“you are my pain divine, divine.”

lariworld | 18 | queer/sapphic | nsfw-personal blog | please say hello! :3

[laridoll4her]

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hello there cuties !!

a little bit about me ✿

just a girl new to tumblr and still trying to figure how to work this app so please bare with me ~ I go by she/her and you can call me lari, doll, or any type of sweet endearment will be welcomed by me :3 I’m 18 years old and will be attending college so I’ll be very busy soon (scary) I’m unlabeled so for now I’m simply queer/sapphic, also femme4all ★

what this blog will be about ✿

this blog will be mostly nsfw, but don’t get fooled, this is a little corner for me about the things I like/love, topics/stuff/communities that I’m interested in learning or being part of, for example bdsm. so with that being said I’ll call this a personal-nsfw bdsm account. this is also a safe spot for all my lgbtqia+ community, love you guys so much !

more of a submissive than a dominant, but will put someone in their place if the mood strikes :P

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my kinks ✿

mommy/daddy kink, praise kink and light degradation, light pet play, light impact play, oral fixation, orgasm control, light restraints/bondage, shibari, dumbification, soft corruption, being lightly bitten, being marked, light overstimulation, light edging, role play, sensation play, sensory depreciation, dirty talk, sweet talk, light humiliation, power dynamic (+)

my no list ✿

scat, incest, knife play, blood play, heavy degradation, harsh impact play, race play, bestiality, forced submission, gore, feederism, cnc, men and minors, bodily fluids, age play, non/dubcon, somno (under certain terms maybe, but overall no), master/slave dynamic (+)

DNI ‼️

if you’re a man, minors (for the man part it comes from a place of me wanting a space purely of women, it’s not coming bc I’m not attracted to you guys, I’ve just had not-so-fun experiences with you guys, so please just respect my boundaries :3), homophobes, racists, Zionists, transphobese, ageless accounts as well as blank accounts, body shaming, pedophiles, ed accounts, just please be a decent human being for christ sake.

REMINDERS ‼️

I’m not new to the nsfw community unfortunately…I was a kid with unsupervised access to the internet, but I’ve grown and I’ve learned from my past and I’m willing to be part of a community that I’m interested in learning more about. With that being said, I’m not an experienced individual when it comes to this type of scene in and out of real life, so please be patient with me through this journey and please don’t disrespect me as an individual by crossing my boundaries. I would like this to be a safe spot for you guys and myself also, so let’s keep it that way cuties :3 also please don’t send me any pictures, audios, or videos of yourself randomly, let’s get to know each other guys please T-T the same goes with asking for pictures, audios, or videos of myself randomly and out of the blue !!

sfw likes ˚ʚ♡ɞ˚

bts (yoongi biased), cod, drawing, singing, makeup, jewelry, fashion, my education, astronomy, my friends and family, fanfiction, fall/winter, seals (it’s an unhealthy obsession), cuddles, fooooooood, acrylic nails, vanilla or fruit scented/flavored things, taking photos, the list is endless I fear, oh memes too!!

tbc…

[laridoll4her]

tw // mentions of blood

hi guys im back !! spring semester has started for me, on that note, things that i never thought would happened to me in life…happened to me today. long story short, i bashed my head into the corner of a table during class, the impact of it was so loud i was surprised no one fucking turned around and looked at me…I was so embarrassed that I didn’t even think of touching my head when I finally got to sit down on my desk, only to find out that when I did touch my head, my head was dripping with blood…I had to skip my whole class bc I had to go to the clinic so they could check out and see if I needed stitches. thankfully I didn’t !! 👍🏼 after that I was on my way to resume with my classes, what a great start to the week :33

[laridoll4her]

guys…I don’t think I’m going to continue my university life due to my financial situation. this is a mess.

[laridoll4her]

happy new year everyoneeeeeee :333

[perfectlyripeclementine]

there’s something so cute and romantic about someone teaching you how to hurt them right.

like… i’m not huge on impact play, but i can get into it if my partner likes it. but, i still feel really cautious and tender about it, because the worst thing for me would be pushing someone too far, or if i slapped someone in a moment or context where it just doesn’t feel good.

so i always start out really slow. barely a slap even, just a gentle tap on the cheek after i kiss them. feel them lean their face into it and go a little harder. kiss them soft and slow.

slap them again. just enough for a little sting. see them relax beneath me. they say “yes.”

they say “harder.” i keep slap them again and make them say thank you. i’m going hard enough now i feel a little heat in their cheek.

i suggest, “how about we do this baby, how about i keep going harder and you tell me when it’s good.”

their eyes go wide. i’m straddling them and i feel them pulse. so i slap them again, again, again. they’re whining and calling themself mine. i say they’re taking it so good.

finally i can see they are starting to wince slightly. they’re still leaning into me, still giving me their cheek. i look them in the eye and slap them again, focused on hitting them harder but only a little bit.

“that’s too much, baby.” but they’re smiling. i gave them what they wanted. i coo and kiss their cheek, feel its warmth to my lips, tell them i love them. call them a good boy. tell them they take it so well. mine.

[laridoll4her]

my mommy bought chicharrón frito for us and I’m sooooo excited guys…sigh, I love being salvadoreña :333

[laridoll4her]

missing/grieving ppl that are still alive but they don’t make the effort to talk or spend time with you is the worst feeling ever…like damn.

[laridoll4her]

when ur family is so broken that you can’t even have fun and festive holidays anymore…sigh.

[laridoll4her]

crazy to think I’ve only been with one girl in my whole entire life in a romantic sense ig…I’ve just kinda closed off when it comes to romantic relationships now, and it’s not bc my past relationships have had any impact on me, but it’s just…where do I find people? like. it’s hard guys. I want an ACTUAL connection and not just a short flitting one…but nowadays you can BARELY get the bare minimum if I’m being really honest. 🫩

[iloveolderwomen1013]

I wanna wake up from a wet dream and have the woman it was about be right there next to me.

”Baby are you okay? Sounded like you were having a nightmare.” I can’t help but blush at her words, so I bury my face into her neck and mumble a quiet:

”Not a nightmare, a good dream.”

”A good dream? Well, sweet girl tell me what it was about.” I was hoping she’d ask me that, but in my sleepy state I just don’t have the energy for words, so I grab her hand and lead it to the wetness in my panties.

”Oh baby, it must have been a really good dream.”

[laridoll4her]

had a boba date with my friend and sister, went to go eat a yummy meal right afterwards, and then ended the day by going to barnes and nobles…life is great guys.

[laridoll4her]

se me antoja chicharrón con guacamole…pinche hambre de su puta madre que tengo ahorita. y son las pinche 5 de la mañana casi. like okay fat ass we get it, YOUR HUNGRYYYYYYYYYY 🫩 AAAAAAAAA

[laridoll4her]

I loveeee mango juice guys, juices are the best in general :333

[laridoll4her]

guys I’m really trying to like math right now, especially now that I’m in college. but damn am I just so fucking stupid when it comes to math?? I feel so dumb and slow right now, like why can’t I be Einstein…I look at the math problem this way and that way, and it’s like it grew a pair of legs and arms and eyes and mouth and damn I can’t understand it.

[laridoll4her]

woke up early expecting to have an 8 am class…well the professor forgot to mention we don’t have class today 🫩 you’ve got to be flipping kidding me.

[laridoll4her]

guys I did it !! I finished my essay on time :333 yay yay yay yay heheheheh-

[laridoll4her]

let’s see if I can finish this essay before midnight… 🫩