Warnings: swearing, fem reader
AN: this is kind of like a pt.2 of [01:10 pm], but you donΒ΄t have to read it in order to understand this
[12:30 am] βIβm back home! Happy new year everyone!β By hearing your voice your brother comes out to the entrance to greet you and then hug you.Β
βHow was the party?β Donghyuck asks while you take off your scarf and jacket.Β
βIt was fun, but I came here as fast as I could, I didnβt want to miss the real thing.β
βOh youβre too late.β He says with a mocking grin.
βWhy do you mean too late? He hasnβt been an adult for a full hour.β The surprise is very evident in your voice and youβre quick to go to the living room where your brotherβs friends are.Β
βHey y/n.β Jeno is the first to say hello. You hug and wish everyone a happy new year and then you face the last boy, he is sitting on the couch but when he spots you he gets up and engulfs you in a very tight hug.Β
βNoona.β His voice is somehow deeper and youβre taken by surprise since he has never been the one to initiate the hugs.Β
βHey.β You try to say but his grip on your body is quite strong. βJisung I canβt breathe.β He giggles and let go just a little bit, youβre still in his embrace and being honest, it felt nice.Β
βHappy new year.β His voice is drowsy and you let out a giggle by seeing the younger one drunk, you didnβt want to miss the fun but of course Hyuck and the others made sure Jisung would drink first thing of being an adult; what a shame, you wanted to take a shot together, perhaps next time.Β
βHappy new year.β Your voice is soft and now youβre the one tightening your arms around him.Β
Jisung let go of you and checked if the boys were looking, which they werenβt, and grabbed your hand real quick and started taking you to your backyard.Β
βHey is everything okay?β You are concerned since every time you had found Jisung here is because he wanted some space.Β
βI need to tell you something and itβs a shame that I can only do it in this state but I need to tell you before you go back to uni.β He tries his best to talk in a serious tone but his voice canβt help but be drowsy because of the alcohol in his system.Β
βHey, you know you can tell me anything okay? You donβt have to be so scared.β Your voice is soft and you grab one of his hands to give him comfort but you donβt know thatβs actually making his heart race faster and his cheeks even redder.Β
βI know, and thatβs one of the reasons I have for liking you.β Youβre surprised by his words but you donβt let go of his hands and he takes this as a good sign and takes your other hand with his. βI have liked you for a while now, ever since we were kids and I thought the feelings would go away eventually but they never did and god knows Iβve tried to get over you but it seems impossible.β He lets out a giggle but itβs full of sadness. βAnd I know itβs stupid to like you because you will always see me as the kid that lives across the street, as one of Donghyuckβs friends but I needed you to know that you will always be on my heart.β He puts one of your hands in his chest and youβre surprised by feeling how fast it was beating. βAnd it kills me seeing you go but it comforts me knowing that you come back.β Your hand is still in his chest and your eyes try to find hisβ but heβs looking down. βAnd Iβm terrified of the day you decide not to.β Youβre quick to wrap him around your arms after hearing those words.Β
βYou donβt have to be afraid Sungie.β He smiles by hearing the nickname, you are the only one allowed to call him like that. βI will always come back home, I will always come back to you."Β
"Promise.β You stay like that for a little while and you canβt help but let out a satisfied sigh.Β
"This feels nice.β You say happy. βOh and by the way, I have never seen you as just the boy that lives across the street or as one of Hyuckβs friends, youβre my friend as well, you were my friend first."Β
"Really?β He breaks the hug so he can look at you face to face.Β
βReally.β He smiles and you canβt help but do the same. βAnd you can try."Β
"Try what?β He asks confused.Β
βYou can try to make me have feelings for you."Β
"Wait, what?β His voice is of pure disbelief. βAre you serious?"Β
"Yeah, I have always cared for you and some other feelings that I have never been able to put a name on them, maybe I have liked you too but I never thought about it too much.β You shrugged your shoulders. βLetβs try together and find out what those feelings are, okay?"Β
"Yes!β He lets out excited and you canβt help but laugh, he is very cute.Β
βAlso I canβt believe you got drunk before I got here, Iβm a little hurt."Β
"Sorry, I tried but they insisted."Β
"Yeah I know, fucking dumbasses.β He laughs and an idea comes to your mind.Β
βWell there is one thing that I can do that I know they canβt, so we can celebrate the new year together and itβs something that Iβm pretty sure you have never done.β
βJisung, have you ever been kissed during new years day?β You smile by seeing his red cheeks and his flustered expression.
"Yes please.β His voice was low and he looked stunning under the moonlight.
βOkay, close your eyes.β He obeys, you grab one of his hands and the other cups one of his cheeks. βRelax.β You whisper and you feel his body letting go under your embrace. βCount to three for me."Β
"Oneβ¦ twoβ¦β And before he could say three you crash your lips against his.Β
The kiss was soft and innocent, his lips taste like the peach chapstick you gave him and they fit perfectly with yours. You break the kiss and laugh a little by seeing him following you.Β
βHappy new year Sungie.β You whisper and peck his lips one more time.