind of big by how hard it is to move around when im a bit full.

[lardpunk]

i bought a 2 liter of soda (not sugar free) the other day and took it cause my friend didnt really want it.

i fly out tomorrow and i just kind of drank the other half of it myself lol. even though i already filled myself with pizza today and look huge in the mirror. its just not good to waste things

[orb-ponders]

hh.. gamer feedee that grazes allll day while theyre at their pc and late at night when they finally get off they rub their belly and they see the empty chip bag(s) and soda can(s) and pizza box and they think "i should have some dinner" because they only grazed all day, not a full meal, even if there's easily a few thousand calories sitting in their gut and their small intestine and they're bloated

[lardpunk]

its crazy to me that im not nearly as big as id like to be, yet im starting to reach the point where the worlds becoming a bit too small for me to navigate comfortably. i struggled to manuver behind a tight booth today

who knows how many more pounds until i get too fat for booths like that at all? or until i get stuck in chairs? only time will tell

[lardpunk]

ive been travelling the last few days and with friends but something fun happened.

my best friend pulled a chair up for me to use and needless to say i did not fit very well in it.

i mustve been hanging off it quite a bit because when i commented on how uncomfortable it felt he indicated i was probably just too fat for it. not directly of course--until my own boyfriend prompted that he be honest. which made for a funny moment. but still

[lardpunk]

this definitely has nothing to do with the amount ive been eating per meal but im so hungry and its literally time for me to go to bed. and my bellys sticking further and further out every day. irhrhhg