KAI

Coded

[lastmissingthread]

a choice must be made. pick the cross up or wear the becoming. don’t miss the light like lightning tryna beat the wind out it’s coat tail. be spirited away from flesh and ego. bend the arms on the cross and swim in the waters of where you’re from. humble yourself while you’re home.

[lastmissingthread]

Crazy how so much can change in a year. In two years.

The last time I was on here- I vividly remember struggling in an era of finding love for myself

Today, I live in a timeline where loving myself is not an act of convincing but rebellion.

Took me burning a few bridges, letting go of habits and people I thought I would neverrr ever be able to let go.

Looking hindsight - the alchemy it took to rewrite / to rewire

Was probably the HARDEST but most worth it - out of any choice that I have ever made in my 31 years of living.

This isn’t the end but for sure the beginning.

Grateful to say I reached the city limits of Self Love - whatever state this is- I can’t wait to explore all it has to offer. The journey continues

[vexheart]

[zegalba]

staircase by Roberto Semprini

[yourultimatemystic]

“My friend says the cigarette buds that dress the ground Are moments that tried to hold on to other moments To understand Why the anxiety, the escape, the pain never ashes To forget the slavery of breathing Moments are addictive Just like cigarettes”

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[662244]

speak only if it improves upon the silence

[dan-de-lioness]

As easy as an exhale, I let things go.

[goldcoasthoney]

[chivengi]

[dafancyuhinspiration]

[stefalee-deactivated20250803]

1 of my love languages..

[fu-kr-deactivated20140826]

hot box my coffin

[haelxtii]

[vybewitme]

nasty passionate sex >

[yesterdaysprint]

The Winchester Star, Kansas, September 20, 1929

[dimpledthings]

you’re already doing so much stuff better than you used to. if you find that you’re losing your momentum, remember that there will always be opportunities to regain your energy, your faith in others and yourself, and your strength

[haelxtii]