STAY FOR ME.

i  struggled  for  a  long  time  with  surviving  . ind multimuse.

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nice. follow me

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thinking emoji ... i might remake /:

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‘what gets me somewhere in your good books?’ oh legally het but super early oxford says

                *  red  right  hand  .

            ‘try leaving me alone.’ he barely looks up from his book, leaning over to flick cigar ash into a ceramic pot bought from bulgaria on his last voyage. ‘that’s always a good start.’ if there are two things he’s been taught by watching his rich friends get together and fall apart, it’s that oxford girls aren’t worth getting invested in for very long. 

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undyinglegends·.

{ α }

She giggled, a bit more comfortable knowing that this guy was just as awkward as she was. (Though, she did internally question what the ‘you look like you should go here’ comment meant.) “Oh–no, I don’t, but my brother does! I’m waiting for him, actually, but he’s slow to leave, as usual.” (It’s definitely not because Komaru is impatient.) “Maybe you know him? He’s Makoto Naegi.”

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      at the mention of a friend of his, leon physically relaxes, an easier smile twitching at his lips. ‘yeah, i know naegi! he’s cool. i didn’t know he had a sister, though.’ a pause, a nervous pull on one of his piercings. ‘i guess i never asked. my fault, probably.’ that’s true, at least. ‘uh -- the name’s kuwata. leon. did i get yours?’ 

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“people will call you a star after tonight.” conlice aw

       idk  which  meme  this  was  from.

          ‘i love you,’ she tells them, in utter sincerity. holding both of connor’s hands in her own, alice has never felt less alone or more connected to anybody else. her five minute call rings in her ears for another second as she squeezes the diamond-tipped hands of her best friend. as much as she wishes it could, this moment doesn’t last forever -- she leans forward and kisses both of connor’s cheeks, smile just as bright as the flashlights of the ushers coming to make sure connor finds their assigned front - row seat. ‘i will see you after the show.’

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im annoyed

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RP SENTENCE STARTERS.

‘flattery gets you nowhere good.’

‘what gets me somewhere in your good books?’

‘we just pissed off a whole bunch of people.’

‘do you do this with every girl you think is pretty?’

‘next week, you will sing a new tune.’

‘ i like how you think. i like how you dress.’

‘did i surprise you?’

‘i’d say it was fairly unprofessional.’

‘fine. you were fantastic? is that what you want?’

‘you can hate me all you like, or you can act.’

‘you’d be very at home in a high school, wouldn’t you?’

‘what i want, i usually get.’

‘you are so full of yourself.’

‘i know you couldn’t care less about the lives you waste, but you care very much about your income. think it over.’

‘that won’t satisfy me, though i expected you’d know very little about how to do that.’

‘if you had any sense in that thick head of yours, you’d understand that.’

‘i’ll be the first to come by and tell you i told you so.’

‘you know the big difference between me and you? i got a family to go back to.’

‘it was nice. i’d do it again.’

‘they’re sending kids to do their work now.’

‘get your drugs out of here. sweep a little.’

‘don’t act like you’ll hear me out.’

‘you think one night gives you the right to toy with me?’

‘i dread to imagine your intentions.’

‘i think so you don’t have to.’

‘are you a wild dog?’

‘i’m not taking you anywhere second rate.’

‘i don’t want it, if it’s not real.’

‘the men in my family are cold. they think in chess moves. i see that in you.’

‘you’re an enigma.’

‘when i’m kissing you, this isn’t happening.’

‘this didn’t have to happen. this is on you.’

‘what have you got? blood oaths and some spit.’

‘you wear it in your eyes. you’re not even sober right now, are you?’

‘i want to stop acting. i want my real thing.’

‘i’m here to talk, before they kill you.’

‘i think you’re a good guy.’

‘how do you do that? say so much without really saying anything at all.’

‘what’s your policy on room service?’

‘guess it’s a good thing i’m not scared of the dark.’

‘is it time for my complimentary breakfast?’

‘i wasn’t gonna hit you, but that wasn’t very nice.’

‘i think you’re a coward.’

‘all she did, she did for me.’

‘you can’t look after me. you have to be selfish.’

‘your denial doesn’t help you.’

‘you are the best of men.’

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“i think you’re afraid you might have a good time.” alice !!

        idk  which  meme  this  was  from.

          you  see  ,  young  hacker  ,  she’s  afraid  of  so  much  more  than  that  .

          she’s  afraid  of  your  hands  ,  how  they  hold  and  harm  .  she’s  afraid  of  your  eyes  ,  the  flashes  of  life  and  electricity  that  she  finds  inside  them  .  she’s  afraid  of  your  teeth  ,  all  white  but  not  always  smiling  .  she’s  afraid  of  men  and  their  breath  and  their  wanting  ,  wanting  to  seize  and  take  ,  to  mould  and  push  ,  to  scratch  and  claw  but  never  bandage  up  afterwards  .  yes  ,  maybe  alice  is  afraid  ,  but  her  fear  is  ripe  and  old  ,  bitter  in  its  age  and  heavy  with  its  reasons  .

          ‘  maybe  ,  ’  she  admits  ,  eyes  refusing  to  meet  matt’s  own  .  ‘  i  am  sorry  .  not  tonight  .  maybe  some  other  time  .  ’

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"i miss when i was so young i didn't know to be afraid of death." melvy!!!

        idk  which  meme  this  was  from.

        even  now  ,  mel  isn’t  afraid  of  dying  .  it’s  the  things  she’ll  leave  behind  that  scare  her  :  her  bandmates  ,  her  potential  ,  a  life  that  never  got  to  be  lived  .  she  eyes  alvy  almost  judgmentally  ,  consumed  by  a  why  ,  a  how  ,  an  if  --  why  was  he  so  frightened  ,  how  had  he  learned  this  fear  ,  and  if  they  had  more  time  ,  could  she  convince  him  otherwise  ?

        it’s  useless  to  dwell  .  regardless  of  the  answer  ,  they  don’t  have  more  time  .  she’s  got  to  accept  that  .

        ‘  you  know  what  ,  alv  ?  ’  she  says  instead  ,  slapping  both  hands  to  her  thighs  and  making  a  move  to  stand  up  ,  ‘  what’s  the  point  ?  we’re  gonna  die  today  .  let’s  go  and  have  a  fucking  good’un  .  ’  

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“i don’t play sports of any kind. i have anxiety.” ummm for leon

        idk  which  meme  this  was  from.

       ‘   good   for   you   ,   ’   leon   doesn’t   quite   snap   ,   but   his   voice   carries   some   kind   of   blunt   edge   ,   weighted   as   the   bat   he’s   swinging   experimentally   in   one   hand   .   it’s   clear   that   a   blow   from   the   thing   would   send   any   ball   pitched   his   way   almost   infinitely   skyward   --   such   is   the   talent   of   the   ultimate   baseball   star   .   ‘   who   wants   to   stand   around   in   a   field   and   smack   at   fungoes   all   day   ?   not   fuckin’   me   ,   pal   .   ’

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𝐂𝐎𝐍𝐂𝐄𝐑𝐍𝐄𝐃 /  𝐒𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐍𝐂𝐄 𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐌𝐏𝐓𝐒.

𝐓𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐲 𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐛𝐞𝐞𝐧 𝐞𝐝𝐢𝐭𝐞𝐝 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐜𝐥𝐚𝐫𝐢𝐭𝐲 𝐨𝐫 𝐥𝐞𝐧𝐠𝐭𝐡 𝐨𝐫 𝐭𝐨 𝐛𝐞𝐭𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐚𝐩𝐩𝐥𝐲 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐫𝐨𝐥𝐞𝐩𝐥𝐚𝐲𝐢𝐧𝐠.

❛ What happened? ❜

❛ How are your injuries? ❜

❛ Just promise me you’ll stay here. ❜

❛ You can’t blame yourself. ❜

❛ You know I’m here for you, right? ❜

❛ I’ve never seen you like this before. ❜

❛ When I wake up, you won’t be there. ❜

❛ Okay. You get to leave now. ❜

❛ No. I don’t believe you. ❜

❛ Just.. put down the very sharp knife… ❜

❛ It wasn’t your fault. It hurts. ❜

❛ This isn’t you. ❜

❛ Stop it. ❜

❛ You should be resting. ❜

❛ Are you okay? Did they hurt you? ❜

❛ How can you act like that? ❜

❛ Then why are you still here? ❜

❛ Are you okay? ❜

❛ You can’t live in the past. You gotta move on. Let it go. ❜

❛ And when were you planning on telling me? ❜

❛ What are you, trying to give me a heart attack? ❜

❛ What’s wrong? What happened? ❜

❛ I thought we agreed that secrets are bad! ❜

❛ Sorry. Didn’t want to push any sore spots. ❜

❛ Everything okay? ❜

❛ Do you even know where you’re headed? ❜

❛ I can’t help you unless you talk to me. ❜

❛ Promise me you’re not gonna over-react. ❜

❛ It’s okay, it’s gonna be okay. ❜

❛ Whoa, what are you doing? ❜

❛ Why do you run from me? ❜

❛ You’re changing the subject. ❜

❛ It’s four o'clock in the morning, what are you doing? ❜

❛ You’re bleeding. ❜

❛ You gotta be more careful. ❜

❛ I meant… How are you holding up? ❜

❛ You’re avoiding my question. ❜

❛ I think the worst of it’s over now. ❜

❛ Don’t let fear keep you quiet. You have a voice so use it. ❜

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erin’s got her feet on the table and is texting away  –   something about the obnoxiousness of red hair dye  –  when the questions takes her attention away from her phone.   ‘  a black cougar, with the fur dyed pink.  ’    she answers, more thrown off by the fact that she was asked than anything else.   ‘  panther is just a versatile word meant to refer to large cats that are black. most commonly cougars, though.  ’

      pulling on one of the many piercings hanging from his left ear, leon frowns deeply, still thinking. ‘then why not just pink cougar, huh? i mean, kinda uncool to switch it up like that, right?’ almost too quickly to really tell, he glances at erin’s phone, swallowing thickly. despite everything, he believes what she thinks of him matters.

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stillworthy·.

          he’s taken to carrying a pile of textbooks around with him, and he pulls the math one out at lunch and flips to a marked section.    “    i figured  –  there’s no reason to fall behind, you know?    in case we get saved someday.    ”    really, he just needs something to keep himself distracted from the situation they’re in, and outdated textbooks make that easiest.    “    if you’re interested  –  we can study together?    it’s kind of weird, studying by myself.    though i guess studying at all right now is weird.    ”

        mark’s insistence on pretending nothing is awful gets to dane, for some reason. he’s taken to nihilistic realism, indulging in whatever he wants whenever he can get it. as far as he’s concerned, he’s two steps away from dying at any turn -- but he can’t let mark in on that secret. he won’t willingly destroy mark’s optimism just because he doesn’t share it. ‘sure. you really wanna do math, though?’

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cybereffigy·.

          “  i’m  thinkin’  we’re  all  right  fucked.  ”   ashton  states,  chewing  idly  on  the  inside  of  his  cheek.   he  grits  his  teeth,  then  winces  as  they  catch  on  his  skin.   “  you’re  the  one  with  the  little  brother,  yeah?   just  feel  like  we’d  all  do  better  t’just  hide  in  our  rooms  and  wait  for  it  to  blow  over.   like  some  plague  bullshit.  ”   he  snorts,  but  there’s  no  heart  or  energy.   ashton’s  dark  gaze  is  focused  forward,  half  lidded,  tired,  unprepared  for  the  grisly  future  ahead  of  them.

        steven  kisses  his  teeth  ,  surveying  the  hand  they’ve  been  dealt  .  no  matter  where  he  looks  ,  his  gaze  always  lingers  on  the  back  of  his  younger  brother’s  head  .  he’s  sat  with  alice  ,  keeping  his  nose  down  --  old  tactics  that  the  stoat  can  sense  without  trying  .  it’s  how  the  boys  had  kept  themselves  alive  at  home  ,  and  that  won’t  change  here  .  ‘  yeah  .  rich  .  ’  he  doesn’t  elaborate  .  ‘  ‘s  bullshit  that  people  are  pretendin’  they  wouldn’t  kill  .  i  ain’t  puttin’  it  past  nobody  .  ’

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“you really shouldn’t punch people with guns.” MONDO

         idk  which  meme  this  was  from.

        the  cogs  in  his  brain  are  working  a  little   harder  with  this  ,  and  it  shows  .  leon’s  mouth  hangs  open  for  a  moment  ,  eyebrows  furrowed  across  his  forehead  ,  before  he  finds  the  question  he  needs  to  ask  :  ‘  do  you  mean  punching  someone  who’s  holding  a  gun  ,  or  having  a  gun  in  your  hand  and  going  --  ’  and  he  leans  across  the  table  to  feign  a  soft  punch  to  mondo’s  bicep  ,  not  quite  making  contact  .  ‘  bosh  ?  ’

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"i thought i had more time to accept myself." chihiro (: @ leon

          idk  which  meme  this  was  from.

       '  don’t  say  that  ,  ’  and  it’s  more  of  an  order  then  a  request  .  ‘  sounds  like  you’re  already  givin’  up  .  ’  leon  smiles  ,  a  weak  and  ghostly  version  of  the  grin  he’d  been  baring  just  under  an  hour  ago  .  this  whole  place  feels  constrained  ,  diluted  ,  somehow  .  leon  can’t  explain  it  ,  but  he  feels  drained  .  something  is  feeding  off  of  the  energy  he’s  losing  ,  and  he  won’t  let  it  take  chihiro  ,  too  .  ‘  there’s  always  more  time  .  neither  of  us  are  on  the  chopping  block  yet  ,  huh  ?  ’

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CRASH AND BURN SENTENCE STARTERS (pt one)

these sentences are taken from the novel crash and burn by michael hassan. these sentences discuss abuse, arson, and school shootings, among others; please use discretion. feel free to change wording and pronouns as desired. pt two will be linked upon completion.

“i’m not exactly the hero that everyone says i am.”

“i have attention deficit hyperactivity disorder, adhd to you.”

“i didn’t mean for it to be a secret. i just didn’t want to talk about it at the time.”

“kids under seventeen do not need their parents’ permission to read anything.”

“whatever. i have the entire summer to figure it out.”

“i don’t play sports of any kind. i have anxiety.”

“do you really think that you’ve earned this?”

“i don’t actually sleep, so my days are longer than yours.”

“you look hot tonight.”

“did you think we were done with each other?”

“all moms are stressed. it’s how they are.”

“try not to embarrass me today.”

“i see things in a way that they don’t, and they don’t get it.”

“how long have you two been involved in a relationship?”

“what are you, a pitcher or a catcher?”

“my adhd is starting to kick in.”

“people will call you a star after tonight.”

“hey, you wanna hook up?”

“watch the fucking movie.”

“i haven’t talked to the press. i haven’t talked to anyone.”

“please come with me. not because it’s good for you or anything. because the absolute truth is, i really need you.”

“it was a dark night in hell when you were born.”

“why don’t you start another fire or something?”

“dude, a fox is not a dog.”

“don’t stop being you just because it gets harder.”

“why do we have to call it anything? why can’t they just be feelings?”

“maybe you should try getting high instead of criticizing it all the time.”

“like every kid has gotten high from time to time.”

“i would’ve thought the news would be all over school by now.”

“i didn’t think that i wanted to see anyone ever again, but i’m glad that you came.”

“i think you’re afraid you might have a good time.”

“so pishposh you.”

“i thought you were better than that.”

“your father is an asshole. i just had to say it.”

“we’re not spending time together anymore.”